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The walls are so tight around me, I can feel water filling the room around me. This weight on my chest won’t go away and all I can do is cry and bang on the walls and hope to god it will be alright in the end. I can feel every droplet of water as it fills my space, every bit as it fills my lungs. It hurts god it hurts. Please make it stop. I just want it to stop.

That is the secret of the kind. The pain, the loneliness. Yes it made me kind, but it is so unbearably painful. Each tear I see shed adds to the water in my lungs until I can no longer breathe. 

Sometimes I wish I was colder, just so I could breathe again. Even for a moment. But alas, if I do not drown, who else will? It is my burden to bare, no matter how it hurts. I will not tolerate another feeling my pain, so I will continue to smile and try to comfort as I die inside. My kindness may be a curse to myself, but that does not matter, when it is a blessing to others.

(via poemsandwhatnot)

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I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.

Lisa Kleypas (via help-n-quotes)

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bet yung makakabasa nito malamang isang Dekada ka ng nag aantay ng Ka poreber mo, or di kaya 5 taon ka nag aantay na dumating sya pero wala padin. Anong petsa na nakakaiyak na diba? Yung rush ka na magka jowa (may lakad ka te? Kyah?) Yung Kung ano-ano ng dinadownload mong Dating app Kagaya ng Tinder at Okc atbp. PERO wala padin? (Yan lang kasi alam ko) hahaha. At kung hindi naman ilang months ka palang naman single aba e, kung maka Ngawa ka na Valentines na wala ka pading jowa. 😭😁 Pero Narinig mo na ba Worth the wait In tagalog " Mag antay ka wag kang atat." joke lang :) May mga ilan-ilan akong Kaibigan na Narinigan ko na ng " Aantayin ko siya, Mag aantay ako, De promise aantayin ko sya hanggang sa maging pwede na." Maganda yan. Inuulit ko Okay yan. Sa totoo lang, masarap pakinggan kapag ako yung babae na makakarinig, lakas maka ganda e. Wow, may mag aantay sakin (Ganda eh!) kurutin kita e. :> At Para sa mga dinaraanan ang mga katagang " Makakahanap pa kaya ako?" makakapag asawa pa kaya ako?" Mayroon pa kayang mag mamahal sakin?" At Yung walang kamatayan na Makakahanap kaya ako ng kagaya nya?" aruy, Im sure isa ka sa nagtatanong nyan. Kalma ka po please, Gusto kong sabihin na Oo. Matatagpuan mo yan at Oo, May magmamahal sayo. Pero gusto kong Malaman mo na hindi hinahanap o Pinipilit ang tamang tao para sayo. Wag kang feeling na konting kibot lang ay, Mahal ko na, ay ,gusto ko na sya. instant ka? maka-close lang mahal na. maka-puyatan lang may something na. (berry Wrong) Ang Pinaka best na Gawin Ipanalangin mo. Oo, Pray pray pray everyday. 🎶 Pero syempre po Hindi mo ipag pepray na Lord sana di na sya Makahanap para ako nalang, sana po wag syang magka boyfriend/girlfriend or Lord mag papakabait ako basta ibigay mo sya sakin. ( ang selfish naman nun diba.) I pag Pray mo kung talagang sya yung para sa iyo. Ask God, and He Will Answer you through His Word. (Bible) kapag may sagot na ayun na. Maniwala ka sa kakayahan ni Lord na ibibigay nya yung taong para sayo, wag mong ikulong ang sarili mo kaka Antay sa Gusto mong babae/lalake. Dahil kung sya yung ibibigay sayo walang makakapigil nun, hindi mo kailangan ma trap para sa isang Paniniwala mo na Aantayin mo sya, magiging better ka. Just to fit in. What if may mas better plan sakanya Si Lord? dahil iba yung plano nya sayo at sakanya Mag cacause lang sayo ito ng heartbreak and Disappointments, Tandaan mo na wala kang kailangan patunayan, dahil ang Tamang Pag-ibig ay ibibigay sayo sa panahon na hindi mo mamamalayan. Gawin mong Better ang Sarili mo para sa taong ilalaan sayo Ni Lord. Hindi gusto mong maging better ka dahil sa Gusto mo na ibigay sayo kung sino yung gusto mo. Labas nun pakitang tao lang kumbaga Nagbago ka dahil may gusto kang kapalit. Lahat ng bagay may tamang panahon, at kung wala pa yung para sayo, wag kang pang hinaan ng loob. (haler 2018 palang) may 2019 at 2020 pa and so on. dahil kapag si Lord yung hinayaan mo na mag Drive ng Lovelife mo. Lahat Perfect. ❤ ~ Reeltoreal #rushkaokaylangyan #Worththewait #kalmaka #Ipagpraymoparasolid #Notmyphoto