fruitierthanfruity

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Emotionally I feel like my sleeves are sliding down my arms as I wash my hands and there’s nothing I can do to stop it

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✨C E T✨

[fruitierthanfruity]

Can I blink in and out of existence like people after retirement, like that one studio ghibli director who returns from retirement every once in a while 

Can I do that ?

Just cease to exist one moment then catapult into existence just to be embraced by the orangey afternoon sun that reminds me of you ?

To lay down in the heavy ruthless rain ? To sit by the river’s side to watch the reflecting clouds ? 

Can I ? 

Why does it have to be so long and tiring ? Why should I have to live so long ?