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'The Embrace'. Malcolm Liepke. 2015.

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still

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the greatest privilege in the world; to be by your side as we die

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unknown // instagram, geloy concepcion // unknown // in the event this doesn't fall apart, shannon lee barry // oh earth we're briefly gorgeous, ocean vuong // instagram, geloy concepcion // riko (aribachi) // a grief observed, c.s.lewis // jamie anderson // @sarakleign // macbeth, william shakespeare // unknown // bright dead things, ada limòn // would've could've should've, taylor swift // dark paradise, lana del rey // haunted, dean gioia // fourth of july, sufjan stevens // perfumebathing // unknown // growing around grief, lois tonkin

𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒, 𝒶𝓇𝒶𝒷𝑒𝓁𝓁𝒶

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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i mother it, the absence of her ii. i was hard to bear from the very start.’

[text id: my sadness is a fire that i built to keep my hands warm on lonely nights. // art by sivan roshianu // i keep my misery bared between my teeth. i refuse to let her leave. / i am nothing without this obsession of mine.]

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unfolding into another spring

mahmood darwish, sylvia plath, v.e. schwab, ana mendieta

buy me a coffee

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Girlpool—Before the World Was Big // memorial bench quoting Toni Morrison's Sula // @inanotherunivrse // Iain S. Thomas, I Wrote This For You // Zadie Smith, Swing Time // Fall Out Boy—The Kids Aren't Alright // Audrey Emmett // Mikko Harvey, "For M" // Mahmoud Darwish, Memory for Forgetfulness: August, Beirut, 1982 (tr. Ibrahim Muhawi) // Langston Hughes, "Poem"

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lex & hannah foster

anxiousmaya, tiktok \\ the fall of the house of usher, steven berkoff \\ black friday (2020) \\ erica e. goode \\ i don't love anyone, belle and sebastian \\ the other boleyn girl (2008)

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(FRESHMEN YEAR) GORGUG THISTLESPRING: SOMETHING ABOUT GROWING UP IN A HOUSE THAT WAS ALWAYS TOO SMALL FOR YOU

Fantasy High, The Beginning Begins / Unknown / Fantasy High, The Beginning Begins / Georges Bataille, Blue Of Noon / Kaveh Akbar, My Fathers Accent / @/preschooldr0pout / @/fridayiminlovemp3 / Ashe Vernon, Not a Girl / Fantasy High, Road Rumble / @SirVictorThe2nd (twt) / Ashe Armstrong / Fantasy High, The Beginning Begins

quotes very much referenced from thathastu's character analysis fic of gorgug! read it!

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Jihyun Yun, from Some Are Always Hungry; “Reversal”

[Text ID: “I so want to survive this. Please lead me whole into another season so I may dare begin again.”]

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everything u need to know about me can actually be explained by the fact that i read that poem about the serving girl wearing the pearls so they're warm for her mistress when i was like 11 and it rewrote my brain chemistry forever

like this Changed Me

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grieving the person you used to be

marian keyes// ?// bigger than the whole sky, taylor swift// fiona apple// @inkskinned// would've, could've, should've, taylor swift// father, the front bottoms// @inanotherunivrse// ?// memento mori, crywank// @dakotajohnsongf// @ryebreadgf// quote: deathless, catherynne m. valente edit:? // bojack horseman s6 e16// a pearl, mitski// would've, could've,should've, taylor swift// ?// @fridayiminlovemp3 // ?// @heavensghost

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Absolutely insane lines to just drop in the middle of an academic text btw. Feeling so normal about this.

[ A Critical History of English Literature, Vol. 1, Prof. David Daiches, first published in 1960 ]

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sometimes i go through this blog to take screenshots of any poems ive reblogged that speak to how im feeling in that moment. its kind of cathartic. lately ive found myself going through the words with thoughts of certain people driving me forward. isnt that beautiful? to have someone in your life that represents an emotion so well that they replace it, replicate it?

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“If you promise to stay alive just a little bit longer I promise that we are going to make this world a place worth living in by any means necessary. I ain’t giving up. I swear.” 

Spotted in Clackamas, Oregon

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to find direction in my existence

1a & 1c juliet's balcony, amy beager / 1b keep the distance, the beths / 2 west side story, camp cope / 3 weaving through a dream, amy beager / 4 dressing america, torres / 5 & 7 uncluttered mind (central nervous system), bridget marie / 6 prickly water lily painting, seunghwan kim / 8 nine stories, hazel english / 9 everything is going to be okay a sweet and gentle spirit says, tae lee / 10 not a lot, just forever, adrianne lenker / 11 & 13 untitled, julie-ann simpson & valeria nuyanzina / 12 warm blood, the beths / 14 & 20 in all of my dreams the words i love you, hanif abdurraqib / 15 rear windows (detail), caroline walker / 16 lullaby in february, skullcrusher / 17 wind vibe, una ursprung / 18 dreams tonite, alvvays / 19 fireflies and hydrangeas, una ursprung / 21 untitled, jiayue li / 22 swimming, maple glider

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mom, am i still young?

lady bird // @maiabaia // hannibal // nature poem, chen chen // everything, everywhere, all at once // salt, nayyirah waheed // the sun and her flowers, rupi kaur // on earth we're briefly gorgeous, ocean vuong // lady bird // i remain in darkness, annie ernaux // my mother and i, lucy dacus // hannibal // lady bird // sharp objects, gillian flynn // class of 2013, mitski // headfirst, ocean vuong