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The future of me and my account

aaaaa alright, eventuallyyyy i’d like to leave my current account style on ifunny (reposting other’s work) and like uhHh basically begin posting my own work. I think this would be both better for me and the “fanbase” that hopefully i’ll have..  to put it clearly i just want to become an art based page on all my accounts online (this being funny, insta, twitter??, and youtube probs) and make it more “me” and “my art” oriented. from now, how id like to see myself in the future is with multiple active art accounts, and with maybeeeee a youtube channel of some sort?? and what’d really be cool is to have a legitimate online presence, and like kinda be within a community of some sort?? this plan will really help me get improve myself, my art, and boost my emotional state

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I actually drew something, this doodle sketch boy, i need to improve as always but this makes me happy i like it 

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wow for the first time in ever i don't feel shitty about my body, this pic gives me the first ounce of confidence in years 

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i uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dunno why i havent posted..,,, oooOo right because im a lazy donger haha thaaats right.,, i feel like im terribly unproductive and that my whole new entrance to social media (here, ifunny, and insta) is completely pointless, like i do want a “following” or like a base of frens and mutuals i know but i cant grow beyond ifunny which makes me upsetty  

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Finished with 10th grade

Finally, after all these months, I’m finished with my 10th grade year in school.. in retrospect, after i came to Texas time went by quite fast in retrospect, with just blots of memories that stick out, like oh yea i went to IKEA in February, and i vised family in April.. but thats about it really. I met no friends in this school, although its not like i met any friends back home either so whatever. Im hopeful about this summer, plenty of time for me, and my self development. I cant wait to start playing games and voice chatting with a lot of the new people i met.

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“good boy” is really the best compliment, i love being called it, it could be lewd.. cute.. whatever the case plese call me it

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I need to get like a theme going on here, pinks and blues, maybe some cute stufff in the future? probably just of me , unlike my ifunny im gonna keep most posts (me) oriented..  

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Comparison and self image

Yeesh I really realllyyy compare myself a lot, pfft i can just tell this blog is gonna be just rants that no one reads for a whilee... but yea, like seriously its a cycle of comparison then self disappointment, im scrolling through and wew i seee a mega qtboi, first im like woah this boi is super cute wtf, buttt then im like fuccc thats not me, im not t h a t ultra cuteboi, then i just get angry at myself because instead of being happy for em and just enjoying the pic i instantly think of myself, makes me feel really self centred and crummy blehhhh. at least ive gotten better at using this envy in a sorta positive way to keep improving upon myself (thats what humans are suppossed to do righht?) so definetly improvement from the last few months. hopefully one day in the hopefully near future ill be satisfied with the way i look and maybbeee be happy? who knowwws

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This whole thing idk

This, this “new me” is a whole new chapter in personality for me. I mean of course I’ve always been gae and sorta fem but like when I created that ifunny account i really kinda began this whole part in my life of self development and really learning about myself, my personality, and desires as well as goals. Over the past like two months I’ve met a whole crowd of interesting characters, some probably i’ll be frens with for a longg time (one hopes).this summer i have a lot of work to do, on myself that is, top priority is to really get in shape and achieve that femaesthetic thatttt i really super duper want to see myself as, second priority is to get some new clothes, not necessarily for school but for me, and maybe this whole online project thingy. i have like a perfect qt femboi image in my head that i reallllyyyy want to be, its like a persona almost but like its a goal me, mostly physical stuff but attributes like drawing n other cute things i wanna get into that ive always wanted to do. im not gonna profread this post so sorry if its mega scattered and weird lmao basically a reflection of my mental state and thinking process,, ehhh whatever , to the few people reading, stay posted 

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I need to start drawing..

Hmm I’m going home in a week from now, I’ll be able to use my tablet this summer and I can start practicing drawing finally, I've done a lil bit of drawing with a PC mouse and it was alright for the first few times. I wanna start drawing cute tho, my life basically needs a cute overhaul, idk, this summer will be great for working on myself overall..

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Beep boop first post

Ahh yes i’ve finalllyy gotten around to making a Tumblr , will it stay dry and stagnant like my twitter? probably, tho i hope not because i like new frens. anywhooo uhh i dont reallllyyy have any plans for this account for content, most likely just me and maybe irl stuff? idk lemme know what you wanna see