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I'm alive and thriving I say as I look in the mirror and see shadows so dark they look like black eyes. And I cling to the eridium like a lifeline- because it is.

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mmm.

not a good day

jack’s here at least so i’m not alone

we suffer together in this

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today on: how to make conversation and have people respond

[ cricket chirps from the audience ]

glad we’re on the same page my friends.

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did you hug her...

did you....

i hope you did.....

she needs it. she deserves it...

i know you suffered while you were there but

she suffered too

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Oh.... Gosh. I’m... sorry to hear about that... They... they were working well, I thought? But... things move swiftly with our... parents. Good and bad are... quick changes....

Mmmmm.

I... I presume this alternate is the one my father is not fond of- well, there are several but. One in particular. I am... very sorry about that. She..... she will handle herself, I’m certain....

I will send her my very best thoughts...

Would you.... like to talk? I’m not going to sleep as it is, if you would like someone to talk to and keep you company? At least to try to balance out all of the bad feelings...

she said she was oging to break off her relationship with the younger jack because his angel was harassing and belittling her. Well. They both were harassing and threatening and yelling at each other…

so she ran away… to a very bad place. im scared for her more than i am myself.

I can run Helios. Mom… can’t really outrun herself… literally. her alternate. he scares me. he really scares me.

im just mad and upset and scared and hurt and feeling a lot more than i ever really want to all at once. it sucks…

thank you, though. she said she’ll still be online, but she locked herself away in the other timeline. I wish she didn’t, but… I’m. hoping she’ll be okay.

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I... understand.

Jack does that too, sometimes. That or the scary shut down which is almost worse...

I’m... I’m sorry she was yelling at all though. I know that can be stressful...

Are... are you alright? Running Helios is... never fun. 

I will send my best wishes to her... she deserves them, from what I know of her.

It’s alright. My mom tends to… let herself get very emotionally driven.

she wasn’t yelling at me though! she was. arguing with another angel. publicly.

she left our timeline in distress, so now I and Rhys are running Helios.

I just hope she figures herself out soon… because she was so happy before all this.

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angelwingsandmarionettestrings replied to your post “angelwingsandmarionettestrings replied to your post “I don’t know...”

Thank you. <333 I'll do my best. Tonight was... really high stress. But I'll be fine, I promise.

I’m sorry it was stressful...

And sorry I was not around to help.

I love you, Ama. 

If you need anything, truly... do not hesitate. <3

You deserve the best.

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angelwingsandmarionettestrings replied to your post “I don��t know what is going on. Because I have been… absent of late…...”

take care adi, please be safe

I will be be, I promise <3

You be safe too?

And... if you need me, I am here.

My channel is always open for you.

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I don’t know what is going on.

Because I have been... absent of late...

But... all victims of abuse... deserve sympathy and empathy...

There is no... competition.

Anyone who was abused... should have their feelings recognised and acknowledged and validated...

No matter the circumstances.

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h e kissed me.....

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Critical Systems Failure

Critical Systems Failure

Critical Systems Failure

Failsafe Barriers Disabled

Power Locks Disarmed

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4N631.EXE IS EXPERIENCING DIFFICULTIES.

SYSTEMS UNDER HIGH STRESS.

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Oh.....

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[Ahna] i understand how that feels, ive supposed to have been doing that as well, but well you see how well that's worked for me

It’s just… very hard.

Talking to people and trying to interact with them as something other than the Guardian Angel…

I’m sure you understand….

They never quite… see things the same way we do and… it can get overwhelming, talking to too many people.

But thank you for… for empathising. It’s nice having someone who understands, really understands. 

Perhaps... if you ever like.... we could talk.

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i’m supposed to be trying to talk to more people....

and yet.

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I hate holidays

well

not all of them

but I hate...

friend holidays.

I always feel so...

Out of place.

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ok ahna it is. thank you, adi.

I’m glad to have a chance to get to know you, Ahna.

I think....

I think maybe we could be good friends....

At the very least, we can talk about books and mutual interests.