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[fleurvoidteacollective]

can someone help us with simply plural. i dont know why its so hard for us to use but i really want to make things pretty and have cool descriptions but i dont understand fields or anything like that - [staff of retribution] (sh3/velvet/silk/red)

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i'm so sorry this is negative again

are you kidding me

can this stop

this person (not in-sys) has NO IDEA what they're talking about, can they SHUT UP.

the person (in-sys) is really sad because this person (not in-sys) is being so insensitive and so annoying and everything is setting us off. i'm really mad because it's supposed to be my job to get mad but also be a protector but a gentle protector and. this sucks. i really want this dramatic person to shut up. - [staff of retribution] (sh3/h3r/glitch/velvet/silk/red)

vent, tw dormancy (that is related to alter death)

i justt. sometimes remember that i almost died. out of the blue. i remember that they lost me and i remember nothing but concern and negativity and the most twisted versions of positivity when i got back. sometimes im just sitting there and i just remember that it happened despite me not remembering. it makes no sense sometimes. most of the time, actually, it doesn't make sense to me. it just...... its so incomprehensible but at the same time i know what it did to me. i know what it did to her. to others. to all of us.

i'll probably come back to this. its just. ive been thinking about it a lot.

[fleurvoidteacollective]

more negativity, in which i guess i have to censor

you have to be kidding. i'm... me? i also did the whole "forms are melding together and this is a co-front" thing? i& didnt think that was possible...? or at least the person i'm with didn't think so. but i'm more concerned about my current form. - [staffofretribution]. i didnt think i'd ever be... who i am. i mean, i thought about it once. just once. i didn't think…… anyway. it's useless now.

i can't believe that the moodboard i made for "her and her sister" now became "me and my sister." shit. damn it. i'm so sorry. to who? i have no idea.

vent, tw dormancy (that is related to alter death)

i justt. sometimes remember that i almost died. out of the blue. i remember that they lost me and i remember nothing but concern and negativity and the most twisted versions of positivity when i got back. sometimes im just sitting there and i just remember that it happened despite me not remembering. it makes no sense sometimes. most of the time, actually, it doesn't make sense to me. it just...... its so incomprehensible but at the same time i know what it did to me. i know what it did to her. to others. to all of us.

i'll probably come back to this. its just. ive been thinking about it a lot.

[fleurvoidteacollective]

tw reality checking, tw depersonalization, tw dereality?

can our sister stop reality checking me. . . . . i am me and she knows that. like the way she did it was and always have been jokes but like. no, no figurines of us aren't ''my children'' no. no i'm not my own kid. the other version of me isnt my kid. my protector isnt my kid. my WIFE isnt my kid. that is US and i need people to understand that. no you can't say ''they identify as [x]'' and then say ''oh that's where you put [x]'s figurine!" right after. no that's ME. you mean to say the figurine of me or my figurine. stop reality checking me. thats me. thats me. its me that you're talking about. its ME. stop it. thanks. - [9] also side note. secondflower that's an amazing tag and i had no idea you even were here. i look at the reblogs and think ''i was fronting, wasnt i?'' but its not me. its so. what do you mean we're separate. who are you if not me. who am i if not you. who are we, median partitionary subsystem. why... are we splitting. why are we no longer us.

vent, tw dormancy (that is related to alter death)

i justt. sometimes remember that i almost died. out of the blue. i remember that they lost me and i remember nothing but concern and negativity and the most twisted versions of positivity when i got back. sometimes im just sitting there and i just remember that it happened despite me not remembering. it makes no sense sometimes. most of the time, actually, it doesn't make sense to me. it just...... its so incomprehensible but at the same time i know what it did to me. i know what it did to her. to others. to all of us.

i'll probably come back to this. its just. ive been thinking about it a lot.

[fleurvoidteacollective]

Slowly going back to a majority protector system,, guys i'm not that much of a boyfaliure,, i dont need that much protection,,

[fleurvoidteacollective]

Endos I swear to the gods.

If you're pro endo, you're pro ALL SYSTEM ORIGINS. That includes Willogenic systems too.

