forevrsoonyoung

[forevrsoonyoung]

pairing: soonyoung x reader

genre: fluff, smut, very little angst

summary: when you met soonyoung, you thought he was probably one of the most annoying people you had ever encountered. the more you found yourself wrapped up in him, that thought didn’t really change. he was still annoying. annoyingly cute, annoyingly charming, and annoyingly exciting. and, before you realized, you were annoyingly in love.

word count: 33.2k (read on browser or desktop. mobile will kill you)

warnings: blowjob, fingering, face fucking, dirty talk, mutual masturbation, unprotected sex, hair pulling, creampie, mentions of role-playing.

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you can’t sit with us 💖 #SUNMI

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squishy bread 💜

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Sometimes... well all the time... i wish people would just drop me...

I wish my best friend would turn on me and start hating me...

I wish my wife would leave me, block me on everything, and act as if I was never a thought in her mind...

I wish my family would cut me off and out of their lives...

Because then if I knew I wasn’t leaving anyone behind it would make being suicidal so much easier...

I think I was brought into this world to fuck everything up, make everything harder for myself, and that’s it. Honestly. I wish someone else would’ve gotten the chance to come to life instead of me. I barely even want it..

Cause i’m a fuck up. I can’t do shit right. And that’s that.

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you can keep hurting me… i deserve it.

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svt as things the male species have actually said to me

hello welcome to this shitpost on my new smut blog!! not all of these will be nsfw, but some are, sooo be warned kiddos! this isn’t for you!

and yes, these are real things men have said to me, sometimes even in bed. you’ve been warned.

seungcheol: “fuck i’m gonna choke you again, i love it when you shake like that”

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[forevrsoonyoung]

turkey and azerbaijan are attacking armenia right now, and it's 1915 all over again because the world is distracted and people are too busy wondering if they're gonna live or die, and who gives a shit about my country anyway? my mum told me to tell my friends and explain to them what's happening and that we are the victims in this war because azerbaijan is spreading lies and people are believing their lies and i told her, what good is that going to do? do you think anyone's going to come to our aid? is russia going to help us? is america? is england? erdogan said they will finish what their ancestors started, and he means genocide. he means ethnic cleansing. he means to massacre every last one of us. and in doing so admitted to the very same thing turkey has spent 105 years denying. i don't know who to tell and what good telling people will do because we're a small, insignificant country, and we have nothing to offer to the people in power, the handful who rule the world. so i sit here with my pain and i feel helpless. i know there's twitter threads and links to petitions and people being urged to contact their senators, and sorry if im being pessimistic, but azerbaijan has been attacking us for the last 22 years, and though we defend ourselves, we can't do anything to stop them. they've violated ceasefires (and geneva conventions) multiple times. i don't think they'll rest until every last one of us is dead.

we just want peace. we just want to live peacefully. we're not asking for a lot here.

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“It’s OK, I wouldn’t remember me either.”

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lowkey feel like everyone just fucking hates me and wishes I was dead

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well that’s a mood

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I’m sorry

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me: i need to end this war against myself. its pointless and unhealthy.

my brain: yes. lets die. then it will all be over.

me: that is NOT what i meant.

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I get why everyone hates me too. I wouldn’t love me either.

(via @c0nstantine-o)