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Vaginismus of the soul

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Found this on the 4B subreddit.

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I am actually not that much of an idiot when i sleep well

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Federal workers are going off.

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The project lead is a dimwitted moid who cant form a coherent sentence to save his life, every position he gets because he is a male and I will make sure this is what he is known for by the end of this semestre.

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I mourn for the rebellious masc 'girl' in every movie, who grow out of her manliness and becomes some asshole's domesticated wife. I mourn for her short untameable hair, which she was always running a hand through in those old photos. I see the way her fingers linger as she goes through the album with her young daughter, forcing a laugh at who she 'used' to be.

T would have saved him.

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The work that is supposed to be done by before dinner took the rest of the day now I scheduled the work supposed to be done after dinner to tomorrow I am stuck in a vicious cycle for three weeks now and the most shitty part is it is not because of laziness. Its just there is too much things to do. Also one of the contributing issue is my fucking inattentivenes. But also how can i be careful in this schedule. There is no time to be careful or bring the task to completeness. Am i taking too much work?

But like how can i not? Even now people are constantly questioning my abilities. I perform one level less than this and its over for me.

Its 1 am here and I am not done and I wake up at 7 am the code that is supposed to process thousands of pdf files running for hours only for the first hundred. I wish I didnt have the need to sleep.

The burnout . I dont want to think about the burnout. I know I am gonna crash in 2 months. And the thing is I cant sacrifice any of the projects for the sake of longetivity right now. I am already taking time off from the time i supposed to spend on working on my school courses. I cant sacrifice the internhsip it is the only solid success that i have now. I cant sacrifice the project it has too much potential. It has to continue like that until I am somehow unable to work, like physically

Iam not wasting too much time on commute, i eat what I find when i get hungry, I dont do chores, I dont workout anymore and I dont spend time preparing/doing makeup. I sleep too much sometimes. When I need quick recharge I go shopping. But it doesnt take too much time I just like spending money on shit

How do you manage this? I am open to any advice

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there is a small russian channel that fully mirrors misogynistic memes made by men just by changing one or two words and holy fuck the men are so angry about that.

all of these memes were first created to hate on women, but the owner of this channel called "РНМЭ" just reverses them. this channel had been banned multiple times on the same platforms where the originals were posted without any repercussions from the moderators, but the admins are still going strong more than five years after the original channel was first created.

when the main admin gets a death threat from a male, or even finds a misogynistic comment of his, she sends the screenshots to all of his family members she can find online. sometimes she finds their schools, universities, workplaces. she's cleaning up the internet from this hateful trash all by herself. she doesn't make up anything, she just shows everyone how hateful these men are because people deserve to know the truth about them.

and i love her for this

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Your first time is NOT supposed to hurt

You are NOT supposed to bleed

If you bleed, that is NOT your hymen being ‘popped’, it is a tear due to lack of sexual arousal and natural lubrication.

This is all a MYTH perpetrated by men so they don’t have to make sure you are comfortable and sufficiently aroused enough before you have sex with them. It is an excuse to disregard and hurt you.

I just really want women to know this.

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the way men think eating meat feeds into their masculinity is so fucking funny like miss thing you didn’t wrestle that shit with your bare hands you took your dumpy ass to costco in your wife’s pt cruiser you might as well be a drag queen at this point

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How to spot signs and symptoms of Breast Cancer 

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Girl suffering mental illnesses and crippling loneliness: “I’m struggling bad but it’s definitely my fault actually, I just need to try harder somehow. I just need to find a way to try harder”

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Recommended reading for the related subject

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The west is collapsing not because of any kind of ideology but because they have lost their ground on science. No one gives a fuck about cont time exponential signals except the damn indians anymore