[fleurvoidteacollective]

i also just dont like how aggressive they are too. like what do you mean you're gatekeeping x resource or gatekeeping x cool/cute gif/divider etc. why is it so aggressive and, to be honest, polarizing. idk why people seem to want the plural/system community to be so divided. i get it that you're fighting for what you think is right, but what they're fighting for just isn't right... also it seems so counterintuitive. trying to make a better space for themselves but they're so mad all the time. seems really destructive and tbh sad. or like. ''endos fuck off'' and it's a post about complaining about endos and all of their other posts about sysource/endo-related stuff have the same tag and it's like they're not even trying to have fruitful discussions. they're just throwing everything at the wall haphazardly and negatively. at least the few that i've stumbled across that are like that. - [secondflower] (it/flower)

Tags we hate and why:

"Endos aren't real"/"Endos aren't valid" - we get it, you hate endos. You made that perfectly clear with your anti endo tag. You didn't need to add the fakeclaiming tags.

"Endos are ableist" - calling people ableist for having a system that forms differently than you is just weird.

"Endos not for you" - despise this tag, ESPECIALLY ON GRAPHICS AND DIVIDERS BLOGS. Because what do you mean "teehee endos not for you 🤭" on a fucking divider with pretty hearts or on a gif of Hatsune Miku?? How are you gonna know who uses your stuff? Sure your thing might say to credit, but there are people who don't do that.

[fleurvoidteacollective]

thanks, you guys r valid too

just wanted to give positivity to the positivity message

- [secondflower] (it/flower)

reminder that all systems are valid

LOVE YALL!!!

[fleurvoidteacollective]

small vent about being a median partitionary subsystem

i know 9 likes to censor it so i will too but i just wanted to reblog because its apparently our negativity thread

its just, man. ever since this shit fucked up, it's been crazy weird. the hell you mean i fronted in the middle of class and have no idea what's going on but know "i've been fronting the whole time" just in a different form. we used to be "different forms but one person" but with the new amnesia barriers this shit is fucking with everything. it's like we're separate people now, which is kind of fucked up. the hell you mean we have DID cubed now. and i can hear 9. the fuck you mean i can hear what used to be myself yet not at the same time? why is he separate than me, because i'm him and he's me??? like that's me. why are. why can we suddenly see each other (but you're "in" me or at least looks like a place that's "in" me.) why can i hear you but you're me. like what the hell man. why do i not remember what you (i) did. why does no one apart of this median partitionary subsystem asides from kris know what the others are doing if we're all the same person. amanda, who isnt in the median partitionary subsys but is in the system in general, had to tell me what was happening and shit. like what the hell, everyone else but me/us know?? how is it that they& know but me& don't?? why are we the only ones fucked up?

also/edit: and tf happened between kris and 9. and why do we have thought bleeding that's apparently now normal not only between sys members but now subsys members??

its weird being a form with exomemories and also no context prior to the whole median partitionary subsystem amnesia barriers shit. because the only thing i remember before this is my exomemories.

- [secondflower] (it/flower)

vent, tw dormancy (that is related to alter death)

i justt. sometimes remember that i almost died. out of the blue. i remember that they lost me and i remember nothing but concern and negativity and the most twisted versions of positivity when i got back. sometimes im just sitting there and i just remember that it happened despite me not remembering. it makes no sense sometimes. most of the time, actually, it doesn't make sense to me. it just...... its so incomprehensible but at the same time i know what it did to me. i know what it did to her. to others. to all of us.

i'll probably come back to this. its just. ive been thinking about it a lot.

[fleurvoidteacollective]

Hii!! It’s the same peoples from the alien headmate one, we’re using it now!! Could you do maybe do an ice cream themed headmate with genderfluidity thingies? Thanks!!

- 🥀

☀ | Ice Cream Headmate !

(headmates may not always turn out as they appear in the template, that’s perfectly normal!)

Name ☀ —

Neo | (From a Greek prefix meaning "new".)

Vanilla | (From the English word vanilla.)

Berie | (From Old English, "Berry".)

Cocoa | (Either a variant of Coco or from the English word cocoa for the cocoa bean.)

