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I can be brutally honest, and really upfront

But don't mistake it for not caring, it's quite opposite, I care to not have make those mistakes.

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I ask myself sometimes why I'm in this relationship, and then just answer myself saying it's because: I love you. Maybe a little too much.

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I guess I'm old and irrelevant now.

Cool thanks.

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When I first heard this song, I didn’t really understand how much it would connect to me. I don’t normally hear a song and have a connection to it, I like how it sounds, know the beats, or even know some of the words but never have I ever had a song that I can emotionally connect with. Sam Smith’s Make it to Me did just that for me.

Listening to the song, I instantly think about my LDR with my girlfriend and how difficult it was to be away from her. Sure I did things that distracted my mind from the fact that she was gone but somehow I found myself constantly wandering towards her. Thinking about whether if she’s having a good day, if she did her homework, or even if she ate her favorite bag of gummy worms. You never really know how important something, or this case, someone is to you till she is gone. Sadly to say that we’ve both drifted apart, not because we wanted to or anything like that it was more of just circumstances. Many times I felt like I was the distant stranger and I just longed for her to be back. to come back.

A friend of mine recently made choreography to this song, and it beautifully described the feeling of the song, the same feelings I harbor for my very own relationship. When he taught the moves, I could feel how each move felt with the words because I could relate a memory to each word, each hit. Many times I found myself just wanting to do it alone because I would tell everyone my dance partner isn’t here.The ending of his choreography is where it hits close to home. I didn’t realize it at the time but the ending is just a couple that dances together into each others arms. From my point of view, it resembled my own relationship with my girlfriend, after all the ups and downs of this long year, in the end all I want to do is just have her in my arms again to dip her, to hold her hand, and feel the emotions of just being finally in her presence again.Who knows, maybe even after when dance is all said and done, I’ll find myself dancing the choreography but this time around it will be with her.

JC

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That moment

When you feel like no one around likes you genuinely as a friend or otherwise.

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Good friends, good drinks, and even better vibes. #midnight #moonshine #wanderlust #travel #vsco #usf (at Mr. Dunderbak's)

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Good friends. Good drinks and good vibes. #nightslikethis #midnight #moonshine #vsco #usf (at Mr. Dunderbak's)

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Hey come check out @usffoodiesclub first meeting of the semester! #freefood #usf

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“It’s Been An Adventure, Mr. Fredricksen.”

“Adventure Is Out There!”

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It's been a really long time since I felt really alone..

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Two months into our relationship you once asked me how much I loved you and I just said “From here”. You didn’t get it and you got mad and thought I was playing around.

Breaking up after almost two years together, I sent you a message 6 months later saying “To Here”.

You still didn’t get it.

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tararang :)