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The Wonder Years // Pyramids of Salt

(thought this photo i took last night looked cool so i made an edit)

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Y’all life is crazy I ended things w my spouse back in May n I’m now in the legal separation period pre-divorce and I moved to North Carolina at the end of the summer where I now run a house venue and ALSO I recently started seeing possibly the hottest girl I have ever seen in my entire life oh my GOD??? She’s an emo musician based in Philly with a pretty sizable following which has me all starry-eyed and she is soooooo good and kind and sweet to me oh my goodness I’m just over the freaking moon. We’ve been friends since our bands played a show together back in April and she kissed me while we were hanging at her place at the end of last month and I nearly passed out bc I cannot stress enough that she is the hottest girl I’ve ever seen???? Ahhhh the universe works in mysterious ways!!!!

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Honestly the cliche advice is true. If you fill your life w things you’re passionate about, if you challenge yourself every day, if you give your own opinion of yourself more weight than you do other people’s opinions of you, you will actually thrive. Like no one can tell u anything

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Experiencing a sense of belonging fucking rules I love DIY I love my gay ass emo friends my life is such a mess right now but I don’t want to forget how much I love everything I have

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Plastic Flowers - The Front Bottoms

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a weighted blanket is not enough please compress me into a .zip file

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In the middle of a very traumatic and difficult period of my life and while I do not love it I am grateful for all of the cool opportunities I’ve carved out just by being myself and existing in the world and sharing my art with other people as an outlet. Also I am very very grateful for the friends I’ve made in DIY spaces this year. It means the fucking world to have a support system of like-minded people right now.

I’ve got big things on the horizon and honestly right now planning out a desirable future is the only thing getting me through the present. Nothing I can share yet but we are getting there!!! :)

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I Just Want To Sell Out My Funeral, The Wonder Years

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No more feeling suicidal there are others that deserve to die more ❤️

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all my haters become tomaters in my lovely summer garden

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