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Laura; leaves from the Bay Laurel tree in ancient times were woven into crowns of victory and honor. My real victory is in Yeshua my Lord, and it is Him I hope to honor with my life. Here I will be writing, expressing my thoughts, and celebrating the life...
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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Mmmmm almond shortbread cookies 😋🎄 This recipe was too easy! #christmascookies #earlyandproud https://www.instagram.com/p/BqaoCk-FStV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lod8cp790clt
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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#giloriginal #familysongs #myloves 💚💜🧡 (at Raymore, Missouri) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqKwda1F6T8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17eh12s3lkz03
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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So Will I song with Daddy 😍 Dassah joins in the music with her rattle 👏 #worshipbaby #fireplace #lovethem (at Raymore, Missouri) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqKthteFHQ7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=jwk3g3x0sbo7
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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Practicing her back bends early 💜 #gymbaby #balerina #dassah https://www.instagram.com/p/BqGEreMl6a4/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=py1ib28sghbh
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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A dinner date with Daddy 😍 #sweetpotato #babiesofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/BpahqyzAj28/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=i7dnyp6erprb
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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Crisp fall morning. Love songs abound 😍 https://www.instagram.com/p/BoB7A8Mhrro/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=eoodondqa8rk
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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Getting her crawl on! Almost.. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnj9fhyhQWA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6c5vhamzaw0m
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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A walk! Escape artist trying to wiggle away here. (at Raymore Recreational Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnjPmf5BHHp/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=jv69yo48e6ro
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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Wearing her first cloth diaper! We'll see how this goes 🤞😍 #clothdiaperbaby #lordhelpme
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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Gil's best catch yet 😍 he went from just friends fishing on the right to snuggles with our bundle. I love this man. He's the best husband and Daddy and keeps life an adventure for us! I love you Gilbert James! This is also Hadassah's first fishing adventure! 🐟 #daddylife #gonefishing #babiesofinstagram (at Longview, Missouri)
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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Hadassah just learned this week how to smile on purpose! She grows my heart bigger everyday ❤️ #babiesofinstagram #thecutest (at Raymore, Missouri)
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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My baby girl, can't believe a month has gone by! #hadassahbaby #onemonth #I'm
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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My belly is knocking into everything and I'm wondering who is this amazing little human inside me? What does she look like? What's her personality? Ever since we decided to name her Hadassah I have been contemplating what it means to be a righteous woman. What it even means to be a woman. I'm overwhelmed but excited to get to train up my daughter in being a righteous woman, from the moment her life begins. It's no little task and I can only do it with the Lord. I'm ready to meet our little love finally. I have enjoyed being pregnant with her. Like actually enjoyed it, thankful that she's been easy on my body for the most part. And for the times it hasn't been a walk in the park, I know it's all going to be worth it when get to hold her. She already holds my heart. I'm blown away with love when she squirms inside my tailor made home for her, running out of space. Soon, so soon, we will get to meet you little Hadassah! Your life is a gift and miracle. #babycoming #fearlessbirth #ourbabygirl #righteouswoman #hadassah (at Raymore, Missouri)
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foundlaura · 7 years ago
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Just How Worthy Is The Lamb?
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foundlaura · 10 years ago
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Chosen? Reading the Bible amid the Israeli-Palestinian Conflict
I am reposting this written work by Rabbi Russ Resnik after having just arrived back to the US from Israel. I have seen the people in the land on two separate trips now, and I believe this conflict deserves our attention and thoughts. 
“Here's an expanded and upgraded version of my review from January 23, which is used by permission of Kesher: A Journal of Messianic Judaism, where it will appear in its next issue. Special thanks to Kesher book review editor Yahnatan Lasko.” - Rabbi Russ Resnik
Chosen? Reading the Bible amid the Israeli-Palestinian Conflict, by Walter Brueggemann
When I first learned that Walter Brueggemann had written a book opposing Zionism and questioning modern Israel’s claim to the land of Israel, I was troubled. Brueggemann is an outstanding Christian scholar of the Old Testament and a highly credible voice. After I read the book, though, I was a bit relieved, because it’s a rather light piece that evidences a certain unfamiliarity with the Israeli-Palestinian conflict referenced in its subtitle. Of course, Brueggemann’s well-deserved reputation will lend weight to the book, and the included study guide will encourage its use by churches and Bible study groups, so it is bound to be a factor in shaping Christian attitudes toward Israel. For this reason, it has to be taken seriously.
