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Around UST

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BGC

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Kondwi | Poblacion, Makati City, Philippines

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you win today, depression

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Thanksgiving

Since I’m overwhelmed by negative thoughts, let’s try to stay positive and focus on what I’m thankful for.

I’m thankful for 2019. I’m thankful for the opportunities I’ve had to travel to a new continent and see what the world has to offer. I’m also thankful for the challenges I’ve gone through, and the growth I’m currently experiencing because of those challenges. It’s been a rocky year; I’ve gained a lot of amazing memories, but I’ve also experienced great loss. I’m thankful that that loss has taken me out of my comfort zone and is what’s pushing me to improve the social aspect of my life. I now realize that no man is an island and that it’s important to seek meaningful connections with other people, even though that’s easier said than done.

I’m thankful that I’ve come in close contact with the mental health challenges of other people and how to help them deal with it. I’m also thankful that it’s made me more aware of how I neglect my own mental health needs. I’m thankful that it’s pushed me to seek help and guidance from professionals, and that it’s making me realize that it’s okay to open up to people and show vulnerability.

It’s been a hell of a year. The me circa January 2019 is remarkably different from the current me, like I’ve been pulled from orbit as I passed this massive sun. The uphill climb to get to where I want to be is daunting, but I’d like to think I’m making some progress no matter how small. I just wish I didn’t feel so lonely.

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starting to think i might be here for a long time not a good time

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I hate this fucking city

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I swear I’ll make a better effort to compile these photos in the future

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jokes on u I’m not planning to live past 50

starting to think i might be here for a long time not a good time

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hmm that’s easier said than done

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Prague, Czech Republic