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I thought I was healed already, but turns out it has been too long since I got the trigger.

Tiba-tiba sedih sekali.... kok bisa begitu ya.... jadinya nangis sambil nyapu... tapi cuma dua tetes soalnya lantainya ga keliatan.... terus aku rebahan... I feel better.

Terus bangun eh sedih lagi.... kenapa pada ga ngerti aku ya... terus pampering my self di kamar.... wow mulus juga ni muka trims retinol.... tiduran lagi.... terus mikir....

did I bookmarked that Swann Arlaud edit?

ternyata Swann Arlaud adalah solusi. Swann Arlaud is love. Swann Arlaud is life.

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saya ketika interview nyampe user, dibilang you're ✨dazzling✨ ampe usernya bingung mo nanya apa lagi, 'ooh ya it's ok nanti ada training', 'if you're here i'll remember the one with glasses is you' trus minggu depannya dapet wasaf 'mohon maaf anda tidak diterima' HA ELAHHHHH

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Favorite The Office cold-opens (on-going):

the altoids

dwight pepper spray

michael cement face prints

oscar's explaining surplus in lemonade terms to michael

the radar gun in front of the building!!!

fire simulation (JAIL)

HEEEEEY

kevin transfer calls

cheesepuffs!

parkour! extreme! parkour! parkour!

M. Night Shulman

not cold-open BUT Hide's story is EPIC

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Day 17: Post about your zodiac sign, and whether or not it fits you

The Earth Sign—Taurus. Gonna skip this because I don't believe such things heheh. Leave your judgements below:

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Day 16: Something that you miss

I miss being passionate and having the guts to look for the silver linings on every storms that I met. What makes me happy back then wasn't as thrilling as before. I saw this tweet days ago.. says that it's a part of adulting. Is it?

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Day 15: Bullet-point your whole day

bangun pagi sarapan roti tawar expired sehari sama nyeduh kopi. biar membunuh bakteri rotinya aku garang di wajan enak krenyes-krenyes. kopinya white coffee kopi tarik; kurang suka soalnya susu bubuknya kepisah gitu rasa dancow asa teu nyararambung.

nyiapin orderan buat dikirim nanti sore sambil nyetel sportifai.

beresin kamar sama nyapu ngepel. cuci piring. angkat jemuran. kopinya sisa setengah. udah agak siang jadi aku tambah es.

makan siang sama nasi + tumis daging cabe ijo sisa kemaren. dagingnya alotttt.

tiduran bentar. main shopee candy. makan esgrim max switch (?) yang coklat enak coy hidden gem warung sayur.

keluar jalan kaki ke jnt drop pesenan. tadinya mau beli pisang ijo tapi ga ada :(((( jadinya kesambet beli thai tea. sama beli baso. hehehe

udah deh pulang lagi. matahari lagi mencrang jadi lumayan panas. nyampe rumah thai teanya cair :(((( tapi tetep enak

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Day 14: Post your favorite movies that you never get tired of watching

kayaknya kategori favorite dan never get tired of watching adalah dua hal yang gabisa disatuin (kalo gw). alias yang jadi favorite movie malah kayaknya baru 1-2 kali nonton, karena semembekas itu dan gamau jadi bosen aja heuheuehu.

mungkin comfort movie? masuk lah jadi never get tired of watching. tidak lain tidak bukan adalah;

sebenernya bukan yang 'WOE BAGUS BANGET NI FELM LO SEMUA HARUS NONTON1!!!' tapi lumayan enjoyable. ceritanya tentang anak remaja dengan anxiety disorder (kalo ga salah ye), lagi ditimpuk sama masalah akademik, peralihan menuju dewasa, ditambah keluarganya yang yaa pada ga paham. akhirnya maksa ke IGD biar dimasukin ke psych ward, tapi bangsal remaja lagi direnov jadi kepaksa gabung sama bangsal dewasa yang notabenenya lebih 'ajaib'.

si anak remaja ini (Craig) dengan cara mikir yang kayak 'waduh begimana nih??' 'kalo gini nanti begitu dong???' 'kalo begitu nanti berabe???' 'yakalo berabe gua juga gamau???' sangat relatable dengan diriqu yang grasa grusu harus ini harus itu. rasanya pala lu mau meledak tapi tiap mau diomongin bingung, kaya ga ada apa-apa.

It's fun to see Craig's journey turning into Cool-Craig (well, the cooler version of Craig, obviously). mulai figure out harus darimana dan ngapain aja. apakah nonton ini akan membuat anda becoming the cooler version of yourself??? mungkin hahaha.

one thing I realized the more I step forward, the more I got +1 cool point. the more I got older the more cooler I be. not that 'cool' yet, but there's enough coolness to be cheered and proud of (●'◡'●).

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Day 13: What are you excited about?

you.

