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Consent is everything, you have to be complicit in everything I do to you.

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See Ian McEwan, Lessons

The piano lessons became increasingly strange and ambiguous until the teacher revealed her torrid interest to which she couldn't oppose

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Sounds good. It would ne nice for you to feel the plug at all times and be reminded of a hole that needs attention no matter the issues that are being discussed otherwise

I'm thinking of wearing a plug to both my classes tomorrow morning and also to my advisement appointment with the man I flashed about a month ago.

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Awesome!

growing up fat (although i was a size 16 at my highest weight until college), trying on clothes in stores was honestly traumatic. i remember being unable to find anything that looked good, breaking down in changing rooms and leaving crying

nowadays though i get excited at the idea of trying stuff on, whether it fits or not :3

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I never thought I was much into fitness. I mean - imagining to be fit, that 's alright. But doing something about it? No.

But I realized I am doing something for my fitness almost every day, sometimes more than once. Masturbation! In my case, isnt it quite literally a "workout" of the cock!? When I am done, it's out. And I worked for that.

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I'm so obsessed with girls that are addicted.

The combination of hedonism and addiction is just so unbelievably perfect. Most normal people have some hedonistic tendencies - they might treat themselves to some junk food every now and again, maybe drink or smoke on the weekend but remain sober the rest of the week. All in moderation in the interest of their health and responsibilities.

But those whose brains are just wired for pleasure are my favorite. Women who not only indulge themselves in unhealthy behaviours, but do so frequently. Constantly. When every waking minute is torture unless they're abusing their body for dopamine with no regard for their health or well-being.

And they come in all these great varieties! Some can be fairly innocuous. Maybe they like to vape, and started because their friends were doing it and it tasted so good! But now they go through them at an astounding rate. Needing a hit of sweet nicotine every 10 minutes to stave off the anxiety. Maybe she has a porn addiction, and rubs herself in the bathroom at work to get her through the day.

But there's three that I think are the really fun ones.

Girls that can't stand to go through their days sober, so they make sure they're a shit faced mess by midday. And as they fuck themselves up with liquor and high calorie drinks they get cravings to binge on greasy junk, leading to their bodies screaming at them to stop. Stop the poisoning, and the constant onslaught of fat and sugars that their digestive system can't handle leading to them feeling bloated and sick. And it literally doesn't stop from morning to night, there's no opportunity for a hangover because they never stop drinking.

Some girls prefer to smoke because it doesn't make them feel sick but still feels so so good, but it comes at the cost of being insatiable. Wake and bake or a late night joint leads to binges that clean out the kitchen. Then they have to order delivery of course because they were still so hungry. And so they never go a minute without being so blazed they can't think straight, or stuffing their mouths with food to satiate their munchies. And girls who smoke all the time and indulge their munchies tend to get very, very, very fat.

The last addiction, maybe the best one, is a food addiction. This is the one that's probably the most damaging to the body and the easiest to indulge. You don't need a day off work to snack at your desk. Or eat several thousand calories during your lunch break. Or 'treat yourself' to a binge when you get home because work was so stressful. And this one is the most obvious to see as well. Girls that can't keep food out of their mouths wear it. The pounds start packing on, their clothes start to fit a little tighter. Then they don't fit at all. They can see the results of their addiction as they blow up before their very eyes. But they just. Can't. Stop. Every excess calorie, every little treat, every weight gain shake. How adorable it is when a girl is so greedy and gluttonous that they can't stop themselves from blowing up to 300 lbs when they were once slim and trim. The habit of eating is so reinforced that hunger cues are non existent, and instead they eat until they feel sick because it just feels so good.

The best part? Addiction usually goes hand in hand with... more addiction. Girls that like to smoke, stuff and rub themselves until they're a fat bloated mess. Then they do it all over again the next day because it just feels so damn good. And they can't possibly, ever stop themselves - and so their body pays the price.

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Dominance..

Dominance is being there for her. Dominance is working through her meltdowns. Dominance is accepting her, especially when she won’t accept herself. Dominance is telling her no. Dominance is quieting her demons. Dominance is being her bastion of strength. Dominance is encouraging her. Dominance is comforting her. Dominance is guiding her. Dominance is building her.

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Simple, effective weight gain basics. (Fun, delicious gain without regard to health.)

CW; These are not ideas meant for anyone wanting to gain in a healthy way.

You may follow your cravings whenever possible. You need a sweet taste? Gulp some soda or fruit juice. Late night cravings? By all means go for the midnight snack - you might even make a habit of it.

Carbs are your friends. A big plate of pasta is awesome, or a heap of jasmin rice, especially with a sweet and sour or sweet and spicy sauce. 

 Margarine is a good fat to spread on bread or use for baking and cooking. Look one made of sunflower seeds. Store-bought sweets and baked goods are generally a good idea - the cheaper the better.

Loads of fries with your burgers. Potato chips. Anything fried, really.

Find the stuff that you can munch on without even thinking about it. It is your trusted ally. As is ice cream, obviously.

Happy gaining. DMs are open - please mention weight gain.

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Let’s just celebrate people and love and accept ourselves.

I am against any kind of shaming. Shameful, in my view, is the act of shaming itself. 

The diversity of people is awesome. It brings to light how rich and plentiful humanity is. Personal choices are just that, as are the kinks we enjoy. Neither the choice to gain weight nor the choice to lose it have any inherent moral value that others could or should make judgements about. How much we prioritze health is a very personal choice that we all make for ourselves a hundred times a day. Let us rejoice that we have the personal freedom to do so rather than comment on the health choices of others.

Death feedism is a personal choice. Frankly, it is less likely to negatively affect the wellbeing of others than is for example speeding on the freeway. Yet we have, here in Germany anyway, that freedom as well.

May we all just enjoy the journey to ever more fully love and accept ourselves for who we are, how we look and how kinky we may be.

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greedy

I love when you - even whiile you are ordering your fast food and no matter how big an order - already know that it won’t be quite enough.

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After a little break from her intense and well-documented weight-gain journey, there is no holding her back now. I am always awed seeing her.

Fat Girl Pro Tip: Dip your fast food in melted butter 🤤

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Getting fatter

From a death feederism standpoint, consuming lots of margarine is more efficient than using vegetable oil - or butter, for that matter.

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I've been thinking more about how soft dom's use questions as a way for their sub's to feel that soft control? And to encourage communication? Especially if they already know the answer, and give you that look 👀👀

Are you sure about that, sweetheart?

Can you show me?

Is that too hard for you, darling?

Do you need help?

Are you excited?

Could you do one more for me, baby?

Are you going to sit nice?

Are you going to behave today?

Do you need to hold my hand?

And then, followed up with "well done, thank you, so good." because being praised for using your words is ❤️🤭🥰❤️

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Oh, you're a brat? And you like books? Great.

Book report on my desk by Monday.

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Don’t eat just for hunger! Eat for pleasure. Eat for lust. Eat when you're bored. Eat when you're celebrating. Eat when you're happy. Eat for comfort. And always eat until orgasm. 😈

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don't just try to get fat. try to find a way to make yourself addicted to it. every thought you would rather not have? eat it away. any nice thought? eat as a reward. any thought? eat. until you try and have a thought but eat instead. until you eat instead of thinking. until finally you just eat with no concerns to compare it to.