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" it's fine , no worries. " he simply responds , still smiling like he's forgotten how to do anything else with his face. it's a little strained at this point but the contact of her hand against his shoulder seems to kick-start his brain again and the smile finally relaxes on his face. blue eyes drop to her hand and back up to her , unsure where this is going for a moment. he doesn't respond right away as he studies her face for a couple of beats before he merely says , " okay. "
@gravdefy
it was that smile on his face. it was a smile that almost made any piece of anger in sophia's body vanish instantly. she didn't mean to be so short or rude to him; it wasn't normally like her. there was just so much on her plate that it just slipped out. she let out a sigh as the anger just melted away and shook her head. ‟ no... no i'm sorry. i didn't mean to sound so rude. ”
reaching out, she rested a tentative hand on his shoulder and gave it a gentle squeeze. if she was being honest, she felt more embarrassed than anything. sophia always seemed to take on too many things at one time and then everything would build up and she stressed herself out. ‟ again i'm really sorry. i've just got a lot i'm dealing with. please — please stay. ”
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calum doesn't realize he's holding his breath until the emt eddie presses on a spot on his hand that sends white hot pain searing through his arm , momentarily knocking the breath out of him. his body shifts , wanting to pull away from what is currently causing him pain ( eddie ) but logically he knows better. the guy is just doing his job , after all. he forces a nod as the pain subsides and returns to the dull ache that has been emanating from his arm since the injury happened less than an hour ago.
he watches and winces as the emt works on putting on the makeshift splint around his hand , trying not to wince too much from his broken arm being handled. he says , " that'd be great , thanks " in reference to the pain medicine but fumbles on responding to the contact question. " yeah , uh. . .no – no , it's fine. i'm fine. " because it's easier than telling this stranger that the nearest family or friend is over five thousand miles away.
@gravdefy
eddie offers a soft smile with a nod and reaches out to look over calums hand. he presses gently on specific points to make sure there isn't any additional damage before gently releasing the hand back. ‘unfortunately, i think it's broken but they will be able to CONFIRM IT AT THE HOSPITAL. i can get it splinted here that way we can keep it as immobile as possible and can get you some medication to help with the pain. ’
thankfully, he had what he needed inside his bag and was able to get the splint on rather quickly. turning back, he looked at calum with a brief smile. ‘ that's about all we can do until we get to the hospital. we can head out here now but is there anyone we should contact for you? would you like something for the pain? I have stuff in my bag that I can draw up quickly if needed. ’
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𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚏𝚢 𝚠𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚍. 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚊 🎁 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚑𝚞𝚏𝚏𝚕𝚎.
🎁 / blink-182 - after midnight
" i can't keep your voice out of my head. " his gaze is lowered as he speaks , his head dipped down , shy-like. almost as if he's afraid he'll be too intense , too soon. or that she won't feel the same at all.
it's been a while since he's felt comfortable enough to open up to someone else -- to truly tell them how he feels. not that he hasn't had any other relationships since his ex-wife. they've never lasted , though. but then you can't expect something to last if you're not willing to be open with the other person in the first place , right? it's not so much that he doesn't want to be open , it's just that sometimes he can't.
when he dares to raise his attention back on sophia , he smiles. it's the kind of smile that says , " this is crazy , right? " the kind of smile that always seems to bubble up to the surface when he's nervous. he's a nervous smiler. whether or not that will make the situation worse , is up to @gravdefy to decide.
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𝚙𝚛𝚎-𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚎 𝟸.𝟶
✿ / @gravdefy ( for sophia )
FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / sophie is the good influence / [ your muse ] is the bad influence / [ my muse ] is the good influence / [ my muse ] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush / [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [ from your muses side ] / unrequited [ from my muses side ] / unrequited [ from both sides ] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [ metaphorical ] / soulmates [ literal ] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [ on your muse ] / cheating [ with your muse ] / other
FAMILIAL. siblings [ half ] / siblings [ step ] / [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours / [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing / [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing / other
ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other
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PAUL MESCAL as Calum in Aftersun (2022) dir. Charlotte Wells
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spotify wrapped has arrived. send me a number from 1-100 for a starter based on that song, or a lyric from it, or send a 🎁 for me to shuffle.
