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starter for @daeilfmd.

contrary to popular belief, shinhye doesn’t mean to be so shameless; it just comes natural to her, starting as an idea that she knows she shouldn’t follow through with and continuing with an ignored conscience. her impulses always get the best of her somehow, even when she has things to do and places to be; this is no exception. she’s in this studio for a handful of reasons, none of them having to do with shin daeil. in fact, the only reason she’s even wandering the halls is because she’s been sent to pick up an order of coffee from the lobby. in retrospect, someone with a better reputation for being reliable should’ve been sent because all it takes is one glance for her to push her responsibilities to the side for the time being.

she catches her reflection in a small glass window and takes a second to fluff her hair just a little bit, then decides to approach her target before he disappears into one of those countless rooms. “hey, you!” she greets cheerfully (always too cheerfully), giving him a smile that seems to suggest he’s just the person she’s been looking for. 

she fully realizes that they are in a studio and there’s no way that he’s just here to loiter, but still, she asks, “you aren’t busy, are you?” there’s a hopeful undertone in the words, as if she’s silently asking to spend a little time with him despite the fact that even if he isn’t busy, she is. 

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sorry for the unformatted post, but i just wanted to say that i’m still around! i got busy with some stuff but i’ll be getting back to dms later this evening.

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hi!  i’m nic and i’m bringing you aria’s headstrong main rapper and lead vocalist, moon shinhye. she’s your local loudmouth & homebody combo. i was actually going to bring in a completely different character, but in the spur of the moment, i brought in this mess instead. you can find her public profile here, her private profile here & some wanted plots here! please do like this or let me know if you would like to plot with her. ♡

personality.

first things first, she was born on january 26th, 1995, which means she’s a twenty-five year old aquarius. at her core, she’s quite independent and self-oriented. she isn’t afraid to push for what she wants, even if no one else in a group of people will agree with her. she likes to spend time exploring her own ideas and plans rather than following a crowd. she’s bold & very social  —  she has a reputation as a social butterfly, for better or for worse. she starts conversations and doesn’t mind leading them, but that can make her come off as a bit overbearing at times.

( TW PANIC DISORDER )  she was diagnosed with panic disorder in 2014, although it’s something that hardly anyone outside of aria knows about, even if they’re close to her. she definitely has bad days, but for the most part, it’s not something that controls her in any way, nor is it something she discusses. ( END TW )

she might shrug off other peoples’ problems from time to time, but for the most part, she likes to look after people. can definitely show this in the form of tough love occasionally, but anyone who spends a lot of time with her will find that she’s a natural caretaker. will nurture tf out of friends, groupmates, and even potential partners.

history.

shinhye was born in jeju & she’s the youngest of four children. she’s the only girl. had to learn from a young age to be  LOUD  in order to get what she wanted. was notorious in her neighborhood for throwing temper tantrums and stressing her parents out.

her family was by no means well-off  ( her mother is a haenyeo and her father is a taxi driver )  but she got most things she asked for because otherwise, she’d throw fits. very high maintenance, often called the princess of the house sarcastically.

ended up developing an interest in music after she saw her oldest brother performing at a local talent show! he was a wannabe rapper and although shinhye knew that already, this was the first time she saw him perform. thought it was neat how the crowd looked at him and seemed to enjoy his performance. she was only 12 at this time, but she started to hang out w him and learn about music/rap from him.

long story short, she ended up becoming a trainee at age 14 and he..... did not. very bitter because it was his dream, after all, and once again, shinhye had gotten what she wanted while no one else did. her parents told her to think about it and encouraged her not to go through with it because they knew it’d hurt her brother, but she was like :/ sorry but i do what i want.

hated training, only kept at it because she was stubborn and didn’t want to go home.

debuted in 2011 w/ aria. she was only 16 at the time. despite being labeled the main rapper of the group, she rarely got any rap lines (still rarely does) and that was just the cherry on top of already hating her group’s concept. had a more-or-less androgynous style as a kid, hated wearing shades of pink and pastels, dresses, skirts, etc. talked mad shit on the dl, but didn’t complain much verbally bc she didn’t want to bring the team down.

also had to change a lot about herself around this time. i.e, she spoke in a jeju dialect but had to Get Rid of that, naturally has a husky voice but was encouraged to make it higher-pitched, smoother. had so much repressed anger around this time tbh.

anyway aria got popular really quickly and she was not party-rocking. started getting hot flashes, zoning out a lot, developed a phobia of paparazzi that made her uneasy around any kind of flashing lights, suspicious cars, etc. hates the idea of being watched, even though she’s on the world’s stage.

despite all this though, she maintained her image as a social butterfly & class clown. publicly thought of as an idol who  lives  to make others laugh, doesn’t care about her image much. think apink’s bomi. that’s how she is.

still deeply unhappy with her career choice, distant from her family, even distant from others within the industry despite being publicly social. but she usually tries to find a silver lining??? kind of??? it issss what it isssss.

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