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I never thought I would be so single in 2025 that when I hear a random love song, I can't even think of a specific man anymore.

I'm in a phase of being happily single. I don't feel rushed or pressured, even though I am turning 28 this year.

So I created a list to design my dream husband:

1. He must be respectful and has good manners. Doesn't talk bad about his exes, relatives, co-workers and colleagues.

2. Decent and goal-driven. He knows his priorities. Smart and hardworking at work. He has impressive skills and credentials.

3. Tall with good posture and charming. It feels good to be with him.

4. Thoughtful and caring. He cares and never fails to make me feel important.

5. Intelligent with a promising career. Financial literate. Fluent in his chosen field.

6. God-fearing man. He always seek guidance to God. Going to church on Sunday is part of his routine.

7. He must be one-woman man. Loyal to me. And doesn't flirt with other girls.

**these are my non-negotiable traits, if the man doesn't have one of these, then NO**

PLUS POINTS ONLY >>>>>

8. He has talents such as singing, dancing, drawing, writing -- plus pogi points!!

9. He's a middle level class in the society. He has a car, owns a house.

10. He's a real gentleman to the point that I didn't have to ask the things that I want.

✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️

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You have no idea how you create a void in my heart that even though being with friends couldn't fill.

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In this age, I've come up to a realization that no matter how great person you are, not all people could appreciate you. No matter how you offer them so much kindness, that would never be enough.

People always have something to say about you. Especially if you're a bomb --- you did something they think you'd never do.

I don't really get it.

If you're too nice to everyone, people might abuse you. But if you didn't care or if you had set boundaries or said 'no', you'd be the meanest, snobbish and rudest person they would ever know.

Then what is it supposed to be like, then.

Should it be balance? Sometimes you're nice and sometimes you're unavailable?

What if we just don't give a d*mn?

What if we should care less?

What if...

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Yup, I drew Anya Forger. But a bit failed in coloring the eyes part. 🙃

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12 NEW YEAR RESOLUTION

1. Prioritize savings

2. No to impulsive buying

3. Don't be too nice to those who cannot do the same for me.

4. Can say NO.

5. Strengthen my boundaries.

6. Minimize using social media

7. OFFLINE for most of the time is the new goal

8. Self study in random things.

9. Self care (make myself more pretty, exercise, fix behavior)

10. Loving myself more.

11. Don't post too much on socmed.

12. Keeping my life updates private.