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I miss having friends.

Someone with whom i can randomly start a conversation about anything .

Someone i can tell the stories i read to .

Someone with whom i can talk about and rate movies and take turns watching our choice of movies.

Someone i can talk about patriarchy with and let all my female rage out .

Someone who won't judge me for talking about taylor swift and her lyricism excessively .

Someone with whom i can make awful business plans .

Someone with whom i can share all the stuff i would like to put in the house i will own one day.

Someone with whom i can share random fun facts without them acting uninterested.

Someone who will listen to all my political views and random tweets i find funny .

It is all so trivial and mundane but it makes me feel how awfully one needs a human being to share their awfully boring stuff with . What is the purpose of life when i have no one to do it with.

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'Shouldn't the world stop?

Don't they know what has happened to me?'

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Her last words to me were 'Stay with me'.

How am i supposed to live with this?

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It is just sad ,how we are never taught how to console a grieving friend who just lost her baby ,or your closest friend who goes through a rough marriage . The words which seem so powerful generally ,show their futility to the fullest in those times. Mankind couldn't make words which can suffice your expression of helplessness or grief. Therefore,I feel i would never know how to be there for someone when i just want my people to know how much it hurts me to see them going through the suffering that they never deserved .

I hope they know ,even when my words fail to express ,i am there for them .

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I have always assumed that I don't like romantic stuff i.e. from movies to books and have always avoided these for a major part . Only for me to now realise ,that i have been merely apprehensive of never being able to feel and receive the kind of love shown in stories . My insecurities lead me into believing i was unworthy of affection so deep .

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Have you heard about the 52 hertz whale?

No why

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What is feminism if not female jingoism?

This question can only arise from privilege . And unfortunately ,privilege and ignorance go hand in hand . However , it is necessary for u to mention any incidence of aggressive approach by any feminist movement or cause . Im fact ,feminism is a response to the centuries of cinstant aggression and neglect by men . When u justify a weaker group to stand yp for themselves even if it includes aggression i.e. in case of fight against racism ,in the case of hamas's actions against israel and numerous other examples of the deprived standing up for themselves, u cannot ignore women standing up against patriarchy ,adamantly and assertively

This is only possible if u turn blind towards all the prevalence of misogyny and patriarchy round you . I would suggest you to open your mind towards the plight of women and do not approach feminism as a weapon . Try to stand in the shoes of women . Talk to women about it . And i would happily contribute to mentioning my own encounters and those in my vicinitt to you to make my point more clear to you . And prove the importance of feminism in as regressive society as ours.

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I wonder if life wasn't so difficult ,how would people live it . Exempt all human beings of their liabilities ,their struggles ,what would their life be . Would they spend it praying to God , would they spend it practising that one longlost hobby of theirs . Would they achieve their true potential . Would there be more art . Would there be no crime . Would we all like each other more ....

I guess heaven is a state of mind more than a place . Where people don't have to worry or pine and then establish a world with that .

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They told me all of my cages were mental...

So i got wasted like all my potential...

And my words shoot to kill when i'm mad ..

I have a lot of regrets about that ..

~this is me trying

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Life has the first 20 years of curiosity and excitement of taking on the world . Being ready to live. Getting hope .

Next 20 years of being disappointed and finding yourself in this world . Trying to settle and get to a point of understanding with life and crashing your hopes and aspirations .

And then the last decades of having been understood and settled. Leaving it all behind and looking at the world for how it is and finally giving up to the winds of life .

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Both science and religion seem to be the outcome of mankind's curiosity .

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My beloved ghost and me ,

Sitting in a tree,

D-Y-I-N-G.

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How are you liking the website?

Which website

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Social anxiety makes every conversation that you try having ,feel like walking uphill.