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Colt 1911, chambered in .38 Super

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A STAR EXPLOSION IS NOW VISIBLE TO THE NAKED EYE!

For the next few weeks, a nova will be visible at night from both the South and North hemispheres! More info:

If you like the stars like I do, help a sick baby live to see them.

Raneen and Ahmed, @a00h3, are my friends. They live in Gaza, under genocide. Their baby has cancer; we urgently need $600 before the end of the week to pay for his life-saving surgeries. Please donate to help the baby live!!

Their account is vetted by @90-ghost , @gazavetters (#576) , and @bilal-salah0. Gofundme takes too long, you can dm @a00h3 if you want to confirm that paypal goes to them. Please help.

When you donate, please don't mention Raneen or Ahmed Hammad in the paypal message. PayPal is racially profiling and it is retaining all money that accompanies those names. PLEASE HELP MY FRIENDS SURVIVE THIS INJUSTICE!!

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donations for marah have significantly slowed down! the balousha family is famished, exhausted, depressed, and desperate. i care about them deeply and i hope that you're able to share this post and spare a dollar or two! :)

I am hosting this campaign !! The money you have all helped raise for this family has kept them alive through this nightmare - please continue to share and donate if you can!

@mahrahpalestine @palestinian95 this campaign is vetted, please check marah's blog(s) out!

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(messages shared with permission)

it's impossible not to feel the same giddy joy amal (@/amal-ashour-now2) has about being a new mum again, reading those messages

but with it, amal's terrified, because her life isn't even remotely the same as the one it was during her first pregnancy. the beautiful life amal & moatasem created for their new family, turned into nothing but a waking nightmare since oct. 2023. little maryam, who's not even 3, has known a life of bullets and bombs, tents and endless hunger, longer than she's known the life of security and calm her parents provided her with for the first 9 months of her life. and at a time when amal needs to be stress-free, well rested, and to have access to proper nutrition, she's been deprived of all three. now, she's also facing the daunting task of having to start over her campaign (read more about why here).

but this is one burden she doesn't have to face alone—she has all of us. i implore you, please donate any amount you're able to give, to help amal & her family survive their current situation. any amount, no matter how small, will be a literal lifeline for the four of them

vetted here (#175)

tagging for reach, rbs greatly appreciated but lemme know if you'd like off in the future

@000marie198 @dirhwangdaseul @bilal-sala7 @teriiblog @bug-slappy

@sealsdaily @jewfrogs @postanagramgenerator @vampiricvenus

@laz-laz-ace-pilot @kordeliiius @punkeropercyjackson @pureseasalt

@monstermashpotato @certifiedsexed @thatdiabolicalfeminist @rickybabyboy

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@pbscore @cfo-of-antifa @ophiocordyceps @featheredcritter @omegaversereloaded

@autisticmudkip @celadonwanderer @paparoach @papenathys

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@colombogramme @theropoda @noble-kale @ghostofanonpast @turian

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you've been saying your analysis about ralsei has gotten disproven/become irrelevant after the new chapters - im curious as to why you think that cause personally i still think everything you've said holds up (esp since we still havent gotten to the reveal of ralsei knowing about the player or his origins)

it’s mostly to do with the fact that I was ascribing a high level of intent to ralsei’s actions that further the romantic coding between him and kris, which to me seems pretty disproven at this point. based on his insistence that he doesn’t deserve to be loved or cared for, and how guilty he feels for making kris and susie get attached to him, it seems really unlikely that his goal is to get the player to fall in love with him, unless he’s playing a really long game.

there’s also the fact that kris seems much more open to giving or receiving affection from ralsei- it feels like kris really does like him. maybe not romantically, but there’s a level of care that felt forced before but now seems genuine. kris is the one who chose to hug and comfort ralsei at the end of chapter 4, we didn’t tell them to make that action. and kris is repeatedly insistent that ralsei does NOT look like asriel, to the point they seem pretty uncomfortable with the idea. there’s a lot of ways you can interpret that, but if they were trying to keep the player from shipping them with ralsei it would be counterproductive.

also there’s this

pretty inconsistent if kris and ralsei are the “intended” couple!

I still have a lot of questions too of course. ralsei without a doubt knows about the player, which colors his relationship with kris in a shady light no matter what. he knows most of kris’s choices are ours, not theirs, and idk if he can tell which are which. but ralsei reacting by being bashful and cute now reads much more as him experiencing real joy and desire rather than as any kind of manipulation tactic, so it’s probably just something he guiltily indulges in.

with all that, I no longer think the prophecy dictates that ralsei and kris, or ralsei and the player, have to end up together. ralsei seems to hate the prophecy anyway and is just resigned to his fate, and trying to make it easier for everyone else. if there’s any kind of influence on the romantic angle with him, it’s something that’s coming from an even further outside layer, and it seems like ralsei is totally unaware of it. I think parts of my analysis still apply on a strictly metatextual level but I doubt that it will become textual in the way I predicted.

