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I've experienced what I think are potentional pitfalls to look out for that I think are endemic to potentionally "liberal" societies, that are not really mentioned. Well, upon further inspection it's hard to draw the exact origin of the experience. But we'll get into that in my attempt at explaining this.

One thing I've experienced is the refusal to accept or tolerate that we're not all born equally, but with skills and dispositions differing. Living in this country, I have experienced what I think is an on-going tirade and refusal to accept this fact, and my abilities have been progressively lessened, they posses means to do so, there is a variety of tactics they have utilized. With most of them being chemicals undoubtedly. They have this pattern of doing things in a repeated fashion enough times, that it actually causes observable on-going effects in lessening a targeted area, like your eyes, brain, legs, what have you.

This actually does make an incremental sizable difference over time and it does in fact work. The country I live in is considered fairly progressive and what you would call liberal. It's tough to argue that, but to keep things simple we will agree for now. The conservative parts of the country are quite liberal, thus it's that much harder to define what the difference between the conservative and liberal party actually is here. It would take living in one of the most liberal parts of this country to experience a noticeable difference. Living there, I noticed that people carry on in a much hurried and faster manner, people don't really notice or care if you have a quicker pace as much.

But there are still aspects and forces that attempt to penalize you over your perceived difference in abilities, mostly on account of the shadowy federal government I believe. Which has taken effect all across the country. Through most notably, their favorite choice of chemicals, and the like. For example, to make mentally slower, cause real worsening of physical effects on joints, bones and tissue, gas to cause lung and breathing problems, blinding lights to worsen eye sight and loud noises, like greased door hinges that squeek at a deafening pitch, loud speaker phones in public (like ugh that sounds kind of schzio; I mean like at the train stop where it's normal for speaker phones to appear, with the volume as loud as it can go) practically anything you can think of. This has been an all out onslaught to cause what I believe is the enforced "equality" of it's citizens to the same measurable level. (I know this could be spun out of context and made out to sound schizo, but make no mistake this country has gone to great ends to bascially establish all of this, in what I can only surmise as an attempt to create equality. But I have another theory that all of this is actually a thinly veiled attempt at Satanic worship; which, I won't get into here, but there are established norms throughout history as to what constitutes Satanic worship, that goes just beyond just Baal and Moloch, but we won't get into it)

Liberalism is more conservative in this country then actual conservatism I think, which doesn't really make sense. But it's like in communist China I guess. Where the conservatives are communist and then there's more experimental try something different wing of the electoral system.

Here with the conservative parts of the country, you have like big fat people of like mostly British descent, and big fat brown people too, who I think are both lot less seemingly motivated. You seriously are penalized if you don't act on the same level as everyone else around you attribute or ability wise.

It's like all the symbolism involving rabbits in fiction, I think. I take the position of bascially being a "rabbit" with bigger, meaner and nastier (but slower) predators always trying to be guile you in some way. Bascially, becoming angry and ensnarled in some manner. That's at least, I am sure how I was seen most often.

It's especially difficult to hold back when your livelihood is at stake.

Most of the time, I just had a hard time keeping up with everything. I lived in a big city without a vehicle, and I didn't have much money. During certain periods of my life, as a result, I was always in a hurry to keep up with living demands. And the people around me were so privileged, they took offense to this and couldn't understand how someone could carry on in such a quickened pace.

The classism I experienced in the cities was astounding, despite being supposedly "liberal" there was this noticeable dislike of working class people and I remember, there used to be this burgeoning "trend" in an attempt and get some people to wear overalls, instead of simple jeans. There has been on-going strident efforts to attempt and get everyone to stop wearing jeans for some reason, as if jeans are simply a product of western colonialism and the great American "Satan" (my best guesses)

Now, people who are roughly Gen Z stopped wearing jeans and only wear sweatpants, in this country that is.

Freaking sweatpants, why not just invent a new style of pants altogether? Sweatpants aren't a really durable material to be worn regularly as a kind of pants I think. But they're also not that different enough from jeans, so what's the point?

