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Susan Bordo, Anorexia Nervosa: Psychopathology as the Crystallization of a Culture

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I wanna look in the mirror and be proud of myself. Not feel disgusted.

I wanna wake up and go to sleep with an empty stomach knowing I made progress….Not going to sleep regretting a bad decision I made for 10 minutes of pleasure.

I wanna step in the scale and see the number go down. Not see the number stay the same.

I wanna be the person I’ve always Dreamed of being. Not the nightmare person I am right now.

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I’ve been letting myself eat so much lately, been breaking fasts over things that’ll bring me joy for only a second .. I need to start working harder. </3

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In 2 weeks you'll feel it

In 4 weeks you'll see it

In 8 weeks you'll hear it

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Eating does not make me happy, it makes me feel worse than starving myself.

I have gained all the weight back and I need to stop eating again. Eating does not make me happy, it makes me feel worse than starving myself. I will lose 10 kg until October again so I will be the skinny legend I strived to be my entire life again. I cannot wait for the stares at my high school reunion in October xxx

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Not wanting to eat in front of anyone because it makes you anxious

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Only wanting to eat in front of people so your eating habits look normal

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Wanting everyone to think you don’t eat anything

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i cannot stop shopping for new clothes since I’ve lost a considerable amount of weight. My wallet hates me, but I am finally able to dress the way I want to without being overly self-conscious about how I look. Things I love fit me and I couldn’t be happier.

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Is it a bad sign that I ordered a new scale off amazon, because I can‘t use the scale one of my roommates put away, because she hates diettalk and defining one‘s worth through their weight lol the irony

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Skinny by Christmas Gang 🎄❄️☃️

Reblog if you’re going to be at a goal weight (whether it’s your ugw or you’re next gw!!) by Christmas!!! Let’s get this bitches!! I want my family to not recognize me since seeing me last year, I want “oh my word you got so skinny!!” I want to look so thin in my Christmas morning pajamas, and to look at the pictures taken and see what I want to see sitting there instead of some fat double chinned monster. WHO’S WITH ME???

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🌟🕊💡☕️✨

-walking into a starbucks. ordering a black coffee, and walking out, pulling your warm sweater around your thin arms.

-fragile knees that want to buckle from too much work.

-mom jeans pulled over tiny legs, fastened with a belt to keep them up.

-shopping is easy, you can fit into any size.

-you check your phone and see that you’ve been tagged in a photo. you look at it and see a pretty girl with no double chin.

-you post a body check. people repost with #thinspo and #goals

-your followers skyrocket after you get closer than ever to your ugw

-people look at you and wonder how you got so thin and beautiful. people you don’t even know envy you.

-you’re never the fat friend. in fact, you’ve become the thin, enviable friend.

-you walk around downtown and into a pretty boutique. you select the smallest size and walk into the dressing room with confidence.

-“slim fit” doesn’t cling to you. it’s baggy.

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I had my last period in March and I’m not mad about it.

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