forevong21-blog

[forevong21-blog]

FINALLY, OUR WAIT IS OVER. 

Can you believe a whole month has FINALLY gone by???

In all honestly---- I can’t??? DON’T GET ME WRONG I’M GLAD THAT IT’S FINALLY T H E DAY, but at the same time when I really think about it, it didn’t even feel like a whole four weeks have gone by? Might just be me though, I do have a terrible perception of time, because for me it felt like maybe just two weeks. I joked a lot about how frustrating it was to have to wait for so long just to be official, but I didn’t really mind it as much because being with you was, and still is, more than enough to keep my mind preoccupied. 

I’m still thinking about how it started off as a mess- I mean wanna one in general- and then sprouted into something that I can’t see myself living without. It’s funny in a sense how two bros were just joking around trying to mess with their members. It’s like when you’re in that comfortable level of friendship with someone where you can be gay with one another- only we went a little too gay and caught feelings for each other. Thank you, whoever is keeping an eye out for us up there, you’re a true homie. 

Like I told you before, I was a little nervous that I had dug a grave of embarrassment for myself when I would call you my boyf or my bf(f) instead of bff once the others started to question us, mostly because I had a puppy crush on you. How could I not? You’re hilarious, a variety show king, everything you do and say has me cracking up nonstop to the point where I’m most of the time wiping the tears from my eyes. The smile on your face that you have whenever you see how happy you make others with your sometimes lame but cute jokes can brighten up anyone’s day. There’s literally not a moment where I don’t have a smile on my face whenever I’m around you, and that goes for so many others as well. The amount of love and kindness that you have in your heart attracts everyone towards you, and I quickly found myself gravitating towards you 24/7. You make it hard not to like you, even moreso when we were already best friends since P101 days. Spending every waking moment with you from then until now, being a part of Wanna One, it’s amazing that I didn’t fall for you a long time ago. Maybe I did, actually, I just didn’t realize it until I was sitting on my bed, saving a bunch of wholesome memes for you, only to realize that I was also saving some meant for significant others and I didn’t even notice because they seemed to fit either way. It went from “Ong would laugh so hard at this” to “I’m gonna use this on ong the next time he changes his dp in an hour.” and they were all ‘my bf is so perfect’ type of memes. 

It wasn’t just with memes, though. I would see things relating to couples and wanted to share them with you, or when I’d read a cheesy quote I found myself thinking about you almost immediately after. If I was alone I wondered where you were at so I could be with you instead, and when I got cold, I just wanted to be in your embrace while laughing at lame videos or at something our members had done. It was in that moment that it hit me, and all I could remember thinking was, “oh shit, I like like my best friend.” like the five year old that I am. I’d be a shy mess whenever you went along with the whole ‘ongniel is real’ bit, but when am I not shy around you? Even now, that we’re basically together and call one another ‘boyfriend’, I get all red and live up to my peach nickname. I think I’ll always have a soft spot for pizza and Spider-Man, because it was then that we confessed, and even though we didn’t finish the movie, it was still one of the best moments in my life. How lucky am I to have my adorable and amazing crush reciprocate my feelings? The answer is hecka lucky. 

Now that we’ve gotten past the confessions part, I want you to know that I’ll do anything to help keep that radiant smile on your face. Be it by showing you lame videos or hilarious memes that are basically only funny to us, or by silently cuddling you while wrapped up in a fluffy blanket, I’ll do whatever it takes to make you smile if you’re in a mood of sorts because you’d do the same for me. We’re a team, the dream meme team, so it’ll be equal on both sides. Those smooches you give me, I’ll treasure every single one of them because they’re special to me, just as you’re special to me. In the good and the bad times, I’ll be right there by your side, holding your hand with that goofy bunny smile of mine because I know how much you love it- that and I can’t keep it off my face whenever I’m around my sunshine. 

A n y w a y, what I’m trying to say with this jumbled mess of a confession (as if I hadn’t confessed to you already) letter is, Seongwoo, would you go out with me and be my boyfriend- officially? 

☐ a. yes

☐ b. heck yes

☐ c. a and b