ftm-kittyboy

[ftm-kittyboy]

also my period stopped again YAAAAAAAY

yall my boobs are so squishy and soft ... why did going on T make them somehow squishier ??

also bottom growth is goin fantastic :3 ! debating tryin out pumping for max bottom growth tbh

i hope i dont get facial hair tbh shaving sounds like a pain :/

[ftm-kittyboy]

yall my boobs are so squishy and soft ... why did going on T make them somehow squishier ??

also bottom growth is goin fantastic :3 ! debating tryin out pumping for max bottom growth tbh

i hope i dont get facial hair tbh shaving sounds like a pain :/

[ftm-kittyboy]

telling you the things my abuser used to say to me so you can scream them in my ear while raping me is OUT

telling you the things he said so you can whimper them out only to be cut off by me hitting you is IN

[ftm-kittyboy]

I just want a lesbian to pretend to be my friend, to try and help me embrace being a fem "man," to help me break from my detrans kink. She lets me know that shes safe cause shes nothing like the nasty men who degrade me. Shes gonna help me.

Just to have her slowly start turning my detrans kink into my everyday life.

"Oh but you look SO pretty in your wig and makeup, maybe you should wear it out. Just this once? I PROMISE you still look like a fem 'man' lol."

I start finding my boxers replaced with panties that barely cover my wet holes. I notice my masc clothes disappearing and suddenly i have more skirts than i can keep track of.

"I love the way your girly p- i mean your 'boy' pussy pokes out from under that skirt. Make sure you keep that on all day. Itll help you witth your dysphoria."

She starts "helping me" with lingerie, but it seems to be more and more focused on using my breastforms, which strangely look to be bigger than the ones i orginally bought.

"Maybe one day we can get your beautiful tits back. I promise ill help you with the dysphoria and youll be able to embrace being fem! And you do wanna make me happy with some big gorgeous tits right?"

I cant remember the last time she gendered me correctly, or even tried to treat me as anything other than a girl.

"I just dont think about it, you look so so pretty all the time. I cant stop imagining having a girlfriend that looks like you. How could i not 'slip up' and call you a girl sometimes?"

Im going numb to all the misgendering and start seeing myself as a girl. I cry when i look in the mirror and see how fem ive become, but she says thats just the process of becoming comfortable in my body.

I believe her, even though i know i shouldnt.

One day, she grabs my new tits she made me get while making me look at myself in the mirror and i start to cry. She licks my tears from my face.

"Shhhh, sweet girl. You know this is what you want, you know this is what this has been leading up to. Arent you happy to be my little dyke girlfriend now?"

I sniffle and nod my head. I am. Shes conditioned me to be happy with this body cause she loves it. So i love it. I get so wet for her, now that ive stopped taking silly hormones and became a good girl for her.

Im finally happy to be a cute little dyke for my girlfriend 🥰💖💕

[ftm-kittyboy]

whoever came up with “safe sane and consensual”: did u ever consider that I would like to be dangerously and psychotically raped? checkmate retards

[ftm-kittyboy]

Thinking thoughts because of Mother’s Day,,,,, Imagining a guy who only knew me as a man when he started dating me. He inevitably finds out that I’m really just a confused girl, and instead of calling me out, he just starts playing with my tits more each day. I wouldn’t think much of it, but slowly, he’d work up to playing with my nipples for at least ten minutes every day. Eventually, he’d get a pump, saying it was just a little kink thing. He’d start pumping my tits, and after a while of it, I’d start lactating. It would make me so dysphoric, feeling my boobs fill up with milk and leak throughout the day, and he’d make sure to remind me that a real man would never have such big milky tits. He would never let me forget that my body is made to be used, make babies, and feed them- all for the pleasure of real men.

[ftm-kittyboy]

Fantasizing about getting raped and calling the police to report it. A cop comes to my door saying the police are going to conduct the rape kit since I’ve just been raped and they want to do it right away. He tells me to take my clothes off and to get on the bed.

I feel so triggered and scared but I obey. He tells me to spread my legs for him like a good girl. And I spread my legs for this big burly cop who is going to inspect my pussy.

