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🆘@taylorswift PLEASE READ🆘

@bashthebrave 's message to Taylor:

"Bash has an extremely rare brain aneurysm, it’s called a vein of galen malformation. It’s really risky to treat and there’s only surgeons in the world who treat it regularly and have good results. We live in Colorado Springs and our surgeon who invented the treatment is in New York City. We normally fly commercial but Bash also has a tracheostomy and ventilator for lung disease of prematurity meaning he catches EVERYTHING. Every little cold. We can’t risk him catching covid on a commercial flight right before surgery. If he did he could get meningitis or have a stroke or brain hemorrhage.

I don’t often ask for help. But I’m running out of options. I’ve reached out to every medical flight charity I can and haven’t had any luck yet."

GUYS PLEASE REBLOG and get this to Taylor, she needs our help DON'T SKIP PLEASE

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@taylorswift pls notice her

Today was a bad day. Scott lost his job so now we’re in a health insurance bind. We can’t afford cobra. It’s 2k per month. I barely make 4K per month so the cobra premium and our mortgage would take my entire salary. And Bash has surgery coming up in July. It’s not enough time to get another insurance company to cover it. And the surgery is a million dollars. It feels like an impossible situation. Everyone I talk to says stay on cobra but they don’t seem to understand that we can’t afford cobra. I don’t know what to do.

And today it’s really hitting me that if Bash doesn’t get surgery he could die. Even if he does he could die. He’s barely even lived yet. I think about myself being 15 and buying my first CD (Taylor Swift) because Teardrops on my Guitar resonated with me so much. I was in love with one of my best friends and he had no idea I existed in any capacity besides a friend. Bash hasn’t experienced that yet.

Bash is 2 next month. On May 31st. It’s funny, my wedding anniversary is May 30th. I spent my 3rd wedding anniversary in labor and the boys arrived 5 minutes into the next day. If Bash dies he won’t have a wedding anniversary. I won’t get to see him get married. I won’t get to see him graduate high school or go to college or get a job or fall in love or get his heartbroken or have kids. I may not ever even get to see him “graduate” from kindergarten. And Auggie, Auggie already carries so much. He’s a toddler and he’s terrified every time one of Bash’s life support machines alarms. I try so hard to protect him from it but there’s only so much I can do. Will he have to grow up a twin without a twin? I just can’t even process that thought, Auggie growing up a twin without a twin. It’s heart breaking. I’m a mess.

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@taylorswift we needs ur help to save bash!!

Taylor, please help if you can. We’re trying to get Bash to New York for his surgery. It’s not going well. We’ve yet to find a charity that can manage him and his equipment and flies to New York. He needs this surgery and quite a few more. I’m scared I’m going to lose my kiddo. I’ve gotten almost everything else sorted. We have everything we need to travel. I got our insurance sorted out. The last two pieces of the puzzle are how do we get there and back and where do we stay while there. I’m working with a charity to find a place to stay. Normally we stay at Ronald McDonald House New York. Right now they’re closed because of covid. I’m paying 2K per month to keep our health insurance. It was the only thing I could do to make sure Bash’s surgery would be covered. The costs of the insurance are quickly eating through our savings. At this point we don’t even have the money for a commercial flight which we’ve already been told we shouldn’t use because if the risk of contractioning covid before or after Bash’s brain surgery. Please help. Please. This is me, a regular stay at home mom just grasping at every straw I can to get my kid what he needs, what they both need because Auggie can’t grow up without his twin. I just can’t even imagine.

He’s only two. Holy orange bottles, each night I pray to you, desperate people find faith so now I pray too. Soon you’ll get better.

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so proud of you, can't believe you're not gonna share!!😡😂🥰

when you’re proud of your buns so you post them on the internet

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i was watching the speech Taylor gave every night before Clean on the 1989 world tour, and I can't explain in words how much I love this woman, how inspiring she is. I'm crying happy tears because I am SO grateful for her existence. i love you Taylor, you have no idea what a difference you've made in our lives.

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17/05/2020

1+7+5=13

17+5=2(0)2(0)/22

Taylor you sly fox!!!🦊

Excited to announce the City of Lover Concert! We filmed my show in Paris in September and thought it’d be fun to share it with you 😄May 17 at 10p ET on ABC and available the next day on Hulu and Disney+! 

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stop lying we know heavenly drops on 5 may🙃

Not a lot going on at the moment

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the other day my mom said that Taylor is so gorgeous and beautiful and it was the best compliment I've ever gotten

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omg but in the last gif the fan is sooooo pretty

I love her to death

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unpopular opinion: dbatc and daylight are better than cruel summer and deserve music videos

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proud of you Taylor! it's the right thing to do!

I’m so sad I won’t be able to see you guys in concert this year, but I know this is the right decision. Please, please stay healthy and safe. I’ll see you on stage as soon as I can but right now what’s important is committing to this quarantine, for the sake of all of us.

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@taylorswift you need to watch this!!

Paper Rings appreciation video 💜 @theseagullshirt @rathersleep13 @taylorswift

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hi Taylor, hope you're doing well right now. how are the ladies😻?

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really needed this right now, thank you

Daily reminder!

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it sucks how this summer is ACTUALLY cruel...

I woke up to a fake announcement for the cruel summer mv and now I’m just... :(

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I've been diagnosed with clinical depression since age fourteen/fifteen, but it really got bad last year and I was put on medication. i still struggle with my existence every now and then. but the one thing that has kept me going the last three years is the anticipation of new TS albums and her music, because there's always a song by her that could make me feel better. 7 months into treatment I can say that I'm on my way to finding daylight!✨ thank you @taylorswift for everything that you do for us, you have no idea what an impact you've made in our lives. i love you ❤️

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i wonder if I'll ever get to see Taylor live :/