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THIS  BLOG  IS  GETTING  ARCHIVED!  i  am  packing  up  things  here  and  moving  to  a  different  account  to  start  on  a  clean  slate,  under  the  same  url.  please  find  me  there  instead  of  here!     @finalsparke

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THIS  BLOG  IS  GETTING  ARCHIVED!  i  am  packing  up  things  here  and  moving  to  a  different  account  to  start  on  a  clean  slate,  under  the  same  url.  please  find  me  there  instead  of  here!     @finalsparke

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THIS  BLOG  IS  GETTING  ARCHIVED!  i  am  packing  up  things  here  and  moving  to  a  different  account  to  start  on  a  clean  slate,  under  the  same  url.  please  find  me  there  instead  of  here!     @finalsparke

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THIS  BLOG  IS  GETTING  ARCHIVED!  i  am  packing  up  things  here  and  moving  to  a  different  account  to  start  on  a  clean  slate,  under  the  same  url.  please  find  me  there  instead  of  here!     @finalsparke

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THIS  BLOG  IS  GETTING  ARCHIVED!  i  am  packing  up  things  here  and  moving  to  a  different  account  to  start  on  a  clean  slate,  under  the  same  url.  please  find  me  there  instead  of  here!     @finalsparke

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                            the  superior  tactic  is  to  never  give  up.    temp cred.

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THIS  BLOG  IS  GETTING  ARCHIVED!  i  am  packing  up  things  here  and  moving  to  a  different  account  to  start  on  a  clean  slate,  under  the  same  url.  please  find  me  there  instead  of  here!     @finalsparke

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sadly carrying my main list over to this new blog n realising half of them are inactive.

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remember how the early concepts of dark cosmic had her very somber but now she’s jsut evil

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big focused on the pokemon dlc and league 

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i want to write and don’t have many threads atm so  ♥  for a small para starter 

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i know i said i would be here then i immediately wasn’t . i got a cat

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zoo wee mama

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@quartlet​ said:  ❛ how can i love something that isn’t ruined ? ❜ dark cosmic :o

     she  ponders  the  question  in  all  it’s  infinite  possibilities,  wonders  about  what  the  right  one  is.  is  she  wrong  to  not  know?  to  be  at  the  seat  of  unfathomable,  cosmic  power,  and  to  not  know?  in  truth,  khada  jhin  ( was  that  who  he  was,  still? )  is  a  mystery  even  she  held  no  hope  to  unravel.  luxanna  thinks  for  a  moment,  a  moment  that  hangs  in  the  air  like  a  glittering  chandelier,  with  starlight  pouring  out  of  every  refracted  face.  time  doesn’t  exist  here,  they  are  not  subjected  to  the  lesser  concepts  as  others  undoubtedly  are.  ( in  the  same  way  they  are  above  the  concept  of  love. )  she  moves  wordlessly,  soundlessly,  between  her  obliterated  roses  and  between  the  dust  of  stars. 

     it’s  then  that  lux  drapes  her  arms  over  his  shoulders,  head  craning,  cheek  resting  against  his  hood.  she  speaks  with  a  hushed  tone,  careful  for  the  nearby  planets  and  solar  systems,  an  odd  concern  for  their  livelihood.  no,  no,  she  thinks,  they  can’t  go  like  that. 

     ❛ are  you  not  perfection  in  itself? ❜   she  had  certainly  always  thought  so,  always  said  it  was  so.  surely,  he  had  some  ounce  of  self - respect,  enough  so  that  they  could  call  it  love?  then  that  just  brings  them  back  to  what  they  considered  love  as.  (  a  weakness,  a  ploy,  a  restraint. ) 

     did  he  love  her  roses,  then?  as  she  moves  one  of  her  arms  to  pluck  one  from  the  milky  way  and  present  it  in  such  a  casual  way.

     ❛ perfection  is  made,  though,  isn’t  it?  weren’t  you? ------ ❜  she  pauses  for  a  moment, leaning  against  his  form  once  more. heartache,  and  hurt,  and  pain,  and  love,  and  compassion ---  they  were  above  all  of  these,  ascended  to  a  new  level  of  understanding.  the  path  of  destruction  in  the  wake  of  the  dark  star  was  proof  enough  of  this.  luxanna  hums,  and  then: 

     ❛ ------  wasn’t  i ? ❜

not  here.  accepting.

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i'ma redo my rules page sometime

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starters  /  prompts taken from hieu minh nguyen’s work ,  not here .  feel free to change pronouns  /  tenses as necessary .

  ❛  it seems important to mention all the things that went wrong  ❜

  ❛  don’t ask if i’m a ghost  ❜

  ❛  i fled and did not return  ❜

  ❛  i cannot love you  ,  if i love you  ,  i will die  ❜

  ❛  for years i chose death  ❜

  ❛  i belong to my mother’s fear  ❜

  ❛  what do you do with tenderness when all you expect is fury ?  ❜

  ❛  he looks like he will keep you safe  ❜

  ❛  any love i find will be treason  ❜

  ❛  why did you bring me here ?  ❜

  ❛  i count the hornets that escape their mouths  ❜

  ❛  i only ask for your laughter  ❜

  ❛  look at me in the old way in this new light  ❜

  ❛  sometimes i wake up and my body does not follow  ❜

  ❛  it wasn’t the same without you  ❜

  ❛  i’m still trying to figure out what it means to stay  ❜

  ❛  it’s all very predictable  ❜

  ❛  how can i love something that isn’t ruined ?  ❜

  ❛  like all agony  ,  there are pleasant moments  ❜

  ❛  i want to be better at lying  ❜

  ❛  i’m afraid if i say it out loud i will cast a curse  ❜

  ❛  some men don’t know they’re hungry until they eat  ❜

  ❛  some spells take years to cast  ❜

  ❛  there are rules you have to follow if you want to survive  ❜

  ❛  i know you’re not supposed to smile back  ❜

  ❛  madness  ,  too  ,  can be cumulative  ❜

  ❛  trying to forget is not the same as leaving  ❜

  ❛  i really should get a sense of humor  ❜

  ❛  i understand no one  ❜

  ❛  i cannot stop him from disappearing  ❜

  ❛  her body was a dress i hung for motivation  ❜

  ❛  you were once and perhaps continue to be the myth you tell to scare yourself  ❜

  ❛  there are countless ways to justify company  ❜

  ❛  you are predictable in your longing  ❜

  ❛  i don’t want to explain a thing  ❜

  ❛  i knew if i just asked him to leave he would have  ❜

  ❛  there are countless ways to open a carcass  ❜

  ❛  all i’ve ever wanted to be was useful  ❜

  ❛  there’s still time to be saved  ❜

  ❛  shut up  ;  i know the story  ,  or at least the lesson  ❜

  ❛  you wont find it  ;  you won’t find whatever you’re looking for  ❜

  ❛  i could get away with being clumsy with knives  ❜

  ❛  i want to study the mechanics of leaving  ❜

  ❛  any adjective can be true if you cry hard enough  ❜

  ❛  i see little futures in the distance but none belong  ❜

  ❛  i am beginning to forget what i expect from the world i always knew  ❜

  ❛  you can’t think of regret as a town you move too when grief snores too loud  ❜

  ❛  in death we belong to everyone  ❜

  ❛  i want to return to my old body  ❜

  ❛  i think the life i want is the life i have  ,  but how can i be sure ?  ❜