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things happen. calum nods , his thoughts momentarily flooding his brain before he blinks back to the present. this was supposed to be his weekend with sophie but at the last moment plans had been changed. as if calum hadn't been preparing for his daughter's arrival and time together ( as if his time isn't as important ).
shoulders hunch forward slightly from the pain , calum still holds his arm close to his chest. dark blue eyes drop as if he's already forgotten all about the reason the paramedics are here. thoughts and pain are beginning to catch up to him but he gives eddie a nod as he holds it out the best he can. " calum. " he says finally , like a delayed reaction.
eddie, his son chris, and his siblings needed to get away from the big city, so they took the leap across the pond. with his credentials, it was easy for him to take a few extra training courses to be able to CONTINUE THE SAME WORK he did in the states. it was an adjustment but everyone seemed to be settling in well. just like back in LA, as the station bell rang, he descended the stairs and got into the truck, before heading off to their first call of the day.
when they arrived and he climbed out, he was the first to approach the male, hazel eyes remained fixed as he explained what happened. something in his gut told him there was more to the story but he wasn't going to push it. ‘ don't worry about it, things happen. ’ he placed his bag on the table off to the side and reached in to put on a pair of exam gloves. ‘ is it alright if I check it over? i'm eddie by the way. ’
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↪ 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚄𝚂𝚃𝚈 𝚃𝙾𝚈𝙱𝙾𝚇 .
get out of my way . i won’t tell you again . / @donohcrm ( sophia )
calum smiles. he can't help himself. maybe it's a nervous tic , something to do with his face when he doesn't know what else to do with himself when being confronted. which could currently explain the confrontational tone from the woman standing before him. he never was good with confrontation. " uh. . .yeah -- sure. " he finally spits out with a shrug , the smile still awkwardly stuck on his ( stupid ) face as he steps to the side to let her pass. " sorry. "
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↪ 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚄𝚂𝚃𝚈 𝚃𝙾𝚈𝙱𝙾𝚇 .
can you tell me what happened ? / @donohcrm ( eddie )
" uh , well. . . " he gives the firefighter a funny look as he fumbles for words. because maybe admitting to what he was actually doing would open up something deeper inside him that he wasn't ready to face yet ( or ever ). so he'll tell a little white lie that will be close enough to the truth that no one will really question it. " i , uh. . .my daughter left some of her things here and i left them by the stairs to remember to return them to her and. . .well -- " shoulders ride up in a shrug , calum looking every bit embarrassed at his supposed stupidity. " wasn't sure if i should drive with a broken arm , so. . . " here we are , he finishes with a forced smile.
#( ANS. )#donohcrm#( VRS. ) 〉MODERN.#[ i just realized i only have 2 icons made#so i'm going to go iconless for the moment lol ]
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PAUL MESCAL in AFTERSUN (2022) directed by Charlotte Wells
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↪ ᵗʰᵉ 𝑫𝑼𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑻𝑶𝒀𝑩𝑶𝑿 . ( a collection of various unsorted sentence starters . adjust phrasing as necessary . no longer updating . )
why are you here ?
drive . drive fast .
i think we should make an informed decision .
are you coming or not ?
you’ve been avoiding me .
[ name ] , what were you thinking ?
this should be your priority .
let me hold you for a minute .
get out of my way . i won’t tell you again .
that wasn’t supposed to happen .
can you keep a secret ?
i don’t know what i did to deserve you .
you seriously think i could’ve done something like that ?
you’re safe with me .
sorry isn’t good enough .
where is all this coming from ?
who told you about that ?
sorry i’m late , i got caught up .
you’re being paranoid .
why are you looking at me like that ?
you’re the single most important thing to me .
all i’m asking is that you hear me out .
whatever they told you , it’s a lie .
we shouldn’t stick around here .
hold my hand , i don’t want to lose track of you .