He tells me what a pretty pussy I have and that it actually looks good raped full of cum. He tells me he can understand why I was raped, that I probably deserved it and enjoyed it.

I feel so mortified and start getting wet and the cop tells me that I’m asking for it again. Suddenly his cock is out and he’s sliding it up and down my cunt.

He convinces me to not report my rape and to just get raped again instead. He makes me promise not to report anymore rapists and then he pushes his cock balls deep in my cunt.

[ftm-kittyboy]

feeling like getting really fucked up and finding a random guy online and sending him my location and leaving the door unlocked. Wanna get so dumb that i lay out my keys and ID on the counter then handcuff myself to the oven so I can reach the window and throw out the key. Wanna be found so vulnerable and easy to blackmail with my pussy wet and my deadname on display. Need a guy to just ruin my life and make me regret being such a dumb horny cuntboy who does stupid things to get abused, ignore that I ever was out as ftm and force me to be naked 24/7 following orders and cooking/cleaning for you. Make me work part time but have my checks deposited to your account so I can save for breast implants and big lip injections that make me look like a desperate whore so I can be a better cunt

[ftm-kittyboy]

a tip for fakeboys:

don’t cum! stay edged and horny and dumb so all those girly thoughts stay in your mind!

when you cum, those icky boy thoughts are gonna creep back into your head until you get horny again, yuck!

i promise you, denying yourself orgasms is going to put you back on the right path

[ftm-kittyboy]

[ftm-kittyboy]

I love exposing and embarrassing myself for men‘s entertainment. You want me to strip down naked and jiggle with my tits for you? Of course! I should fuck myself in front of your friends? I‘d love to! I need to lick the floor clean after cumming on it? Yes sir! Serving men is the best thing dumb sluts can do!!

[ftm-kittyboy]

Perverts are the best kind of people. Please jerk off to me and snap photos of my panties to share with your gross friends. I’m just happy you like me so much.

[ftm-kittyboy]

Telling a girl she can cum, then ruining it and punishing her for it. Good girls don’t cum.

Making her suck my cock until I cum, acting like I enjoy it the whole time, then slapping her face for doing a bad job.

Give her strict rules, and still punishing her when she gets it right.

Just fucking with a girl’s mind until she’s a dumb, dependant baby for daddy

[ftm-kittyboy]

ALSO

I think a lot about breeding room scenarios

Like you know the rooms where you can just see lower halves cuffed to the other side of walls and men are lined up to fuck the exposed cunts? Like that

Not knowing who's on the other side, not knowing when a man is going to choose you or how he'll fuck you, feeling a cock head press against your hole and push in right away like you're an object, hearing the grunts and groans he makes because your hole is such a good toy, maybe in pain because his cock is too big but he's making it fit, over and over and over, until he cums inside your filthy hole

Being recorded. Later the staff will show you the video of your lower half getting fucked so hard that you jerk against the cuffs, six or seven men breeding you in a row as your legs jerk, hearing your faint whines from the other side of the wall, watching white slip out of your hole and drip onto the floor

[ftm-kittyboy]

“I shouldn’t be liking this. I’m a boy.”

I say as I’m bouncing my tits and rubbing my clit to posts saying that I am, in fact, not a boy.

[ftm-kittyboy]

Now here's a trans "boy" who really knows her place! That's right princess, you don't decide your gender, your pussy does! And your pussy says you're a sweet little girl who just needs some correcting. You should really be paying more attention to her. Rub her all day so she stays slick and happy, make sure she's always tingling so you never forget she's there!

I know I should feel ashamed of the feeling but my pussy loves it. She loves all the attention! She loves having someone inside and I feel so ashamed because I am a boy! But she gets so wet... boys don’t get wet, boys don’t want anything in their pussy but I love it

[ftm-kittyboy]

remember straight guys, if you find yourself attracted to a trans "boy" don't worry, you're still straight, but you need to be patient in helping her see that she's just a confused girl. keeping her horny and fucking her pussy regularly is important to retraining her to love being a woman. i promise that all your hard work will be worth it, there's no greater feeling than knowing you helped your girlfriend see that ftms are girls