Pronouns ☀ —

She/Her

He/Him

Ice/Cream

Vanilla/Vanillas

Straw/Berry

Choco/Chocolate

Gender ☀ —

Genderfluid

Icecreamgender

Neopolitan Icecreamgender

Vanilla Icecreamgender

Strawberry Icecreamgender

Chocolate Icecreamgender

Sexuality ☀ —

Multisexual

Cupioromantic

Demiromantic

Roles ☀ —

Happiness Holder

Little / Middle / Big (Age Slider)

Soother

Social Pleaser

Personality ☀ —

( ENFP | ☀ | Enthusiastic, creative, spontaneous, optimistic, supportive, playful. )

This headmate is bouncy and playful, always full of fun. She loves the summer, and anything sweet.

( ← image from Leafumn (x.com) )

[fleurvoidteacollective]

YESSSSSSSS kris' subsystem!! they will love this!! i think it'll make blade so happy once heart sees it!! - [icecreampasture] (cream/vanilla) (it/its if uncomfy with neos)

System origin of the day ; Deltarunegenic

Deltarunegenic is an origin relating to the game Deltarune.

It is a xeno-origin.

[fleurvoidteacollective]

GAME IDEA REBLOG THIS AND TRY TYPING YOUR URL EYES CLOSED

VD&diydgbyt-buh

[fleurvoidteacollective]

YEAHHH YAYYYY

this looks like the stars!! awesome, thank you so much :) - [lunarletter]

glad to see this blog :) may i have a potion that looks cute? i want to put it on display! doesn't matter what it does because i wont drink it - [lunarletter]

Well, let me see what I have…

Here’s one!

It’s called Dihydros Monxos!

It’s a simple potion, drinking it or pouring it on something will hydrate you or it.

(I’m hoping you think it looks good in the way you wanted I’m not always great at drawing cute things or knowing what they mean)

Enjoy!

[fleurvoidteacollective]

Your friend Yonah has requested the Snack Generator to gift you a birthday snack. 

You have received a randomly generated snack.

Please enjoy this: White flowers birthday cake

ohh thank you yonah,, ive had a kind of bad day today but this is so nice :) - [lunarletter] (he/it/shade/light)

[fleurvoidteacollective]

Hii!! It’s the same peoples from the alien headmate one, we’re using it now!! Could you do maybe do an ice cream themed headmate with genderfluidity thingies? Thanks!!

- 🥀

☀ | Ice Cream Headmate !

(headmates may not always turn out as they appear in the template, that’s perfectly normal!)

Name ☀ —

Neo | (From a Greek prefix meaning "new".)

Vanilla | (From the English word vanilla.)

Berie | (From Old English, "Berry".)

Cocoa | (Either a variant of Coco or from the English word cocoa for the cocoa bean.)

Pronouns ☀ —

She/Her

He/Him

Ice/Cream

Vanilla/Vanillas

Straw/Berry

Choco/Chocolate

Gender ☀ —

Genderfluid

Icecreamgender

Neopolitan Icecreamgender

Vanilla Icecreamgender

Strawberry Icecreamgender

Chocolate Icecreamgender

Sexuality ☀ —

Multisexual

Cupioromantic

Demiromantic

Roles ☀ —

Happiness Holder

Little / Middle / Big (Age Slider)

Soother

Social Pleaser

Personality ☀ —

( ENFP | ☀ | Enthusiastic, creative, spontaneous, optimistic, supportive, playful. )

This headmate is bouncy and playful, always full of fun. She loves the summer, and anything sweet.

( ← image from Leafumn (x.com) )

[fleurvoidteacollective]

birthday celebration and its themed around my source but im actually just so sad. i hope today goes well; being sad is just my natural state of being at this point - [lunarletter] (he/it/shade/light)

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sorry if i'm gonna be quiet for a while. my country recently introduced laws that make it so that in order to use social media to the fullest (not being able to view ns/fw content and in a few cases, not even having access to dms), i HAVE to give the sites my id/face scan.

it goes into effect july 25th. it'll probably effect here too, since this place allows mature content (tho not full on ns/fw)

i'm very distressed about it bc i might end up not even being able to talk to my internet friends. i don't really have any irl ones

if i have to disappear on most socials by then, you know why.