[ name ] … truth or dare ?
i love you . nothing’s gonna change that .
can you tell me what happened ?
you can’t come around here anymore .
back off , okay ?
what , you don’t have time for me anymore ?
you’re asking for too much .
i’m trying to start a new life .
what do you mean , you aren’t coming back ?
sometimes i think you must hate me .
why can’t we just talk about this ?
i know i fucked up , you can stop rubbing it in .
you’ve got quite a reputation .
i’m not usually like this , i’m sorry .
please , just let me explain myself .
i love watching you work .
we’re on the same team .
did you ever tell anyone ?
you’ve got a lot of explaining to do .
really funny , you’re very mature .
you call THAT a PLAN ?
can we get out of here ?
i thought things would be different .
this is not up for debate !
do whatever you have to do .
karma’s going to get you for that .
it could’ve been a lot worse .
i asked you to leave me out of this .
maybe it’s time to take a leap of faith .
i never want to see you again .
can you see how many fingers i’m holding up ?
i’m gonna be there when you get what’s coming to you .
you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me .
i’ve been waiting all night for this .
i told you not to contact me .
sometimes i really think you have a death wish .
what do you need ? — what can i do ?
i would do literally anything to keep you safe .
that was supposed to be a secret .
you haven’t called me that in years .
stop telling me to calm down !
we make a pretty good team .
i have so much i want to say to you .
i’m not going to let anyone hurt you .
can we please not do this right now ?
wait , wait … just breathe for a second .
how are you holding up ?
why don’t you stay the night ? i’ll take the couch .
i don’t need your protection !
you’re not making this easier on yourself .
are you going to let me in ?
i’m supposed to be protecting you .
i will kill you if i have to .
do whatever you have to do .
this is going to hurt , i’m sorry .
what happened to you , where have you been ?!
there was nothing you could’ve done .
you’re all i need right now .
i don’t believe in love at first sight .
have you been following me ?
i need you to believe me .
what do you remember ?
i’m not a good person .
what the hell’s going on with you ?
you’re being followed .
just when i thought my day couldn’t be any worse .
i’ve been having weird dreams .
so you’ve been lying to me this whole time ?
are you trying to get us killed ?
this is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me .
i never asked for your help .
you’re being followed , pretend you know me .
why has it started to feel different with you ?
don’t worry , i have a plan .
i heard everything .
do you need to sit down ?
i have the right to know what’s going on .
i’ve just gotta catch my breath .
stay out of my business .
what did you think was going to happen ?!
don’t cause a scene .
tell me something about you that i don’t know .
can i buy you a drink ?
what if … we played spin the bottle ?
this was never a problem until [ name ] came around .
you can’t ask me to make that choice .
are you seeing anyone right now ?
i need you to listen to me , we don’t have long .
you’re lying , that doesn’t make any sense .
you look … stunning .
what are you trying to prove ?
who died and made you the boss of me ?
you can’t just show up here like this .
let me make it up to you .
there’s no way i’m leaving you like this .
can we stay like this ? just for a little longer .
i don’t need you to fight for me .
so … you lied to me ?
you’re the only one that can help me .
i can’t help you if you won’t let me .
i never introduced myself , i’m [ name ] .
i expected more from you .
you have no idea who i am , do you ?
are you real ? is this real ?
can i stay with you ? just for the night .
you’re going to get yourself killed .
why did you help me ?
tell me what i can do to help .
pick a card , any card .
i never wanted any of this .
i love you . you don’t have to say it back .
do you wanna get out of here ?
what the hell are you talking about ?
i should have trusted you .
get your head out of the clouds .
how is any of this MY fault ?!
what aren’t you telling me ?
i can’t help you if you won’t let me .
it’s never just one with you , is it ?
you’re not supposed to know about that .
shut your mouth .
i haven’t kissed you yet , today .
where is this coming from ?
come over here and make me , then .
keep lying to yourself , see where it gets you .
i’m not a bad person .
is that what you wanted to hear ?
we can’t be seen together .
i can’t give you what you want .
i need you to leave .
are you drunk ?
i’m here , i’m here . i’m not going anywhere .
