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Poems & Words

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“I’m a slave to my emotions, to my likes, to my hatred of boredom, to most of my desires.”

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F. Scott Fitzgerald, This Side of Paradise

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“I’m a slave to my emotions, to my likes, to my hatred of boredom, to most of my desires.”

—

F. Scott Fitzgerald, This Side of Paradise

(via quotefeeling)

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“Love never dies of a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness, errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds. It dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings, but never of a natural death.”

— Anais Nin (via quotefeeling)

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Hate

I just really hate when I need to stay with my family after done with my studies. Erghhh~

It's just because of I don't preferred to be who am I when I at home with family. I prefer myself when I alone & take care of myself. That's much better.

Decided to stay far from family doesn't mean I hate them, I don't love them but I just need peace, my own world & happiness.

That's it!

I just really hope that, someday I will be able to stay alone or with my bff to live this life before meet with my soulmate I bet. Hehe.

Pray for me yaa!

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“A good friend will always stab you in the front.”

— Oscar Wilde (via thoughtkick)

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“You are my home. Wherever you are, that’s where I’m meant to be.”

— S.L. Naeole, Bird Song (via books-n-quotes)

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“Perhaps most of all, though, you deserve to be okay. You deserve to know that a day in which you can just barely get out of bed because you are sad, or sick, or simply not ready to see the outside is not the end of the world. You deserve to know that moments of weakness do not make you fundamentally weak, only fundamentally human, and that sometimes we’re not going to be effusively happy, and that is okay.”

— Chelsea Fagan (via quotefeeling)

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Silence...

It's been awhile ago I've posted anything on my timeline due to my hectic days and weeks. Alhamdulillah everything went well through ups and downs. I truly believe that all of this happened because of my parents' duaa, my siblings' duaa, my beloved bff, and others too. Their supports, positive vibes, motivated words & duaa do makes me feel so strong enough to get through all of this. Meanwhile, I keep thinking positively that anything happened just for reasons. And Allah knew the best for us. I'm about to end of my degree life.

Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah

Syukur....

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“The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.”

— Juliette Lewis (via thoughtkick)

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No typing.

Now, aku dah lama tak menulis dlm ni. Ntah kenapa cukup malas. Sbb aku ada happy pill aku kot hehe.

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“Upgrade your mindset. Read new books. Meet new people. Travel. Switch it up. You have this whole life to live, don’t spend it in a box.”

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A wrongly desire.

I always pray that I wanna die immediately after I did it but I realize there's a countless reasons why I still live this life and should keep going on.

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“A grateful heart is one that finds the countless blessings of God no matter what their situation is.”

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Empty

I get into trembling after what I did. Maybe sebab dah lama tinggal & berazam but yet terjebak, and then I turned out to be like that.

may Allah bless me always & give me another chance.

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“Attitudes are more important than facts.” - Dr. Karl Menninger