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Day 12: Write about five blessings in your life

A roof upon my head while I sleep (can't imagine if otherwise happened)

A decent relationship with my family (there's still a little debate this debate that, but can't change the fact that they're my home)

Not so much good friends (literally you can count with only ONE hand) but those are really worth to keep up with

Still be able to be a practicing moslem (somehow made me think Islam has answer for everything like HOW)

Tiramisu, Nasi Padang, Mint Choco, Se'i Sapi, various traditional sambal except sambal terasi (sorry)

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baru ngepost 1x setelah sekian lama tiba2 nambah follower tapi akun spam boqep semua tu konsepnya gimana

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Day 11: Something you always think “What if…” about

What if I spent a normal three years, instead of two, in middle school?

What if I believe in myself more, choosing liberal arts, instead of STEM major?

What if I reach out first to someone that I feel comfortable with, instead of being a coward?

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hi

komedi adalah ketika gua kira akun tumblr gua pake secondary email yang udah gua apus (apa lupa password ya) jadinya dipasrahkan aja etaunya iseng login pake email utama dan BISA hhhh

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Day 10: Write about something for which you feel strongly 

males nulis panjang-panjang akkawkow. dari podcastnya bang Adri, lupa episode berapa. tapi w simpen di notes.

‘hardwork beats talent when the talent doesn’t work hard’

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Day 8: Share something you struggle with

Hi yeorobun i’m back~

Ternyata challenge ini tetep gabisa terpenuhi tepat waktu. Jadi jawaban absolut yang sebenernya dari dulu udah ada hasilnya; i am sucks with this kind of stuff. Tapi akan tetep diselesaikan sebagaimana mestinya sih. Cuman ya bisa banget baru beres pas akhir taun wkwkwk.

Pandemi sekarang memang paling ajaib ya, kek apa aja bisa kejadian. Dah capek di rumah pinginnya kabur. Tapi apa daya saya cuman pengangguran dan miskin :’) like, wHY adulting is so harddddd. Banyak hal personal yang mulai jadi pertanyaan. Kenapa begini, kenapa begitu. 

All I can do is wondering.

and trying.

and asking for some help, maybe?

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Day 4: Write about someone who inspires you

kagum sama ibu-ibu. literally ibu-ibu, apapun backgroundnya. mau wanita karir atau bukan, sudah menikah atau belum, child-free atau pun engga.

jadi sebetulnya wak baru nonton mamahnya si kembar sojun-soeun di sini. kayak woy keren banget gak??? florist yang kerja di rumah, masak ini itu bisa (sampe ada file resep segede gaban), urusan home-chores wow pasti sudah khatam, belum ngurus suami dan anak secara bersamaan. ya mon maap saya kelamaan berdiri aja suka oleng :’)

terus baru kemarin marathon world of the married (disaat orang-orang nonton startUp, yes, i know) dalam dua hari. sebenernya highlight ceritanya tetep ke perselingkuhan sih ya, tapi masih tetep menyediakan berbagai POV ibu-ibu. like how much they’re willing to struggle, how they gossip and handle the gossips as well, how much people degrading you just because you’re a woman, and how much people prasing you, because you’re a woman.

pokoknya setiap ibu-ibu pasti punya charmnya masing-masing. but still kita tuh tau kalo beliau ya ibu-ibu. hayo tebak sudah ada berapa kata ibu dalam tulisan ini? awoakowa

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30 Day Writing Challenge

Day 1: List 10 things that make you really happy

Day 2: Write something that someone told you about yourself that you never forgot

Day 3: What are your top three pet peeves?

Day 4: Write about someone who inspires you

Day 5: List five places you want to visit

Day 6: Five ways to win your heart

Day 7: List 10 songs that you’re loving right now

Day 8: Share something you struggle with

Day 9: Post some words of wisdom that speak to you

Day 10: Write about something for which you feel strongly

Day 11: Something you always think “What if…” about

Day 12: Write about five blessings in your life

Day 13: What are you excited about?

Day 14: Post your favorite movies that you never get tired of watching

Day 15: Bullet-point your whole day

Day 16: Something that you miss

Day 17: Post about your zodiac sign, and whether or not it fits you

Day 18: Post 30 facts about yourself

Day 19: Discuss your first love

Day 20: Post about three celebrity crushes

Day 21: What three lessons do you want your children to learn from you?

Day 22: Put your music on shuffle and post the first ten songs

Day 23: A letter to someone, anyone

Day 24: Write about a lesson you’ve learned the hard way

Day 25: Think of any word. Search it on google images. Write something inspired by the 11th image

Day 26: Write about an area in your life you’d like to improve

Day 27: Conversely, write about something that’s kicking ass right now

Day 28: Post five things that make you laugh-out-loud

Day 29: What are your goals for the next 30 days?

Day 30: Your highs and lows for the month

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how the hell I skipped day 4 and day 8