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Hi! My tumblr name is Star. I'm a newer follower of the Dolan Twins and I love to write. I hope we can be friends and have fun together!

Hey Star! We definitely can be friends, welcome to the fandom my lovely ♥️

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Finally. After 2 years we got the whole song.

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what is your favorite thing about ethan?

Just one thing? I can’t asdfghjkl.

At the minute, honestly his outfits. He’s killing me

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loved stardom 💙 cant wait for part 3!

Awww thank you so much. Honestly I didn’t think anyone was interested in it, my last chapter didn’t to so well.

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I know I’m laneless and all but Ethan’s really doing things to me lately

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Stardom (Part 2) G.D

Hey everyone, so I’m back with part two finally. I’m sorry for the wait for those few people who enjoyed it. The story just didn’t get that much love and it discouraged me to continue, but I am! If you’ve not read part one then you should probably do that first. I linked it at the bottom I think because I have no clue how to link it in text. I’m so bad at this I’m sorry. But anyway. Here’s part 2!

Y/N blinked at the screen in disbelief, refreshing the page over and over to see it getting more and more retweets and likes. She could have passed out in that moment. Her hands began to sweat and shake and her throat seized up making her feel like she was unable to breathe. Meanwhile, Kinan sat at the end of the bed in a fit of giddiness before impulsively shouting, “You have to collab!”

Instantly Y/N looked over at him mortified, rapidly shaking her head in response, as if it was obvious that she couldn’t. “No, no and no. There is no way on this earth than I can collab with the Dolan Twins. I just can’t- no that’s impossible.” She stammered, still stunned by the events so early in the morning.

Kinan wasn’t having any form of rejection, he swiftly scrolled through the comments on Graysons tweet, his freshly manicured nails tapping on the screen as he did so. “Hmm are you sure sweetie?” He asked, flipping the phone to show her a thread of comments fangirling over Y/N.

‘OH MY GOD IMAGINE A COLLAB!!!!’

‘SFJJKSKJSHHAH WHAT THIS NEEDS TO HAPPEN NOW.’

‘I STAN. YES PLEASE SIS’

Her cheeks began to feel warm, flustered by the kind comments that she was used to. However, it was a flood more than her usual comments. After all, it was mainly the Dolan Twins Fans reacting. Her’s were no match for the twins fan base, but regardless she loved her little Dumpling family.

She shook her head despite the comments, “Not gonna happen.” Causing a slightly agitated grumble to come from her best friend. Though mid sentence a small blue notification came up at the bottom of her screen and by instinct, she clicked it.

‘Grayson Dolan is Following You’

“Nope. Nope. Fuck off, fuck off. This isn’t real. I’m going for a shower, I’m not doing this FanFiction shit. This isn’t real at all. Okay. Nope. Bye. Thank you, next. I’m done. Literally and completely. D. O. N. E. I’m cancelling myself, plan my funeral. Goodbye amigo. I cannot cope.” Y/N shook her head, finally slipping out from under her bed sheets and she stormed off to the bathroom, slamming the door shut behind her. In a haze of curiosity Kinan scooped up her phone and tapped the dark screen before it went off and squeaked at the notification.

“BITCH! He fucking followed you!” He said, gasping and he continued to bounce on the bed- amused by the whole situation. Meanwhile, Y/N stared deep into the bathroom mirror, shaking slightly as she got herself a glass of water and tried to compose herself and finally come to terms with the strange reality around her. “YOU NEED TO DM HIM!” Kinan shouted, immediately causing her to react.

The bathroom door burst back open and she rushed into her room, diving on top of her best friend as she tried to tackle the phone out of his hands. “Kinan don’t you dare! I swear to god!” She threatened, panicking that he would say something weird and scare him off. Not that she was going to make a move anyway...

Before she could snatch the phone from his grasp, Kinan rolled off of the bed and began to run out of her room and into his own. “Haha try and catch me bitch!” Y/N groaned, forcing her half asleep body to chase after him but his door was jammed by his body pushing against it on the other side.

“Hey there Grayson, you big, beefy Daddy. I’m so glad you finally acknowledged my existence. My ovaries have been quaking for you since 2014 when I first saw your little scrawny body on vine. Oh how I wanted to lick every inch of it and I still do now you SEXY boy” Kinan taunted through the door as Y/N hammered onto it in desperation, attempting to squeeze through a gap in the door.

