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Lord, give me strength, hope and faith to endure everything in the present. For I know Your plans are greater and my prayers will be answered. Amen.

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Life’s Lil Pleasures Vol. 1 & 2 by Evan Lorenzen

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“But never have I been a calm blue sea. I have always been a storm.”

— Stevie Nicks, Storms

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‘The biggest coward is a man who awakens the love of a woman without the intention of loving her.’

Bob Marley

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It hurts to be your first love.

It hurts to be a failed experiment.

It hurts to be the one who taught you how to love,

and now you're using it to love someone better.

And that better is not received by me.

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so much hope for the future

I rely too much on it

little do we know the present is the only key

whatever our desired future might be

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It’s weird, you know. I listen to you and I feel like everything moves in slow-motion. I feel like petals are falling all over my skin. Maybe they are cherry blossoms. Maybe they are skeleton flowers. Maybe it’s water lilies, my middle name. Did you know that? Regardless of what they are, I feel a cool and gentle breeze kissing my lungs as I walk among flowers. While I wear a smile and think of you on repeat. “I’m sitting up awake and now I can’t forget you and I don’t know what to do.” - Said the Sky & Kwesi, All I Got

- i play you in my head and you’re always on repeat.

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I do not care how much how often how big how strong how painful how lonely how happy how hard how impossible If you love me, you will stay. If you don’t then save ourselves from heartbreak.

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I forgot how to be happy even without somebody. And now, I feel so alive without you by my side.

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You showed me how and what love is, thank you for making me realize I was worth it after all, but I’m sorry for you  who never saw that worth in me.

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‪Don’t let the past consume you.‬

‪Focus on the now.‬

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Clear your mind here