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Diary entry day 8:

Allowed 30 minutes of edging today! Now we're beginning to get somewhere that'll actually put me on edge hehe. Also sorry for not making much posts outside of diary entries, been really busy irl but I promise I'll get around to it!!

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30 minutes completed without issue! I think I'm really starting to get used to the idea of not cumming, not that it's easier but I know I can't now so I don't try <3

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Diary entry day 7:

We're a week into it now! 25 minutes of edging for today!

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I've got nothing more to say than I think we're almost reaching the level of pent up horny that makes me stupid, that makes me think about selling my life to the first perv who would take me, sounds like such a good life rn <3

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Diary entry day 6:

I get to edge for 20 minutes today! Hopefully I don't fuck it up again lol that would be so embarrassing :))

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Okay, got through it, had a few close calls but ultimately I'm fine! I can do this!!

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I'm leaking sooo much pre right now I've no idea how I'm so worked up omg

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Diary entry day 5:

Was only allowed edge for 15 minutes, in addition to that I was told I'd have to edge to one of the kinks on my limit list as punishment for cumming, gore was picked from random selection

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I definitely haven't developed a gore kink from this, but I definitely think I'm becoming desensitised because I got used to it really quick hehe. One particularly gruesome thing that i found particularly enjoyable was a scene in which a girl is LITERALLY having her brains fucked out from the back of her head and the brain matter is sticking to the dick and stuff, idk WHY that appealed to me so much, my mind is truly an enigma :). Not much else to report, was kinda gross but I guess I'm on my way to becoming more of a perv? As always, feel free to recommend or send other stuff to make me touch myself to!

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Results are in! I will be edging to...

Ouch! (No pun intended) Gore is one of the weirder ones on my limit list cuz not only do I not get it but also I'm kinda scared of it? Hehehe I'm not going to back out though! I need to be punished so this doesn't happen again! Once again thanks for the punishment!!

as a punishment you should have to edge to one of your soft limits, hell if you fail enough maybe it'll even stop being a limit

Thx u I'll do that!!! <3 I'll get a random chance thingy to decide which limit I'll break so I'm not accidentally biased towards one that disgusts me less, and then I'll return with the results! (Unless somebody wants to suggest/demand one for me ;) )

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as a punishment you should have to edge to one of your soft limits, hell if you fail enough maybe it'll even stop being a limit

Thx u I'll do that!!! <3 I'll get a random chance thingy to decide which limit I'll break so I'm not accidentally biased towards one that disgusts me less, and then I'll return with the results! (Unless somebody wants to suggest/demand one for me ;) )

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Hmm, rlly weird but an ask detailing what my punishment should be disappeared from my inbox? I guess that means options are back on the table, let me know how I should punish myself for cumming!

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Diary entry day 4:

Guys.. I'm so so so sorry this is so embarrassing this early my stupid dick couldn't handle itself and it came even though I really tried not to I'm so so sorry.. as per the rules I have to start on day 3 tomorrow again, and you guys can pick a punishment for me in my asks! I rlly rlly promise I'll try not to be such a perv and show restraint in future!!!

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🤤🤤 who else would love this.

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reblog if you want to be sent the most perverted and morally wrong messages

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Diary entry day 3:

I get to jerk off for 15 minutes today! To tell you the truth I'm really sleepy right now hehe, it's like my brain wouldn't turn off after my last session yesterday and so I just couldn't go to sleep for hours! All I could do was read whatever degrading stuff came up on my dash, couldn't even touch myself to take the edge off, tumblr said it was okay to hump and grind against my mattress though so at least I had that <3

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Finished session 3, my mind feels like it's beginning to melt hehe, watched a bunch of hentai about a woman who abandons her life to get used by a bunch of men in a dirty abandoned public bathroom till she was filthy and smelled like them and it was sooo hot, I'd give anything in this moment to trade places with her! I also got to the edge so many times.. I honestly don't know how I'll last if this is only day 3..