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No rizz just sparkly loving eyes and a heart that feels ready to pour right out of my ribcage at any given time.

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kids these days are like “i need chat gpt to write an essay that would normally take 12 hours in 2” but back in my day i did that all the time by using a little technique called “writing some absolute bullshit.” and yet i still walked away with a better essay and more critical thinking skills than i would get if i used chatgpt. write a bad essay that you started on the day it was due, but write it yourself.

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this is one of my favorite english words. and what i aim to become.

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kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc

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A lot of adulthood is shouting “AUGH MY LAUNDRY” hours after you put it in the washer/dryer and running to go fetch it

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moments of a masters degree

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Discovered a new favorite cafe today; it was quiet and super nice for concentration! >_<📝💡

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24|05|2025

Yet another night of bad sleep, and it was possibly the worst in the past couple of weeks. I am struggling quite a bit ngl. I have no idea how I'll manage next week with classes and all. The plan is to get some study done this morning, and then I'll see if I need to take the afternoon off. That will be a last minute decision depending on how I feel. I'd like to at least finish reading the first macro chapter of the anthropology book I have to study, but I am not sure I'll manage to actually finish it today. Hopefully I can get some work done despite everything.

On today's to do list:

finish reading and underlining anthropology book ch1

Irish

look for a new audiobook to listen to

put pile of clean clothes in the closet

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saturday | may 24

treating myself to a productive morning at a bougie coffeeshop. most weekends i just study in my dorm until the library opens, but getting off campus is a welcome disruption. just a couple more weeks left in the term, something which is both reassuring and terrifying.

in other news, my petition to graduate early was approved yesterday, so i'm officially 1 year away from finishing my degree!

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19.05.25 🍓 ☕ 📚 somehow this semester is not stressful enough to complain about but just stressful enough to feel tired all the time, so i let myself be peer-pressured into drinking coffee for the first time :') bitter af

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I can’t wait to be done, but there’s still so much to do!

Pictured: a nice sunset I saw yesterday (I was outside, yay!) and my desk space, cluttered with notes, SNACKS, and thoughts 💭

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i like to pretend i already died and asked god to send me back to earth so i can swim in lakes again and see mountains and get my heart broken and love my friends and cry so hard in the bathroom and go grocery shopping 1,000 more times. and that i promised i would never forget the miracle of being here

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hate 2 say it but british ppl had the right idea with saying whats all this then. like literally whats all this then

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