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them: how’s your mental health?

me: i’ve literally been posting about wanting to die for like a decade

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im like 4000% tired

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hi, i was looking at your page and thought u may like this book. ☺️

you said you’d stay https://www.amazon.com/dp/B099C5P564/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_NK2NK3BSYSJHR384D67P

thanks i'll have a look

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Jesus can heal you john 3:16

not religious but I appreciate the thought

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22.10.18

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i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

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And after a while you just stop. You stop watering your plants. You stop watching netflix. You stop reading. You stop replying to your friends as fast as you used to. You stop buying yourself nice things. You stop putting an effort into how you look. You stop taking care of yourself like you used to. You stop sleeping. You stop eating healthy foods. You stop petting your pet. You stop socializing.

You stop with everything. You find yourself sitting in your room for hours on end, without doing a single thing. Days feel like years. And you think you can’t do it for much longer.

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Shit sucks when you can’t talk to anyone about what’s going through your head

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Emily Berry, from Ghosts (Homage to Burial).

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wow. it’s been two years, i hope you’re all somewhat okay. <3

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i’m ok

i’m ok

i’m ok

*starts crying*

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i wonder what’s gonna fuck me up next