“Kinan...” Her head popped through and she snarled at him, one of her arms reaching around for his face. “If you send that I will genuinely kick you out of my appartment permanently.” She threatened with a serious face and tone. He rolled his eyes, handing her phone back over.

“Fine. You’re no fun Y/N. You take things way too seriously.” He mumbled, moving out of her way so she could fully enter the room and sit down on one of his bright yellow beanbags. However, as she looked down at her phone she clenched her jaw tightly.

‘Hey Grayson. I think it’s so cool that you’ve actually being watching my channel. It feels unreal for me, you and your brother are some of my biggest inspirations. We should link up sometime maybe?’

It wasn’t as bad as the things he was saying, but she gave him a look of disapproval and shook her head. “What-“ Kinan started, shrugging his shoulders and he sat down on his bed, folding his arms over his chest and his legs one over the other. “You weren’t going to shoot your shot so I took the gun and did it for you.” He reasoned. He wasn’t wrong either...

After sucking in a sharp breath Y/N calmed down and looked back at the message, refreshing the page. “Yeah... I guess you’re right.” She mumbled, her voice getting progressively quieter as she reached the end of her sentence since she hated to admit that Kinan was right, his ego got so big. And it did- as soon as she finished the last word a large grin grew on his lips.

“Of course I am. I always am. Just remember, when you start getting that Dolan dick... remember who slid into your daddy’s DM’s for you hmmm. Me.” Y/N cringed at the thought, not Dolan dick. Just the thought of Kinan appearing in the room mid-sex, telling her how he said ‘I told you so’. But she quickly shook the thought out of her mind.

“Yeah, yeah. Whatever. Wanna go In-N-Out for breakfast?” She asked, pushing herself up from the beanbag and Kinan nodded instantly, as if it wasn’t even a question and he grabbed his bag quickly. “I just need to go get into some actual clothes.” Y/N looked down at her oversized tee and then went to her room to get some better clothes.

Since they were only going for breakfast in the drive-thru, she threw on some grey tracksuit bottoms, Nike airforce one trainers, a plain black cropped tee and a white poopy jacket. It was all a mess and extremely uncoordinated but they weren’t going to be long. Kinan of course gave her outfit an inspection but he was way to used to her strange and inconsistent ways that he didn’t even bother to speak up about it- he just wanted his food.

The drive there didn’t take too long at all and they quickly ordered fries, burgers and milkshakes. Healthy. Y/N was proud and shameless of having a burger at 10am. Any time was burger time to her, unless you’re a vegan, then it’s probably not too cool. Regardless though, as they were leaving the In-N-Out she got a notification on her phone and quickly checked it, stopping the car before pulling out onto the street.

Grayson had replied to ‘her’ message and her mouth that was currently wrapped around the straw to her milkshake dropped open at his forward response, she began to shake again...

‘Oh shit. Hey Y/N I didn’t expect you to message me so soon haha. I love your videos you deserve so many more subs than 600k lol. Getting linked sounds like a plan though, when’re you free?’

“I’m going to crash my car. What the fuck.” Y/N uttered, pulling into the carpark and she turned off the engine for a moment, composing herself as she felt like all her wildest dreams were finally coming true. “Hang on... 600k, that’s not right cheif.”

After Kinan read the reply he gave her and he began to elbow her with suggestive jokes, Y/N quickly checked her subcount, and he wasn’t wrong.... 600k from 500k in about 11 hours. “Is this a fucking joke? What the hell?” She was utterly stunned.

Kinan then twisted to look at her in the passengers seat, “Alright I’m not being funny or anything Y/N, I know you love your YouTube channel and everything but are you going to ignore that Grayson Grant Dolan asked you on a date?”

“It’s Bailey...” She responded quickly, causing Kinan’s face to screw up in confusion and he raised a brow at her.

“What?”

“It’s Bailey, his middle name. Not Grant.” Y/N corrected causing him to shake his head and accuse her of being a secret ‘stan’ once again.

“That doesn’t matter right now. Just message him back, you’re free now, all today actually!” He said to her and she shook her head, Y/N and Kinan already had plans today, they were going to go to the beach for a photo shoot together.

“But—“ Y/N tried to object but Kinan didn’t let her.

