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and when you go away, i still see you.

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the time is going to pass by no matter what.. just starve while it does

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It’s like I can’t stop fucking eating

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bitch you don't have anorexia you have like fatorexia or sum other shi

Awesome sauce

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oh to look skinny while bent in weird positions 💕

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You’ll look hot anywhere anytime, if ur skinny of course.

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Day 1:

My parents came home with food from a date and my brother had me eat it with him. At first I got around the high cal stuff by eating creamed spinach but I spiraled and had Mac n cheese too. I felt too full and tried to pvrg£ but I couldn’t get most of it out. I then had ice cream and a pork chop because I kept telling myself I’d already ruined everything by eating.

I want to get under 175 by Tuesday so I can’t keep doing this. I’m not going to eat much this weekend because I’m working. Please send motivation :/

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not mi (╥_╥)

the spine showing is so triggwring ♡

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mealspo 🙄

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9 more weeks till school starts. I’m trying to lose ~60 more lbs. I’m trying to focus much more on exercise since I took a break from taekwondo and I’ve been really lazy when I’m not working.

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Personal Foodspo~

Here’s a compilation of some of my OMADS over the last few months, can we tell what my safe foods are 😅 I desperately need more cute dishwear!

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All my top th!nsp0 for June ❤️

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Don’t you want it?

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not mi (╥_╥)

i need people to look at mi and

think "she needs a burger" ♡

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I wanna try the messing up food strategy cus then I’ll also take less food or not go for it so that I’m not wasting. Then I also know if I’m hungry enough to still want to eat after that and i can have something healthy

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🦴 f4sting m3alsp0 🍽

stay safe and have a good day 💗

all pics from 📍trest