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i did a 5 minute drawing and honestly... it doesnt look that that bad right… i might actually clean it up or try drawing like this again or something or. okay anyway. thats it

[image id: a screenshot of an ibis x paint drawing. pink handwriting says "strawberry shark" above a drawing of said strawberry shark, that is pink, coral, and pale yellow. a notification on the top of the screen is from timer, indicating a timer ended. end image id]

actually idk i look at it and i dont. sigh ok anyway. it was based on a plush that i have somewhere but i did it on memory anyway and (idk why im sharing) - [9] (he/it)

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thank you /gen . its hard to believe it'll get better but honestly it just has to. at least i believe that. it has to. - [9] (he/it)

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thank you so much! the stereotypes really suck for us but seeing this post is super cool! thank you ! - [icecreampasture] (cream/honey) + [jokingdagger] (he/they/it) + [floralweb] (he/blossom/it)

HOW ABOUT SOME OCD POSITIVITY!!

As someone who has OCD it’s hard to be understood or recognized without stereotypes. OCD does NOT make you bad! Just because you did something different or didn’t listen to a post, you’re alright! Please take care of yourself and catch some fresh air if you’re panicked, I promise you’re okay <3

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Afeminine : being completely agender/genderless while exhibiting feminine gender expression (i.e. having a feminine name, or presenting as slightly or primarily feminine).

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source of painted rock picture [pinterest]

reblog to give the pervious person a nice rock

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(i hope i can reblog this one! i'm choosing to reblog only because i know i'm gonna write a long long post on this, which isn't a bad thing! first i'll let you know that this is latte [icecreampasture] and tarxy [floralweb]!)

and we'll answer this question first, we have no idea if you want answers to the vents. to be respectful we'll put those under the censor line.

so first: if you guys deleted your syscourse blog, no! i don't think we'd be mad at all! as long as you guys are happy with your decision. + we'd love to keep in touch, too! via the other blog, most likely! no matter what you guys post or say, you guys are wonderful people to hang out with and/or just see what you guys say! i think this syscourse blog is cool, but you know, you can always share opinions on other blogs too. making your boundaries clearer anywhere is great, and everyone should have said boundaries. fighting for what you love is great. you can do these things anywhere. it doesn't have to be a constant battlefield in a certain place if you don't want it to be!

now i'll be responding to the chain of reblogs that, well, you guys said not to reblog,, (i hope it's okay that we respond to them here,,) it will sort of be related to the above however!

so first, i doubt people *only* like you guys for syscourse. i know we don't! the syscourse is fine and all, and to be honest it's more like we learn more about what you guys think and how you see things! syscourse is all about stances and opinions,, however, it totally isn't what one person/people is totally made out of. even if we don't know anything about it, we know that you guys like project sekai! and hey, even if we don't know what it is, i think that's cool that you guys like it! and undertale and other things! i think that's awesome.

you are *not* a bad person for upholding your boundaries guys. i promise. you guys don't have to answer every ask that you don't want to. especially the mean ones. the mean ones don't care about you, they don't care about anything good in this world :(. we just have to accept that people are going to be people and... there's nothing we can do to stop them like this. if they don't have the personal aspects to be able to be open minded and have a constructive view on how things are, we're not going to be able to reach any of them about anything.

now, i don't fully agree with you saying that its your fault that the anons are attacking you guys. yes, it's true that you're enabling them to some degree, but it's definitely not your fault that they're attacking in the first place. it's not your fault that their negativity is coming out of themselves. you had no part in making said negativity appear in their hearts. i'm sure you've heard this a lot, but you can't control others, but can control how you react to them. and if the correct decision is to block them, then that's the correct decision. tumblr is a space for you, your blog is for you. think of it like your own space, because it is. don't let negativity grow in your space, you can tell them that they're not allowed here. it's okay, because its your space. its yours to own and make and customize however you want.

about the validation part, hey. that's okay for now. i can see that you don't like it, but if that's where you are right now, then that's where you are right now. try to be gentle with yourself and how things are; you can work on changing that a little at a time. it might be because you're not 100% certain in what you're doing/choosing, but, hey that's okay too. maybe make a pros/cons list of the decisions you want to make, and if there's anything on the cons part that concerns you, think of ways that you can fix those with other things that you have.

all in all, we just want to let you know that, i know it feels catastrophic and chaotic right now. but it'll be okay. things can and will calm down, both externally and internally. try not to make a decision while having raging emotions. you may regret it later. take your time, especially with yourself/yourselves. you guys got this :). we'll support you with any decision you make, as long as you're happy.

Be honest

If we deleted our syscourse blog would you guys be mad at us?

