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2/23/2022

I feel so bad. And deep down I know this is all my fault. I dint need to participate in the drama CC was creating. Now the situation has gotten really big and scary. Now I don't know what else I can do. I feel sorry for entertaining and participating on it, but this really thought me a big lesson. I need to change my ways as a person as well, not just everyone else. I even skipped therapy because this whole situation has taken up so much space. I feel so lonely, sad and confused. 

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Update

I’m here writing again, still missing him. Still wishing he was here. Wishing he would’ve met me now. Realistically it’s been a year since I lost it all, and I still can’t believe it

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Update

Wait cuz why I just remembered that one time he said no to sex to me because “we were in a bad space” but I’m like hmmmmmmm you were also getting close to this one bitch I use to be friends with and there was rumors of ya fucking :) silly rabbit of me , the dumb bitch.

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Late night thoughts

It’s crazy when you first start dating someone , how beautiful it can be. When I first started dating M it was like that.

I can’t even go to sleep at night cuz all I think about is memories of before.

Now we are no longer together, but everyday I hope we will find our way back together. That wish grows from very deep in my heart.

I don’t care if he is fucking other girls, we are not together, people cheat, get over it. I’ve done my fare share too. Having sex is always good , not just for men…or maybe I’m the exception .

Anyways, all I can do is hope. Hope that either well get back, or someone better comes which honestly it’s like….no. Starting all over again is sickening. M will always bring that little 14-year old girl out of me, no one else.

For whoever is reading this which is no one cuz no matter what, I’m always invisible. Yet another reason why I love him, because he really “saw me” as corny as it is. Don’t be like me, appriciate the person you love. Give what you want in return. M just know you bae 4L <3

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★ STUDIO GHIBLI + STREAMS ★

My Neighbor Totoro (1988) Tales From Earthsea (2006) Spirited Away (2001) Castle in the Sky (1986) Tale of the Princess Kaguya (2011)

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"Shit, I have a half dose" - Christiane F.

WE CHILDREN FROM BAHNHOF ZOO | 1.04

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one of my fav edits on YouTube tbh

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i don’t feel anything anymore.

WIR KINDER VOM BAHNHOF ZOO | 1.08 DÄMMERUNG

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just ordered a necklace quite similar to hers I'm so happy!!

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wir kinder vom bahnhof zoo

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Miss u <3

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t.A.T.u. 2002

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