Brueggemann opens with a declaration of “thanks for the founding of the state of Israel and the securing of a Jewish homeland.” But, he says, his enthusiasm for Israel has become overshadowed by Israel’s development of military power and its continued “administrative-military control of the Palestinian territories.”[1] He believes that these conditions demand a rethinking of the whole issue of modern Israel and its claim to the land. His rethinking leads to the conclusion that Zionism has turned God’s favor toward Israel and his promise of land into a “hardnosed ideology.”[2] But in reaching that conclusion, Brueggemann seems to have developed a rather hardnosed ideology himself.
Early on Brueggemann affirms, “In the Hebrew Bible, Israel is presented as God’s chosen people. It is a core declaration of the text and surely a continuing claim of Judaism. Indeed the Bible makes no sense without this claim.”[3] But prior to this salutary remark, in his Acknowledgements, he says that his study has been informed by the work of Naim Ateek and Sabeel Ecumenical Liberation Theology Center in Jerusalem. Ateek denies the relevance not only of the land promises to Israel, but also of the “core declaration” of Israel as God’s chosen people:
In light of their universal fulfillment in Christ, the narrow Old Testament promises regarding the land take on a very transitory and provisional meaning. They are time bound and, in view of their completion in Christ, become theologically obsolete. . . .
There is plenty of Zionist material in the Old Testament where the land is exclusively claimed and the Jewish people are glorified and set above others, and where non-Jews are despised. The New Testament shatters this exclusivity at every turn.[4]
Brueggemann provides a robust rebuttal of just this sort of supersessionism.
The notion that Christianity has displaced Judaism as the faith of the chosen is rooted in the idea that Judaism was a preparation for Christianity but when Jesus came, Judaism no longer functioned. Such a belief is a historical absurdity and a theological scandal, but it has been a popular idea.[5]
Ironically, however, Brueggemann does not seem troubled by learning about the Israeli-Palestinian conflict from such an overt advocate of this belief as Naim Ateek.
One outcome of such influence is that Brueggemann portrays a Zionism that doesn’t represent the historical reality of the movement as much as the bogeyman of the Palestinian narrative. His Zionist is a straw man, pieced together and stuffed with some contemporary extreme expressions of the movement. So, for example, “the dominant Zionist appeal to land promises continues to hold intransigently to the exclusionary claim that all the land belongs to Israel and the unacceptable other must be excluded, either by law or by coercive violence. . . . And surely Israeli Zionists want Palestinians to go away.”[6]
In fairness to Brueggemann, he does define his target here as the “dominant” form of Zionism, or at other times as the Zionist policies of present-day Israel. But he seems to hardly be aware of the broader, historic version of Zionism that accomplished “the founding of the state of Israel and the securing of a Jewish homeland,” and expressly desired to live at peace with its Arab neighbors, including those within the borders of Israel. Indeed, the book never even mentions Arab Israelis, who enjoy rights and opportunities unheard of among most other minorities in the Middle East. This is not to deny that Israel’s Arab citizens sometimes face discrimination and inequity, but that’s a far cry from the exclusionary violence that Brueggemann attributes to Zionism.
This distorted view of Zionism leads Brueggemann to describe the great Jewish philosopher Martin Buber as “no friend of Zionism,” because he looked beyond the promise of land to the goal of “a true community of all men.”[7] An attentive reader might be puzzled by Breuggeman’s claim that Buber was no friend of Zionism: after all, not only was Buber one of the founders of Hebrew University and a resident of Jerusalem for many years, but he embraced the Zionist belief in the restoration of a Jewish homeland in Eretz Israel. He lived out this belief, despite reservations about a modern, secular Jewish state.[8] Buber’s brand of Zionism, while rare, is not without descendants in the 21st century. Yet Brueggemann is so narrowly focused on his straw-man Zionist that he largely ignores any other variety.
