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“One must imagine Sisyphus happy.”

only if im sisyphus, let me push that rock.

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Never tell me what to do I know nothing at all

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dollhousesyndicate on sp

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Cooked, because the “I thought of you” food gifts have changed from tuna to rice cakes. (I have a many ricecakes now)

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I wish that seeing the bones in our body worked to snap us out of it like we said it would. But because “its not enough” it wont be. Looking for external validation in this as though weve not been called anorexic before by people who live with us for our eating habits and body shape

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My respects to every host ever

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I want to say “I should step up and try to be host if Kanna doesnt come back” but that role destroys people

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reblogging this to my own account because sometimes it feels like im alone in the idea of healing. some reverse persecutor role

if you do heal wishing you the best Fish! if not then still wishing you the best and your whole system

I hope i really am healing bc id love to have a healthy relationship with food, and to lose weight in a better way...Fish in his healing era? woahhh (possibly the only alter who wants to heal)

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waking up in my sleep

i’m exhausted i need to stop waking up and stop dreaming

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i’m exhausted i need to stop waking up and stop dreaming

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“lets keep the design close to canon as possible” i say to my system lovingly, trying to make progress

🎲 “Im giving her my features since we’re both gods”

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in my head moving out seems like the solution to everything. we’d not cry as often and we’d be able to do as we please. there would be no embarrassment of being seen and known by those who dont hate our existence

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Id not mind dreams that I was getting sa-ed in as much if they were fucking nightmares. But theyre always so calm like thats just supposed to be normal. My head is killing me

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I keep reaching backwards to pluck the feathers as though theyre there.

I have pain in my back like the kind of pain you get when you overuse your wings.

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gay as fuck to be tortured by visions. who are you seeing? a man?

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Can I surgically remove all the Scaramouches from our brain? Ban them from cofronting? Even if they’re not arguing they (mostly just two of them) bump each other weirdly all day long. Headaches.

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cry about the people who hurt us in the past -> plan to hang out with one of them today

Please just think this one through. I get the phone works both ways, I get she literally DIDNT KNOW but it’s not like you just are blind to watching your friend wither away in front of your eyes.

if we’re a burden that’s fine. you don’t have to stay if it hurts to do so. but don’t come back when we’re doing better. stick with us or leave