froglord1003

[froglord1003]

I have to admit to myself that I never felt so fucking lonely. I have to many great and lovely people around me but at the end of the day, I’m alone. No one to call without fearing that I bother them, no good night text from anyone. I wake up alone, spend the day with people, and go to bed alone. I have many, but no one is enough. Am I selfish?

[froglord1003]

I tell myself every day that It will turn out okay, that I will find the happiness I deserve. It's been going on ten years now.

ME BECAUSE I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE

[froglord1003]

This day three months ago I was sexually assaulted for the first time. Right after it happened, I felt nothing. I wanted to go on about my life, didn't care about that night. It was only when I thought about his hands on my body, his face in mine, that it hit me. Some stranger just took something I can never get back. He took a certain right to decide what happens to me and my body, and this hurts. He was thirteen years older than me.

my fourteen year old sister

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tony and peter

Tony: you will not come on this mission, son.

Peter: (in tears) did you just call me-

Tony: (shoots himself)

[froglord1003]

The day I met you I finally started breathing again

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[froglord1003]

I feel like I’m only existing In a world full of people who expect me to live

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[froglord1003]

I know I’ll be alright someday, I’ll be happy and I will finally enjoy life again, but until then, my lungs are getting crushed from all the heaviness that lies on me, my heart is aching from the pain the universe put me through and my head is splitting in half to just finally - feel nothing.

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[froglord1003]

I haven’t been the same since the day I finally got over you. My heart started hurting less, but it also froze a little. My brain is a lot more empty, but it closed down and I threw away the key. The day I finally got over you was the day I forbid myself to let anyone else in.

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