Another evidence of over-dependence on the Palestinian narrative is the general absence of references in the book. For instance, Brueggemann claims that the war of 1967 produced “a hardened Zionism that combined a desperate aspiration with an uncompromising ideology that supported the state of Israel and its security at all costs against all comers.”[9] The phrase “a hardened Zionism” suggests that there might have been a softer version, like the one Buber espoused. But if Brueggemann hints at something beyond his straw man, his critique here remains radically harsh. Readers would be justified in expecting citations to back up his key claims, not to mention some reference to the intransigence of Israel’s Arab enemies with their infamous three Nos after the 1967 defeat: “No peace with Israel, no recognition of Israel, and no negotiations with Israel.”[10] As a Bible scholar, Brueggemann is attuned to context and nuance, but as a student of world affairs he seems to have settled for a simplistic, ideologically defined perspective.
In reading Chosen? I felt a bit like I do when I listen to an actor or some other celebrity comment on political affairs. I might respect the actor and even recognize her genius on screen but still find her unqualified to declaim on political matters. I respect and admire Brueggemann as a biblical scholar, but he doesn’t seem to know that much about modern Israel or the history of Zionism. He provides a sharp critique of supersessionism but seems unaware of the radical supersessionism of some of his ideological allies and of the impact of supersessionism on Christian anti-Zionism today.
Still, Brueggemann is right to caution against a dogmatic, non-critical stance toward Israel. Much of his criticism seems directed at the current government in Israel and current trends in Christian Zionism, more than at Israel and Zionism per se, and a weakness of the book is that it fails to make that distinction. One can criticize trends and policies without seeking to invalidate Israel. For me the watershed issue is whether one will explicitly acknowledge the legitimacy of the current state of Israel. If one does, it is not forbidden to oppose specifics of Israeli policy, wish Netanyahu had lost the last election, advocate for the rights of religious minorities (like Messianic Jews) in Israel (even though these rights are better in Israel than almost anywhere else), and so on.
Brueggeman makes another important point: “The land is given to Israel unconditionally, but it is held by Israel conditionally.”[11] I have made a similar point in talks using the alliterative phrase “Promise and Possession.” The land promise to Israel is unconditional and unbreakable, but Israel’s possession of the land depends on obedience to God’s instructions. Brueggemann sees Deuteronomy 28, with its “long recital of blessings and curses” as the “capstone” of the statement of conditions for possessing the land. A close reading of the text itself, however, suggests that the real capstone comes in Deuteronomy 30:1–10. Deuteronomy 28 is framed by two introductory phrases, V’haya im—And it shall be, if . . .”[12] The first, at verse 1, introduces blessings to follow if Israel obeys all that the Lord commands; the second, at verse 15, introduces the much longer list of curses to follow if Israel fails to obey. Brueggeman’s “capstone” ends with Israel back in Egypt as slaves. Deuteronomy 30:1–10 reverses this tragic end. It opens withV’haya ki—And it shall be, when[13]—and goes on to describe exiled Israel’s return to Hashem, the God of Israel, and Hashem’s return to Israel. Translator Robert Alter comments, “The blessings and the curses, presented in chapter 28 as alternatives between which Israel is to choose by its future actions, here occur [in chapter 30] as a historical sequence: first the curse of exile, then the blessing of restoration.” [14]
Brueggemann emphasizes the conditional aspect of God’s promises and Israel’s failure to fulfill those conditions. He tends to view the unconditional and conditional promises as two streams within the text, originating from different sources, which co-exist in tension with each other. Supporting “the state of Israel as the present embodiment of the land of promise . . . disregards the Deuteronomic if: that the land is held conditionally.”[15]Deuteronomy 30:1–10, however, resolves this tension with a vision of Israel and God returning to each other.[16] Indeed, the Hebrew word im, usually translated “if,” appears only once in this passage, not to introduce a condition of restoration but to restate the certainty of restoration: “If you be thrust-away to the ends of the heavens,/from there Hashem your God will collect you.”[17] Though the consequences of disobedience are all too real, they do not negate the unconditional covenantal relationship between Hashem and Israel. Even exile, estrangement from the promised land, occurs within that covenantal relationship and does not undo God’s promise of the land to Israel.