/genq

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By the way, you're not punk if you're anti-endo or dick-riding psychiatrists. Stop tagging your posts as "pluralpunk" or "systempunk", but then turning around and adding "anti endo", "endos dni", "endos fuck off". Do you think autism wasn't real before? That everyone has easy and quick access to doctors and therapy? That something needs to be recognized by The Smart for it to be considered worthy of respect and support? You're not punk. You're disrespectful.

You're also included if you think all endogenic systems "just don't remember their trauma". Stop speaking over them. Stop dictating what they are or are not.

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ahhhh seeing this post !!!. (specifically the reblogs, not the post itself!) its so!! scary. it's scary. because i interacted with them. i totally get that it's not me! it's definitely not me that's the problem! i'm just. i think i'm a little shaken that i tried arguing(?) with them. its more like i tried defending willos. but. um,, i think its sort of stupid of me to get upset over. anyway,, this person really—no this entire system really—should practice system accountability,,. thats really w. wild that the host even responded and you know. the blog rebrand and stuff..... anyway,,, - [icecreampasture] (cream/vanilla/honey/strawberry/it)

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whaaaat!! hey hey this is so mean!! the anons i mean. i don't get it! what do they hope to achieve by doing this :(. are you guys okay though? what's even their point... what's their problem?? ugh. they shouldn't keep trying to put (stupid) words in what you guys say, because that's not what you guys say at all. good on you for blocking them! show them that they have no place here 🐾 (raising my paws in a supportive way!) - [gothpup] (he/it/chain/pup/paw)

Blocked because we have had this argument before.

Plurality is not inherently a disability. Yes plurality can be disabling for some people. But its not the case for everyone.

And we're also blocking you because honestly very tired of the snarky, condescending "oh you actually meant this 🤭" no we actually meant what we really said.

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who remembers the slither.io lore

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edits:

- added the options for the poll

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hii! waves with my paws! got this from mutuals rebloggings! and yayy endo safe! - [gothpup] (he/it/chain/pup/paw)

uhhh we don’t know many other systems. I’m tagging this with a bunch of plural tags so maybe some of you can follow us and we can get to know you :)

(also friendly reminder that this blog is endo safe and to please not interact if you are an exclusionist)

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wonderful apology+wonderful story of how you guys got to where you are now. thanks for sharing. good on you for admitting all this, wish the best on your guys' improvements on however you guys want to be. - [jokingdagger] (he/they/it)

I think its time for us to apologize.

To anyone we have hurt we are genuinely so sorry. We're sorry for all the assumptions we made, and we're sorry for only focusing on one side of syscourse instead of listening to both sides.

The odd thing is thag before we were ever on Tumblr, we were incredibly anti endo. We used to run a Quotev and most systems we knew on there were very anti endo so we assumed we had to be too.

We left Quotev around 2022 because for a while I (Sapph, former host) started to think I was faking it after my ex girlfriend told me she was faking (not even a "I think I was wrong about my symptoms" thing. She flat out said "I was faking because I thought it sounded cool") and I spiraled. I told myself I was faking it and basically hid that part of me for years.

After about a year and a half, our views on endos changed. We went to endo neutral and we decided we MIGHT be a system we might not.

And then when we first joined Tumblr earlier this year under my name and we learned more about other systems. Thats when we became firmly pro endo, and we firmly came out as a system after one of our irls came out to us. But then the same thing that happened on Quotev all those years ago happened here. Once we were firmly out as a system, we had started only listening to the pro endo sides.

I think what happened is we were scared. Scared we would feel invalidated. Scared to lose the one community we felt free in. And I think in doing that we accidentally hurt some of the peaceful antis/neutrals.

We had assumed all anti endos were bad just like we had assumed all thoae years ago all endos were bad.

Neither assumption was correct. There's good people and bad people in every community. And we were so wrong to make assumptions.

I'm sorry.

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your openness towards antis is admirable and the positivity that we need in this world /g /pos @angelgutz-sys

thank you! i know i& are glad to be a positive force like this. we won't stop here, either :) - [jokingdagger] (he/they/it)

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Have some wholesome things we found

- Hypnos

hey, sorry we just saw this now, but thanks for sending these /gen - [jokingdagger]

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whoa looking at this thread of reblogs, we didn't realize this either. just because we haven't seen it doesn't mean its happening is something that we (our sys) should remember. thanks for opening up about these things /gen - [icecreampasture] (cream/vanilla/it)

maybe you never see proof of anti endos being harrassed is because they don't feel comfortable talking to you about it

Thats fair I think, but also what I meant was that we never see them visibly in public getting harassed we see endos/supporters get harassed daily, whether on discord, Tumblr, Reddit...you always see more endos/supporters end up harassed, simply over existing.

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i agree with the reblogs guys! i just see a bunch of fakeclaiming on anti endos sides and how they want to insist that endos just existing is bad in itself… - [icecreampasture] (cream/vanilla/it)

anti endos are the real bad people for actively going to endogenics and harassing them