Another aspect that's not really mentioned, but I think this "holding back" denial of our difference in traits and abilities is fundamentally at it's core, almost like some type of quasi religion for these people, I kid you not. You can tell they think they're spiritually superior if they don't happen to rush or act too quickly. It's basically like zen Buddhism or something.

So in conclusion, I'm not really 100% sure how liberal it is altogether, but I think it's a potentional dilemma to look out for and be weary of in certain societies and countries. This denial of the basic fundamentals of equality. There will always be people, that oppose this basic truth and reality as I have myself witnessed. I have suspected that it is a product of liberalism because I think that is basically how you would get away with it, since liberals champion the idea of "equality" it's very easy to pass this off and mistake it as what that equality truly is in essence.

But they wrongly expect to still have very capitalist standards and implantation, but for there to still be quasi-semblance of what they see as "equality." (I guess it's easy to see how equality becomes bastardized in this instance) It is what I would expect to find in the Soviet Union. I've researched the USSR a bit, but you can't really any info on facts like this, most people wouldn't consider it worth noting or taking into consideration. But my point is that the Soviet Union was state capitalist, so here you have these supposed communist style belief systems while still functioning under capitalism itself.

This has been another politically incorrect opinion.

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Oh damn this is fucked up--non-nazism national socialism political ideology scrubbed from the Internet!

This fits the blog for sure then, but I remember it clearly, national socialism was considered a real and legit political philosophy, it was featured on the internet, was featured on sites and had it's own Wikipedia, but it's all gone now! It's been scrubbed from the Internet, all that's left is articles on "nazism" when you look it up. How messed up and unbelievable. This was a seperate political leaning from the nazi kind "national socialism " which was different and removed.

I can't believe it.

I can't believe as a rule, you're given basically no choice but to accept globalism, world-wide hegemony, forced immigration

Wait, I found it. After doing some digging, I was able to find that it goes under "left wing nationalism" now

It appears that many countries have been that at some point or another, apparently Cubas socialist party is nationalist as an example, as is North Korea. But there are many examples.

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I would classify myself somewhat as a leftist, sort of. I guess I have a hard time being sure these days, it's hard to say what distinction I really fall under.

I have gone from being a Marxist and socialist, basically an anarcho-libertarian socialist, which was very appealing to me in many ways, and still is. But then I had many experiences with unmet racism, hostility and antagonism which were all very unmitigated, which lead me to believe the rest of the world is a little freaking screwed up and not really very nice in actuality. I think there are probably lots of exceptions and I'm not really against any one specific group altogether, but I just have severe doubts about a borderless type of world that Marx spoke in favor of in his theories.

I lived in a country that is pretty progressive, liberal and globalist, with there being almost no place you can go to get away. I traveled all over my country, and...it was pretty much the same everywhere. I also lived in a city where there was a lot of tourists, and people who visit from all over the world, and I was specifically in a place where I was in close contact with and exposed to a lot of foreigners on a regular basis. And I would also just happen to run into a lot of foreigners on a regular basis in general they're practically everywhere. And with tourism, and globalism, It's become this weird trend, something you're almost expected to do. Which is to travel all the time. And then there's also immigration, and migrants, newly immigrated workers.

I know people will try to say it's my fault somehow, that it's easy to get along with people, and such, but this wasn't the case, like I said it was largely unmitigated and I did nothing to instigate it, which was what was so unsettling about the affair. Just the fact that you cannot talk about or say anything negative about the 'majority' or the in-group, or mention public abuses you might have experienced is reason enough for refusal to go along with the majority and rejecting the system dictating the norms.

And I want to clear out that, I can sort of understand things like why people resort to crime and why someone would feel the need to start a gang and how that works, but I felt that what I experienced was perhaps potentionally worse then just regular crime, but also because many times it wasn't organized crime, but supposed "normal" people acting out against me which is almost more unsettling.

But nonetheless, I have basically considered national socialism as an alternative, it's an actual political leaning and is not outright "nazism" itself but instead exactly what it sounds like. The only problem is I think to really make socialism work it really benefits from being internationalist, so I am just not really sure about that. I haven't really decided for myself yet on a political outlook these days, since what I experienced. I would have to do more research, but unfortunately the research and theories don't really exist yet for the reasoning behind national socialist versus international socialism, you're bascially left in the dark. I think the idea is that you would need an internationalist workers movement to really effectively dismantle capitalism, one countries populace alone probably isn't enough.