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its venus @zodiacage posting for my friend moe on its account. what it said:

"hi im not really on tumblr anymore (besides my boosting sideblog) due to harassment & stalking. i do still desperately need help. been insanely busy sorting out what i can take with, what to give away & what to trash of my belongings. as well as sort out the last things i Must do before leaving nevada.

trying to make it to WA to be with my wife soon. but i need more time, at least another week or two. please, help. other bills r creeping up now on top of it all. plus i still need an art tablet so i can do comms, which i cant get if i have no address to send it to.

im still working over the exact list of things i need to get done & have time for before leaving which i will post to my gfm sometime today. so make sure to check there later. anything helps, we have until Wednesday, June 25th (before 8pm PST) to pay rent & late fees specifically. at $299/$440 needed, rest of details & amounts needed below cut. consider helping a victim/survivor get away from abusers & their traumatized cat get stability. im a mixed poc, latine, trans, bi, my bday is June 30th, etc etc too."

capp vnmo kofi 𖹭 gfm

paylinks crwdfund info

"what my normal rent looks like vs what ill have to pay with late fee. these are receipts from previous times."

"amounts needed & dates due:

— rent & late fees $440, by 6/25 8pm*

— credit card due today $30

— art tablet (affirm, no interest) $100~

— transport to WA $300-$400**

— vet for infection teeth vax $500/1k~

*important thing to know is that this is for this week, after which rent will be due again on thursday june 26th. i need only a lil more time though which is a good thing but if we have to flee early i will end up homeless. as ill most likely be stuck in nevada still.

**or if sm1 can drive me (& possibly my cat) from vegas to seattle please lmk. it would help a lot! we're seeing if my cat can stay with someone secure here briefly before bringing him to seattle. as i have nowhere up there for him to be yet, and if i stay possibly with my wifes parents i cant bring him. if you can take care of my senior baby boy please also lmk! my discord is @ ut.dr (with period).

this isnt the full list but that will be posted to gfm today. fighting against extreme dissociation, stress & brain fog so please forgive me. i just want the details to be as accurate as possible. i apologize for the small text too, its to avoid tumblr cutting it off as a longer post as ppl usually skip past those. my past posts are here. here's the posts my friends venus and ethan offered to make for me here & here. i also heavily recommend you check out my post spreading sideblog for others who need help.

im hoping to get my feet on the ground in WA and be able to try job hunting asap. no use job hunting in NV anymore when im gtfo soon. but i doubt ill get a job immediately anyways. which is why i need the ability to start comms again. ty for reading, ily all. remember anything helps, even $1. (all amounts r USD btw)"

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IT FUCKIN YURI DAAAAAAAAAAAY

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the devils inside me... (Structured dissociation) They fucking torture me every day and steal my mind.... (Clean my area and do repetitive tasks) They want the worst for me... (Keeps me from getting sick in The Scary Field trip)

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my dreams don't last anymore and I move thru the world like there's water everywhere... But u can't medicate a symptom that only shows up sometimes in specific conditions =___= teme...

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i think the reason I conceptualize that I'm "tired of being sober" is that I don't really get downtime much anymore. Even when I relax @ home it's still tense here... Also my sleep is fucked frequently without my control and I dislike that. Not many changes have happened in my life using edibles vs not but I've been super hyper conscious over if I'm "dependent or not" (...I'd use them once or twice a month.) and my relationship with substances compared to medication. I feel like there's a cocoon inside me waiting to burst and all I can do for now is hold it back but by bit until my True Mental Illness (schizo or manic episode) happens again. When u look at the cocoon u think "damn it'd be nice to take time for myself to meditate and sleep" but I don't have that anymore cuz it's hatchingggggg

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I'm going to kill my friends dad so for real for real but not actually cuz I'm an adult now but genuinely scum of the fucking earth grrr..... how can u be mean to ur daughter she's so fucking nice and awesome n I will GET U SIR GRAAAAAHHAHHHH

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I have a lot of love in my heart it's just hard to let out sometimes cuz when put on the spot I'm good w words but they aren't mine

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I need 6-8 hour hangouts primarily silence but sadly people just aren't built like I am: insane

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I have nothing against trans girl headcanon stuff where people are like "this character would dress and present exactly the same as they did pretransition" but its always applied to characters it absolutely would not apply to

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my toddler is 3 years old and wont eat anything other than fine porterhouse steaks and sweet port wine

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“Women don’t have rights in Iran, they are homophobic in Iran!”

A black woman’s dying body was used to incubate a fetus because the state said so and the Supreme Court, regurgitating debunked talking points, ruled that trans kids could be denied gender affirming care that is proven to save lives. Does that justify a foreign power bombing New Jersey indiscriminately? Like some of y’all don’t give a fuck about LGBTQ Iranians or women in that country because I never saw a people get free through just having their shit blown up