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Astral Tourism - Day 4

After my experience, yesterday. It got me thinking about the myths of Loki and his children: Hel, Jormungandr, Fenrir, Sleipnir, Narfi and Vali.

I am not a Vanir, but it got me thinking if a creature could’ve been engendered  from that encounter.

During the day, I was led to read about Sexual Alchemy and the creation of homunculi, and the instructions for the vessel, matched the instructions I got at first, from the spirit I invoked. Just weird!!!

Eventhough a creature might have been engendered, and I have been haunted all day long by weird images and sensations, I have a strong feeling that the absence of the physical counterpart weakens it way much.

Although I think I’ve bitten way more than I can chew for a 30 day timeframe I am considering to build the vessel. Perhaps I will bury it in a flower pot.

Today I just altral projected myself to Saint Cyprian presence. He showed me some interesting astral landscape, but didn’t answer any question. He answered one question, though, but I didn’t believe it, so he got pissed, lol. 

I feel like I am being tested, using my own blood in magickal practice never sounded like a good idea. I am still wondering about it.

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Copula cum Daeomone - Day 3

Just did the Saint Cyprian invocation. I took some of the Saint's epitets, famous deeds, and some words of power drawn from grimoires attributed to him.

Cyprian seemed already aware pf my intent and showed me an interesting spell showing a buried clay vessel that I might try at a latter opportunity.

I explained that I couldn't do it right now do to some circunstances. Life is crazy thess days.

He seemed a bit upset, nonentheless something happened. I started having visions of blood, guts, entering into a cave and having sex with a strange creature... funny thing is... I felt sexually aroused and felt some of my vitality drawn from my 'root chacra'.

Everything was hazy and confused. I still have to buy his offerings, maybe I will get to his gentler side.

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Spending the Day with Saint Cyprian - Day 2

Considering the initial fiasco with the SBG in day one I spent the day devising a proper invocation of Saint Cyprian.

I will try to get his support in the working.

I discovered a seal that some authors are using for the Saint and concentrated in trying to pull that spiritual force from through it.

I believe I could draw some nice and resonant sensory information, while he guided me through the research.

As a sidenote, after this session I felt compelled to work with a spirit of goetia and got my first successful evocation to physical appearance, chaos style. Yay

Although, it seemed to me as just hallucination, but I know it could be a much better if I prepared properly.

Cyprian egregore has some juice!!!

Gotta get some offerings bought and will do my fullblown Cyprian invocation tomorrow.

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Sacred Black Goat - Day 1

In Brazil, there`s a very popular prayer surrounded by mystery and superstition attributed to Saint Cyprian of Antioch, in wich it is asked to a Sacred Black Goat to bind a object of love under petitioner.

My objective is to contact the spirit and have him work as a `familiar`.

My first meditations with the spirit attributes, traditional correspondecs and lore, led me to regard it as a familiar given to Saint Cyprian by the Devil himself.

Did my first evocation of SBG free hand, even though the lore strongly suggests to have a point knife while doing it.

The first contact with the spirit was overwhelming, I regreted very much I didn`t have the knife at hand. A very aggresive spirit and a domineering one. Had to break rapport/resonance and banish before the expected.