And thus that's what I've generally come to conclude, is that there still exists possibly hope for a international workers movement, and it's my hope that the workers movement wouldn't be prejudiced or adverse and hateful. But it's hard to be sure, there's not much info out there I can find that would aid me in further alleviating my uncertainty. Which is why I guess, that I add it to this blog, because it kind of fits, one of the main ideas behind this was controversial thoughts but also ideas or thoughts that are not really featured or you can find anywhere else.

But I just want to make it clear, I am not a Nazi, but I've seriously considered being a national socialist, which is not Nazism in itself. A seperare ideology from nazism.

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I would say that the reason I am not a Nazi is for reasons like the White Rose movement and what happened to Sophie Scholl. It was just absolutely atrocious, this story alone is one of many reasons, but it really stands out and personifies their wrong doings.

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But what I find so strange is that these Eastern European countries, ones who were opposed to the Third Reich originally are now calling for fascism. Like Poland of all places, what are they doing being fascist? And Israel? It's just really weird to me, and it feels altogether a little topsy turvy and upsides down.

I believe there's something we're not being lead in on or fully told, and I almost suspect this could be a way to cause further disinformation and confusion. What would cause these countries who fought against fascism be the ones becoming fascist and tolitarian themselves?

It's hard not to think that the jews are is partially to blame for the immense traction and support that America gives to Israel itself. But I'm not peddling zionist conspiracies here, that's not my aim. In the past, it is clear and easy to see why Israel and America developed a close working relationship that they had fostered in the past, but I fail to find further continued or present day explanation for the continued persecution of Gaza and Palestine. Something about it all just doesn't add up to me, is Israel of all places really a fascist state? What about the bolsheviks, they were also known for having pretty extreme behavior too, but you hardly ever hear about the brutality Soviet Union.

And it seems a little strange that the support Israel garners in America, which could be fostered by larger Jewish bodies and interests, is in fact fascist. For one, I think because the jews aren't really known for openly supporting fascism. I don't really think that Israel is like this far removed entity and thing way out in the middle east, while the jews in places like America and elsewhere have no connection to it, I don't really buy that,

There in fact has actually been tension and conflict between self identified jews and other entities, like Palestine supports, and I think there was something to do some fight with a sports team that was pro Palestine and it caused a public fight and likewise there is pro Palestine artwork/public mural that was defaced and painted over with the Israel flag in Montreal. I've heard of a lot of stories like that, like the Jewish guy who shot two men he thought were Palestinians.

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I think this is pretty strange and I can't shake this feeling of unease. For one, everyone is quick to talk about the supposed threat of fascism, and the apparent warning signs. How America is descending into fascism, and this is true.

But what I don't hear anyone pointing out is how so many countries right now are struggling with fascism and authoritarianism. For one, Poland has been struggling with authoritarianism it's been purported, but the threat has been said to have been deciminated, but yet there's always a noticeable number of neo nazi polish posters on 4chan. Thus I think putting these together we can say that Poland of all places struggles with Neo-Nazism. There is probably a high percentage of support for fascism there. There's been a lot of videos of Ukraine brandishing Nazi flags and making Nazi gestures, so it's fair to say there's a high percentage of fascists in Poland right now, and Russia does rightfully call Ukraine fascist. But that's the thing, Russia is considered fascist. They've pretty much always been authoritarian, but in recent history somewhere along the lines they became fascist too.

Israel. Israel is basically fan-fucking-tactically fascist. I strongly believe Canada has become authoritarian, though I hesitate to call them fascist. In some ways, they are really leftist, in other ways, they are quite right wing, because they're all about austerity, very classist, and social hierarchy based. But I count them on the list.

And then the grand mack daddy, America is descending into or struggling deeply with fascism as well.

Well all, in all, that is a lot of countries struggling with fascism, more then only three. I'm sure there's more probably. So I just have to ask, what is the reasoning for this?