The land promise is in process of fulfillment in our times, and the Jewish people are called to participate in this process through obedience to Hashem and his word. Those who would defend Israel’s land claim with the words of Torah need to remember the ethical requirements of Torah as well, and to recognize how much the state of Israel is an unfinished work. Despite Breuggeman’s rhetoric and the harsher anti-Zionism of Naim Ateek, the return promised in Deuteronomy 30 is still relevant today, a vital factor in the ongoing restoration of Israel to the land—a restoration that helps prepare the way for a wider restoration to come.
[1] Walter Brueggemann. Chosen? Reading the Bible amid the Israeli-Palestinian Conflict (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press,2015) ix–x.
[2] Ibid. 53.
[3] Ibid. 15.
[4] Naim Ateek, “The Earth is the Lord’s: Land, Theology, and the Bible,” in The Land Cries Out, edited by Salim J Munayer and Lisa Loden (Eugene, OR: Cascade Books, 2012) 178, 179.
[5] Chosen? 19.
[6] Ibid. 7, 12.
[7] Ibid. 37, citing Martin Buber, On the Bible: Eighteen Studies (Syracuse, NY: Syracuse University Press, 2000), 29.
[8] http://www.britannica.com/biography/Martin-Buber-German-religious-philosopher, accessed 1/25/16.
[9] Ibid. 49.
[10] http://www.cfr.org/world/khartoum-resolution/p14841?breadcrumb=%2Fpublication%2Fpublication_list%3Ftype%3Dessential_document%26page%3D69, accessed 1/23/16. This is the Council on Foreign Relations website.
[11] Ibid. 29.
[12] Translation by Robert Alter. The Five Books of Moses (New York, London: WW Norton, 2004) ad loc.
[13] Ibid. Emphasis added.
[14] Ibid.
[15] Chosen? 35–36.
[16] See my treatment in Creation to Completion: A Guide to Life’s Journey from the Five Books of Moses (Clarksville, MD: Lederer Books, 2006) 198–202. I note that the verbal root shuv appears seven times in this passage and is attributed alternately to God and to Israel.
[17] Dt. 30:4 in Everett Fox, trans. The Five Books of Moses, The Schocken Bible, Vol. 1(New York: Schocken Books, 1995) emphasis added. Alter translates: “Should your strayed one be at the edge of the heavens, from there shall the Lord your God gather you in . . .”
Rabbi Russ Resnik
| January 28, 2016 at 11:29 am
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foundlaura · 10 years ago
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Winter-silk steam wrapped around the warmth of the window. Warm and orange, a candle burned to light his work. This was to be the last one. Already there were horses, moons, furniture, phones, and houses. This last one was being made to give away; like the real one. Everything had been collected in advance: bright white thread, cotton, and a rough burlap material. The pattern was cut with delicate hands, creating from the knowledge of something whole. Doubled, pieces were sewn together forming a two-dimensional model of what could be and most times is not. Room had been left for cotton stuffing. The process didn’t take long but represented more than he could put into words. A modestly stuffed burlap heart sits illuminated by candlelight in front of a window where steam makes circles from squares. “This if for her,” he said to no one, “this will let her know.”
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foundlaura · 10 years ago
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Love. I feel like it is somewhat ironic that this movie (which I really enjoyed) explores the way memories make up much of how we feel and retain love, and for me this movie actually brings memories of past love to my mind. Actually, this movie was a Valentine’s Day date for me once. And rather than thinking about the memories of the relationship associated with this movie because of that date, I actually thought about all the times I truly was in love.
