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Don’t waste your life trying to force someone to love you the right way.  

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Moving the Goal Posts

The Narcs favorite pastime! If I was a SAHM, he went after career girls, if I had a job, he made me quit. If I gained pregnancy weight, he threw skinny girls in my face and refused to touch me, when I'm skinny, he starts multiple "friendships" with chubbier girls. When I'm my normal blonde, he makes a point to eyeball every young brunette he sees right in front of me, but when I tried dyeing it darker, he said he hated it. Meanwhile, he's never in 18 years done anything just because I wanted him to. Getting to the point where I couldn’t care less what he wants has been a huge step forward for me!

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lotr & hobbit  +  favourite book quotes: [3/?]  

↳ “And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.”  —  Haruki Murakami

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The Signs As Nine Inch Nails Songs

Aries: With Teeth

Taurus: Hurt

Gemini: She’s Gone Away

Cancer: Something I Can Never Have

Leo: Starfuckers Inc

Virgo: A Warm Place

Libra: The Fragile

Scorpio: Closer

Sagittarius: The Perfect Drug

Capricorn: The Day The Whole World Went Away

Aquarius: Sin

Pisces: La Mer

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“Head like a hole, black as your soul, I’d rather die than give you control...”

-Trent Reznor  

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I know who you are

I see you. I see past your pseudo affable demeanor, I see what’s inside, and what’s worse, your kids do too. They didn’t ask to be brought into your nightmare, and to be fair, neither did I. You never gave me a choice, you saw, you wanted, you stole. I see the ugly beast of selfishness, narcissism, ignorance and rage, it controls what passes for your soul. You unleash it a will on the innocents stuck behind your prison walls of fear. I see, I know, I’m fighting my way out and you won’t see it coming. 

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Just.Done. 

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Your Time is Up

I see the smugness in your cold, empty, narcissist heart. You think you’ve won, you’ve finally beaten me into submission and your prize has stopped struggling. You lick your lips in anticipation and go in for the kill. How will you finish me off? One more ugly slut, a few more bruises or a fresh batch of lies? You’ve had nearly twenty years to perfect your game, is that all you have? I’ve already seen it all. At least do me the courtesy of putting a little effort into it. You decide to hit me with all of it, one gigantic powerhouse punch that will put me in my place once in for all. I’ve enjoyed freedoms that a woman should never have for far too long, it’s time to destroy that spirit. I exist to please you and for no other reason, you’re mad that it took so long to convince me of this. 

What you don’t know and what your grossly inflated, festering ego won’t let you see, is that I’ve been quietly waiting for this moment. You may have a couple hundred pounds on me, but I have patience, self control and a brain, you have none of those. You’ve successfully locked me away from the world and now I have no one to come to my rescue; you feel confident that I’m powerless to stop you on my own. I’m ready for you, I almost feel sorry for you...almost.