you might want to take a seat for this .
have you been listening to anything i’ve said ?
i haven’t heard from you in weeks .
you’re jealous , aren’t you ?
who do you think you’re talking to ?
what are you reading ?
you could’ve killed me !
come on , we don’t have time for this .
i just need ten minutes of silence .
really ? that’s all you have to say ?
we could leave , you know . go far away .
you don’t look too good .
i never want to see you again .
why can’t you just leave me alone ?
i thought you died .
you’ll do anything for attention .
give me another chance .
how’s the weather up there ?
all you do is hurt people !
i’m sorry , none of this makes sense .
you need to get out of here before anyone sees you .
i told you i didn’t want you around here .
is that supposed to be a threat ?
you’ve changed .
don’t look at me like that .
it’s a beautiful day , don’t you think ?
i did what i had to do .
you never know when to stop .
i’ve got to get home , it’s getting late .
i have nothing to prove to you .
stop LYING to me … all you do is lie .
you don’t have to be nice to everybody .
don’t tell me what to do .
pull your head out of the past .
nobody can help me . i can’t even help me .
we are not talking about that right now .
are you new around here ?
you have no idea what you’re starting .
i’m gonna get us out of here .
whatever you came here to say , i don’t want to hear it .
everyone’s staring at us .
is there anything i can do to help ?
i won’t cause you any more trouble .
– just follow my instructions for once !
do you want to come in ?
i just didn’t know what to do .
you need rest , lie down .
i’m not who you think i am .
i don’t know what you want me to say .
you’re not like anyone else i’ve ever met .
i feel like i’m going insane .
stop asking , you’re not going to like my answer .
i didn’t want you to see me any differently .
i wish i knew what to say to you .
don’t give me that look , you know what i mean .
you should be afraid .
do you still love me ?
i never thought i’d get this far .
the world doesn’t revolve around you .
i need you to give me some space .
i know what you’re doing , don’t play games .
you left me to die .
i’m beyond repentance .
when are you going to get it through your head ?
i missed you more than i thought i would .
i’m in love with you .
what do you need from me ?
i’ll kill them , just say the word .
[ name ] , what are you doing here ?
how can i help ?
you’re pathetic .
i need you to come pick me up .
where have you been ? it’s eleven o’clock .
i couldn’t live with myself if i let you get hurt .
i can’t just pretend it didn’t happen .
you’re a real piece of work .
do you remember how we first met ?
when did all of this fall apart ?
that’s not what i came here for .
i would do anything for you .
i don’t need you to hold my hand through this .
are you sure this is the right thing to do ?
can’t we try to pretend things are okay ?
what is THAT supposed to mean ?
you’re always late , what am i supposed to think ?
there’s nothing you can do to fix this .
you’re far too kind to me .
can we go now ? like , right now ?
i have to do this alone .
where’s your common sense ?
we aren’t supposed to be in here .
can you feel my heartbeat ?
i think i’ve seen you around before .
why are you acting weird ?
i have a really bad feeling .
i hate seeing you like this .
how am i supposed to react to that ?
what do you want most in the world ?
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actions speak louder than words non - verbal / action prompts from yours truly. (add a "swap" to swap the sender/receiver in the prompt (or just do it manually).)
back, sender gives receiver a back hug.
beckon, sender beckons receiver closer with a finger.
blood, sender cleans blood off of receiver.
book, sender helps receiver get a book from a higher part of the shelf.
care, sender takes care of receiver when they're sick.
catch, sender catches receiver by the waist after they bump into each other.
choke, sender saves receiver from choking by giving them the heimlich.
cold, sender places their jacket over receiver's shoulders.
cry, sender wipes tears off receiver's face with their thumbs.
dance, sender sticks a hand out to receiver and invites them to dance.
dip, sender skinny dips in front of receiver and invites them to join.
dog, sender's dog pulls them in receiver's direction.
drive, sender drives receiver somewhere in their car.
drag, sender drags receiver into a room and closes the door behind them.
draw, sender draws receiver like one of their french girls.
face, sender turns receiver's face towards them.
