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why would she make feel bad about something that I have no control over?

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„you‘re fat and ugly, STOP EATING.“

she said.

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„let’s travel the world“ she said to her friends.

one lives thousands of miles away

one does not have money

one does not have time

so she,

who is always willing to drop everything right there and then

travel across the globe

and save up every penny to see them,

sat there alone. hoping.

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ich hab echt keinen Bock mehr auf dieses Job

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do you know the point in life where you just do not care anymore? everything just goes past you.

i realm hope you don’t but that’s where I am at.

all I care about is when I won’t be on this planet anymore.

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ich bin high key in love - das ist mega sad weil ich hin niemals haben kann.

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How do i say goodbye to someone, who was the reason for me to stay alive.

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I have two broken feet but you’ll always be on top of my shoulders.

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I would’ve carried you, even with two broken feet.

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I put you on a throne you didn’t deserve to be on.

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gotta wait till January

- 29.11.22

asked for professional help

you did it, girl

- 13th October 2021

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they’re literally downstairs having fun

while I’m upstairs crying.

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lowkey will ich sterben.

at this point I am the only fat friend left and I hate it.

I guess I’ve always been the only fat friend

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Wenn Menschen sagen „ist nicht auf dich bezogen“ dann ist es auf dich bezogen.

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hi uhm

realizing what my body looks like to other people hurts

i look so ugly WTF

i DONT think I can take a compliment ever again

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ich möchte im moment alles schmeißen und vor einen Bus springen