I was in love once. And twice. And then a third time. And I can still uncover all those old memories that formed the love I shared with my best friend at those particular times. I don’t go there often- I prefer to dream ahead instead of behind. But to loose them completely, such as this character…would be an utter tragedy to me. My memories of being in love are some the most beautiful, unique, and sweet memories. But most important of all, they form what I believe about being in love. They are my experience, literally, and experiences are the most valid way of knowing anything real, especially with in the area of love. And with each love I experienced, I reformed my opinions about ‘falling in love’ 'being in love’ and 'staying in love’ and thus I discovered yet another unfolding layer of what I thought I understood about love.
Love in the romantic sense, truly is one thing I have realized in my 25 years, that you simply cannot pin down. You cannot have a formula whatsoever. I learned that you can be forever surprised by love. Over and over, in the same relationship or with different people, love can and will surprise you. It will at times make you question everything you know. How long- or quick- it takes to grow. How much honest work it takes. How much it sticks to your ribs, lingering even well after you have said farewells. And even how it subtly but surely seeps its way into your subconscious. I believe there are some loves that take much longer to fade into forgotten memories than others. And sometimes you can think you’ve ended a love, even for noble purposes, but in your dreams at night you will once in a while see the dusty images come to life of the old flame. The old flame that spontaneously combusts in dreams. You may not want it to, if fact you will it not to sometimes. Its ancient history. It shaped who you are though. Every love shapes who you are in some way. Every memory, every word, every laugh shared with that person influenced the you which you now are. And the longer you love a person, the more of them that you take on in yourself, without even trying, and without even realizing it. How strange the power of love. And also how strange that love is not always logical, not always sensical. And the really unfair part- its not always evenly distributed. There is every risk in the world when it comes to loving. But in my experience, the saying holds true that, “It is far better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.”
I love the loves I had the privilege to make up half of. I love that I saw the best and worst of three distinct young men, and that I learned from them how to do it right and also how to do it wrong. I learned that the deepest romantic love I ever felt was in a time the other was hurt drastically bad for a time and I was his strength, comfort, and 'helper’ as it says of the woman in Genesis. I learned that the other’s words can move my heart and convince me of his love, just as much as his actions could, but the actions were required to prove the love and sustain it. I learned that dancing is a lot like properly loving another: leading, following, listening, looking, holding hands, and especially laughing are all essential. I learned about teamwork, compromising, and preferring the other. And I learned more about who I actually am; all the things I do well, as well as all my flaws. I learned that with great love, great pain can be inflicted; just as the higher you go the harder you fall.
But the one take away I love the most about my experiences of being in love is knowing that the loved shared by a man and woman is as close to a picture of God’s likeness as has been revealed to us. Each present a different view of the image of God, and when they come together, a more complete sense of God can be seen in some mysterious way, in their union. I wont know that level of love and beauty and wonder until I wed. But I have enjoyed the foretaste. I have witnessed the beauty of God being in love. And frankly it is something easy to miss and easy to long for once you taste its goodness.
And what of all my learnings? What of the experiences of love in my memories?
I have taken every relationship in prayer, they are no trifle thing. I take my future one in prayer as well, and that is where I will store up all my knowings of love: in the metal band that that will someday circumnavigate my left hand’s ring finger. Yes I have memories of loving other men who are not going to be the one I someday marry. But even those memories will be employed for the task of loving the one I Vow to love. I can’t erase memories of past of love (nor would I want to), but I can and will take what I know of love from those memories and apply every speck of it to the man that will hold more of my heart than any other man besides Jesus. This is what young love is for; if not to last, then to teach a lesson. All my young days of loving, starting at 15 years old, I have been storing away these revelations of love. And if I dug out journal entries and jogged my memories, I’m sure I would have much more to say. In fact maybe the nitty gritty of what I have really learned of love needs to be said, to be written down. Here is my start, and wouldn’t you know a love story started it.
Here’s to lessons of love, guided by God, and remembered for a reason.
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