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thinking of them again

will i finish this? i have no clue but have fun i've been indulging in the irony of christ ! ji-yeong...

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affirmations for writers: i know how to write. i have seen sentences before, and i know how to make one. i can identify up to several words and their meanings. i am not afraid of semicolons.

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oh my heart

old art.....

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little squid game rant

i don’t think we talk enough about how truly devastating ji-yeong’s story is and how heartbreaking her death actually was. ali’s death was upsetting too i will always defend him, but ji-yeong’s breaks me.

we know that her father was a pastor and abused her as a kid, also killing ji-yeong’s mom. ji-yeong then had to kill her dad, leaving her alone with two dead parents. we know she was sent to prison and was released back into the world aimlessly, no set goal in mind.

she came into the games as a last resort, something to keep her occupied. she ends up sacrificing her own life to keep sae-byeok moving forward in her journey. she is aware that her own journey is meaningless and empty. she knows that sae-byeok has a chance. she believed in her.

ji-yeong’s death encapsulates the absolute horrors of the world that we call home. ji-yeong was not selfish, she was not uncaring, she just knew that someone with people waiting for her had to prevail instead of her.

even though she was pushed to the brink, at her last end, ji-yeong still managed to have humility and humanity. she is proof that there is so much hope for our world, but in its conditions, it’s nearly impossible to see it.

it will forever shatter me that ji-yeong sacrified her own life for someone she viewed as more important. i love her so so so much❤️

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squid game really said hm how do we make ji-yeong gay without saying shes gay. oh i got it give her a nose piercing, dyed hair, and have her sacrifice herself for the pretty girl

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Hi.... uhm

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the tara is by lloonahugs on twt ^-^

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imagine knowing a girl your entire life, growing up together, trusting her with everything that you are. spending sleepovers crying in her arms because your dad left, your sister left, your mom became an alcoholic, she cries to you about how her own parents never pay her any attention, how they’re never home and she’s always left alone in a huge ass house that feels haunted with the home that it was supposed to be.

you have horror movie marathons together, you live in her house when her parents aren’t home and your mom is to busy drowning herself in booze than spending any time with you, you cook dinners and breakfasts together, you keep an extra inhaler in her room.

somewhere along the way you fall in love with her.

somewhere along the way she meets a man on the internet, he is too old for her, he is creepily obsessed with a horror movie franchise, he grooms her.

they decide together that they want to make their own movie, in doing this the girl that you love betrays you and everyone else who you have ever cared about.

she tries to murder you.

she tries to kill you.

she tries to kill your sister, she kills multiple of your friends.

she says horrible things, you don’t even recognize her.

the girl you fell in love with.

you are forced to kill her.

if you hadn’t she would have kept killing, could have hurt your sister.

you loved her.

she betrayed you.

you love her.

you killed her.

you leave the town you grew up in with your sister and only two friends who are still alive. you move to new york and you shove down your feelings.

your best friend died.

you killed her.

she was a serial killer.

she was everything to you.

are you allowed to mourn? are you allowed to miss her? are you allowed to move on?

how can you move on?

how could you ever trust anyone ever again?

you miss her. so much it hurts, you feel the hole she left in your heart, worse then the literal holes in your hand and stomach. those healed.

the hole she left in your soul might be permanent.

permanently lacking her presence, permanently missing the sound of her laugh, her voice as she whispered reassurances into your hair, her smile as she teased you and your friends.

your friend mourns his girlfriend, an innocent, his lover, his friend.

your have feelings for him?

how fucking confusing is that?

you loved, you are still in love with, the woman who murdered his girlfriend.

you watched as she pulled the trigger.

does your putting an end to the murders make it okay?

your sister was betrayed too, her boyfriend the creep who groomed your best friend. the monster who masterminded it all.

she’s angry.

she’s hurt.

you are still in love.

she ruined your life.

you see her in everything, in moths and spiders because she would always catch them and set them free. in the movies you once adored, you can’t watch your old favorites anymore. in the apartment you live in, you’re surrounded by people you love, you only want her.

she absolutely ruined you.

you will never stop loving her.

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you got a boyfriend?

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gfs

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y'all are always complaining about how gay rep has to be perfect and unproblematic like speak for yourself i personally love it when they try to murder each other

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Amber Freeman and her expressions of love.

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this is my peak

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scream if they let lesbians win

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wishlist… a seraphim's guide to the slum!

hello my rotten angels. first off, happy pride! i hope everyone's taking the time to celebrate this month and getting to be themselves. :)

secondly, i'm excited to announce that the definitive guidebook to seraphim slum, a seraphim's guide to the slum, is available to wishlist on steam!

want to unravel all of the slum's secrets? this book is for you…

a seraphim's guide to the slum will act as a companion book to your journey in the game seraphim slum. this book contains a detailed walkthrough to the four endings of seraphim slum and bonus content exclusive to this book: a comprehensive director's commentary from me about the thesis and themes of seraphim slum, a character and story breakdown, the process of creating seraphim slum, and more!

please consider getting the book if you'd like to support my work - every little bit helps me recoup the costs of putting the seraphim slum verse games on steam! :)

and of course… lest we forget…

seraphim slum: the definitive edition will be out on steam this june! what are you waiting for? ;) wishlist now: it's time to make angels fall… in love with you.

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You have made known to me the paths of life; You will make me full of gladness with your presence. - Acts 2:28

And here's a more...painful version.