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Hiatus/Update 04/27/2025

Hey all! Just wanted to pop in here and say I'm alive, I've been hit with a majorly depressive slump that's basically plagued me since COVID which I only recently got out of. I haven't been able to even remotely do many of the things I was so optimistic about doing on my semester off from school (cries in having no time or headspace to write fanfiction) and I am immensely frustrated with that, but I am happy to say one thing: I finally have a therapist again! He's helping me work on emotional regulation and executive function. My mom is also surprisingly compliant in working with me to help me achieve independence. Sometimes it's still like pulling teeth, but holy shit she actually listens to the therapist when he tells her she's being harmful to me and it's actually made things better! I am still kind of annoyed that once afuckinggain I had Plans™ for cool shit I wanted to do with my life once my misfortunes were over and once afuckinggain a new misfortune left me in the same sorry state that I had been trying to recover from. But at least I actually have tangible fucking good things going on in my real life to report instead of just one depressing update after another!

I apologize for the fact I don't see myself returning here to RP within a short timeframe, but my Pokémon muses are not forgotten and I don't think I'll be away forever. You can find me on my Discord, anarchocosmology, or on my Ne Zha verse RP blog @redbluedestiny!

Two things I will say though, for both my current blog and when I return to this one--

One, I am drastically shortening the length of my character bios. The original longer versions will still exist, but in the future I will try to keep longer bios to 1-3 pages. I was advised by a friend that my character bios were long to the point of being inaccessible, and honestly...They've gotten inaccessible to me too. I have a whole ass X-Men blog centered around Magneto and his family that I started setting up and literally never got around to because the bios took so long to write that I lost most of my muse for those characters before I even launched the blog. Hell, most of my current bios even have places where I had to stop rambling and just sum the rest up with a TL;DR, or that are still labeled as "WIP" and I've never gotten around to finishing them. Which means my long ass character bios have far passed the point of diminishing returns, and if they exhaust me to write, I can't imagine how others feel having to read them!

To tell you all the truth, I always felt a need to cram every little bit of information about a muse into a bio, thinking people would want to have every single piece of information that I considered important, but I finally internalized that people are okay with broader brushstrokes of a character and in fact prefer it. Character info is much shorter and neater on @redbluedestiny than it is in some of the bios here and I'm going to keep it that way. When I finally get back here I will be changing my character bios to make them shorter and sweeter as well.

Two, I will be changing some aspects of my Pokémon lore to be more accurate to IRL. I was advised to incorporate more aspects of Ainu and Ryukyuan culture, history and mythology into my Hoenn and Sinnoh timelines, which I will be doing as soon as I have the headspace to work on Pokémon things again. The Yumean lore will also remain, but it will be getting an overhaul so that I can make much of the population of Hoenn and Sinnoh more tied in with actual Indigenous Japanese groups. Discord RP with my Pokémon muses will continue, but I will not do RPs that touch on any aspect of my lore that I want to rework until I get around to do the reworking. This means I will try to keep most of my Discord RPs more lighthearted in nature, and not dive super deep into my characters' backstories and trauma since the exact nature of it is subject to change.

Thank you all for reading!

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we had another tornado warning in tennessee today so of course i played this

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UM GUYS. I JUST NOTICED A CRAZY ISSUE W THE TUMBLR UPDATE.

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good morning all i slept through a tornado

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"My goodness, how can you be so invested in insulting me and yet be wrong about every aspect of myself? I care immensely for others--else I would not have established the communes under the principles of equality and community. I am not sad or lonely or weak, for though I've seen more than most, I have plenty of those close to me as well as the community I established to give me support--people who I hold close instead of pushing away. And what lies have I recently told to my followers? All of them are perfectly aware of my long list of past crimes and still choose to love me because I've shown I won't do them anymore, you know! And last of all: Did you know that I'm a narcissist? Since when have I ever tried to put on a mask and pretend that I'm nobody instead of the somebody I am--and I will never view being myself as a punishment!"

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Hi, I'm no longer converting to Judaism. Instead I'm going to be worshiping Ao Bing and Ne Zha from the 2019 and 2025 movies specifically. (APRIL FOOLS)

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last night i dreamt tumblr added like a billion buttons to the mobile app so instead of this

we got this

and everyone just rolled with it but sometimes the wide naruto got too wide and blocked off all the other buttons and people would just post "got naruto'd again :/" and the only way to reset him was to log out and log back in

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Posting early so we have our weapons ready for the 15TH but also as I keep seeing polls like it and I’ve had this queued for over 5 months 😭

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Spotted in the theater building on campus

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You were one of the 20-40ish senators who conspired to kill Julius Caesar, but did NOT stab.

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Had a thought a while back about the type of privilege Cynthia had: She did not grow up ultra-wealthy, even though she is incredibly wealthy now. And she did not, and still does not have, the type of wealth that allows you to control vast swathes of the world and do anything with zero consequences. However, even though Volo's communes aren't rich in capitalistic terms, they still convey an immense amount of privilege on their denizens because they provide places where everyone's material needs are met, where everyone is encouraged and educated to pursue their passions, and where there is as close to a true meritocracy as you can get because there are no identity-based systemic barriers.

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after watching ne zha 2 a 4th time i can already feel my rusty chinese becoming 0.1% more authentic

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EVERYONE GIVE IT UP FOR NE ZHA 2 FOR BECOMING ONE OF ONLY SEVEN MOVIES EVER TO CROSS THE $2 BILLION BOX OFFICE MARK!!!!!

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Well, I didn't get to see Ne Zha 2 again today, but I will once I go back to NYC which will be on Tuesday! In the meantime, I've used the time to finish my Ao Bing Pokéverse bio--meaning that his blog should be ready with its Pokémon verse soon! I will link my new blog as soon as I'm done setting up more blog stuff tomorrow OwO