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got my period and over the course of it lost 8 pounds 😛😛 was fighting for my life though

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can’t wait to get skinner and dress like her

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I feel so light and pretty...

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got a new twitter account for edtwt 😭 peak locking in here i come

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Songs about EDs

Ana’s Song (Open Fire) – Silverchair

Tunic (Song for Karen) – Sonic Youth

Teen Idle – Marina and the Diamonds

Hunger – Florence + The Machine

Paper Bag – Fiona Apple

Me & Mia – Ted Leo & The Pharmacists

Skin and Bones – Marianas Trench

Eyesore – Maria Mena

Invisible – Skylar Grey

Control – Alexisonfire

Orange Juice – Melanie Martinez

Breathe Me – Sia

Sophie – Eleanor McEvoy

Numbers – Pompeii

Skinny – Filter

Big Fat Lie – Nicole Scherzinger

Pretty – Lauren Alaina

Courage / Beauty From Pain – Superchick

I Lie Awake Every Night – James Vincent McMorrow

Starving for Attention – Geri Karlstrom

Binge and Purge – Lunachicks

Annies Anorexic – The Huntingtons

Anorexic Beauty – Pulp

Anorexia – Fakebestfriend

Ana & Mia – The Trews

Anorexic Complexion – Apocalypse Hoboken

Anorexia Nervosa – X-Fusion

Silent Undoing – Queen Adreena

Bones – Charlotte Martin

Bones – Ginny Blackmore

Lua – Bright Eyes

Weightless – All Time Low

Weightless – Mi

Smaller Than This – Sara Kays

EAT – Poppy

Sippy Cup – Melanie Martinez

Mrs Potato Head – Melanie Martinez

Mad Hatter – Melanie Martinez

Oh Ana – Mother Mother

I Go Hungry – Mother Mother

Body and Oh Ana – Mother Mother

Dysmorphia – girli

4st7 (Four Stone Seven) – Manic Street Preachers

Pieces – Sum 41

Skinnystarters oder Feeling Small – Marianas Trench

Lucy at the Gym – Jill Sobule

She’s Falling Apart – Lisa Loeb

Blood Red Bracelet – Corrina Fugate

Deadly Beauty – Faces Without Names

Fake / My Silent Undoing (Queen Adreena)

Bleed Like Me – Garbage

Remember the Name – Fort Minor

Gravity – The Dresden Dolls

Stop Eating – Cex

Mother Anorexia – Ana Voog / Anorexia Nervosa

Lucy at the Gym – Jill Sobule

Katie – Missy Higgins

Scars to Your Beautiful – Alessia Cara

Please Eat – Nicole Dollanganger

Paper Bag – Fiona Apple

Penny Is An Anorexic – Saturday Supercade

Beauty From Pain – Superchick

Courage – Superchick

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we love upperbody thin spo

♡

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gbye i gained weight again

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blah blah blah no calories blah blah blah be skinnier

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been going to the gym everyday since locking in. been 4 times in 3 days, spending an hour+ each time. i’m so sore, it hurts to move. but i still wanna push myself harder every time.

i haven’t lost a single pound yet. been eating cottage cheese for breakfast, and downing alot of water so hopefully i see some changes soon.

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stop saying you’ll start again tomorrow we all know you won’t. just start today you lazy piggy 🐷

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tw food ěd rant

i genuinely feel that my bed is ruining my life. every moment i think about food. i keep snacks on me. i’m always needing to be chewing ans gum doesn’t help. I’m loosing more of my mobility slowly and i’m only 19. i’m out of breath for small things. i’m definitely making it sound worse than it is but it’s all been adding up and driving me crazy.

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i was too lazy to do my work out, so I did it twice.

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just found my ex talking stage who dropped me after we discussed “wyll”