flower, sender gives receiver a flower.
footsie, sender initiates footsie with receiver under the table.
forehead, sender presses their forehead against receiver's.
grab, sender grabs receiver's wrist to stop them from leaving.
jump, sender jumps onto receiver's back.
kiss, sender kisses receiver.
link, sender links arms with receiver while walking.
massage, sender offers receiver a massage.
patch, sender patches up receiver's wounds.
piano, sender teaches receiver how to play the piano.
pin, sender pins receiver's hands behind their back.
pluck, sender plucks something out of receiver's hair.
press, sender presses receiver against a wall.
propose, sender proposes to receiver.
quiet, sender gestures for receiver to be quiet.
rest, sender rests their head on receiver's shoulder.
serenade, sender serenades receiver with a song.
sign, sender walks into a sign and receiver sees.
size, sender measures the size of their hand against receiver's.
shoes, sender removes receiver's shoes for them.
sun, sender rubs sunblock onto receiver's back.
tattoo, sender gives receiver a tattoo.
tie, sender helps tie receiver's tie.
tuck, sender tucks receiver's hair behind their ear.
umbrella, sender lets receiver under their umbrella.
warning, sender presses a knife against receiver's neck as a warning.
zip, sender needs receiver's help to zip up the back of their dress.
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calum opens his mouth to speak but when the woman on the other side of the counter continues talking , he closes it , quickly realizing she isn't waiting for an answer. she has given this spiel before , it seems , by the way the words easily tumble from her lips. he's trying to keep track of everything she's telling him , weighing the pros and cons of what his daughter will think of the place and if it'll be worth a stay. but the thing is , he's short on cash ( after their original hotel fell through ) and there aren't many options for him to choose from. and besides , sophie isn't addicted to phones and the internet like her peers ( yet. . .something calum is actually proud of her for ) so the wifi won't be an issue. he could be the cool dad and let her watch a rated r movie while she's on vacation with him , but he doesn't really see that happening. fresh muffins and cookies though? sophie will easily be sold on those.
" what kind do you make? "
🍒 OPEN 🍒
Lily smiled. "Well how long are you planning on staying in town? The price will depend on that. Now if you books now for three nights I have give you a deal. $90 bucks, now listen I know it sounds cheap and you're thinking what's the catch? Well, the wifi is crap and we get about four good TV stations, but we do have VHS rentals. I recommend The Lost boys, but be kind and rewind. Also there's muffins fresh in the morning made by yours truly and cookies in the evening. There's coffee all day but I will say. I'm not the best at making it."
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𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚢 𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜
“who are you?” / @hoovedrycal
" uh. . . " calum's head dips slightly as he clears his throat , hesitant. a part of him wants to joke about not even saying hello first but the other part of him wants to be defensive and find out what this stranger wants before he responds. the man doesn't feel like a threat ( at least so far ) but his approach feels a little off putting. ( or maybe that's just him and the dread currently sitting in the pit of his stomach like a small pebble , as if he expects something to happen. ) he gives the other a quick look over , assessing , before deciding to reply. " calum. " it's not a question , but if the other man looks ( REALLY looks ) into his eyes , he'll see it there.
" . . .is something wrong? "
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LIKE this post if you'd like to plot and i'll come to you.
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paul mescal photographed by heji shin for the gucci horsebit 1953 loafer campaign, 2023
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PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2
over a year ago, i made this meme & since then, it’s blown up. so, over a year later — i thought i would make a new one. so here it is, after several requests & a pile of brains, THE PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2 send me a ✿ and i’ll fill out the template below. bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i don’t want or cannot see.
FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [ your muse ] is the good influence / [ your muse ] is the bad influence / [ my muse ] is the good influence / [ my muse ] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush / [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [ from your muses side ] / unrequited [ from my muses side ] / unrequited [ from both sides ] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [ metaphorical ] / soulmates [ literal ] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [ on your muse ] / cheating [ with your muse ] / other
FAMILIAL. siblings [ half ] / siblings [ step ] / [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours / [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing / [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing / other
ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other
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