“Nope. The beach can wait. This cannot. It’s Grayson Dolan.” He said, still as excited and giddy as before.

Y/N smirked at his comment, responding sarcastically with, “Really? Is it? I don’t think you’ve said.” Teasing him as she turned to her screen and began to type back with Kinan hovering over her shoulder to try and capture what she was saying.

“Aaaand, sent.” She said, looking down proudly.

‘I’m kinda busy right now. Me and my friend have been planning a photo shoot for awhile now but maybe later this week if it doesn’t interrupt your schedule?’

The whole thing was so surreal to her, of course Y/N wanted to be as giddy as her best friend and that’s how she felt on the inside, probably even more excited since she had loved the twins for the longest time. Although, she felt as if she had to try and play it cool, not overdo it and scare him. She wanted to make a good impression first... Despite her instagram stories the day before where she was gushing over him.

Kinan groaned seeing the response and he rolled his eyes, “Boring. I’d of already been riding that bitch if it was me messaging him.” Before he bit into his burger making Y/N smile.

“He’s not gay though Kinan.” Her statement merely made him carelessly shrug his shoulders and as she was about to add something on the end she already had a fast reply from Grayson.

‘Me and E are actually chilling with our good friend Bryant at the minute, he’s a photographer if you want us to come and meet you today, the ‘schedules’ not too busy.’

Before Y/N had chance to reply, her phone was plucked from her hands by Kinan. “There is NO way you’re turning this down, you can’t, you’ll hurt his feelings and he’ll feel like you don’t like him. Plus, you might get to meet Grayson Dolan in your underwear for the first time- how iconic.”

She snatched back her phone, responding quickly with, “More like how embarrassing. I feel like I can’t show my body in front of them, I’ve not even met them yet. It was supposed to be a sexy shoot with my BEST FRIEND. I can only be serious with these things around you. They’ll make me— nervous.” Y/N admitted, stressing about it.

Kinan thought it over in his head then shrugged, “Okay then... we can go in shorts and cropped tees. Something cute and beachy but not too revealing. This is BRYANT, he’s like... amazing. I’ve followed him since he did a shoot with Cameron Dallas, wow what a hottie.”

Y/N rolled her eyes and shook her head, “Um yeah. Can’t relate.” Then after a long moment of consideration she huffed, giving into Kinan’s ‘convincing’ and she replied.

‘Really? That sounds super cool. What time?’

Again, it was an almost instant reply, like he’d been waiting for your response the whole time.

‘How about 1? Does that work for you?’

‘You’re asking me? Does 1pm work for you?’

‘That’s why I asked. Of course it does. So we good for then? 😂’

Y/N facepalmed mentally, feeling embarrassed and awkward just speaking to him. She could never meet him in person. She was terrified.

‘Yep! 1 it is then.’

Officially, well and truly terrified.

“Yay! Are we seriously going to meet the Dolan Twins?” Kinan asked excited, clasping his hands together. Y/N looked at the clock that now read 10:45 and slowly nodded.

“Yeah... and we don’t have much time.” Just as Kinan was about to speak both of their attentions were caught by a guy walking down the street. He had a full milkshake in his hand, swaggering out of In-N-Out and he crushed the milkshake in his hand and arched his back, screeching loudly before he began to should something ineligible.

“What the fuck.” The pair scoffed in laughter, watching the man. Y/N then shook her head with a large grin on her face, a mixture of excitement and fear as she pulled out of the parking lot and towards the mall where they were going to get new outfits.

“Let’s get the hell out of here...” she said looking in her rear mirror to see the guy still stood there, his long brown hair dripping with milkshake and Kinan continued to laugh about it.

“Alright... I’m just saying, we need to have the best outfits for today. You need- no WE, need to make the best impressions on them ever.” Y/N agreed, listening to him as they got out of the car and began walking around to their ‘go-to-stores’

“I’m serious about this. He’s going to need to look at you and think holy shit, god IS a woman and her name is Y/N.” She laughed at his joke, following him into a store as they began to look around at Bikinis, booty shorts and all the other ranges.

After about an hour or so of forking out and trying on outfits, Y/N finally found something that she liked and Kinan deemed as ‘almost’ perfect, which was good enough for her. Then, as they were reaching the checkout Kinan’s eyes clocked something over in the men’s section for once and he clapped quickly. “Wait, wait! Let me see this...”

She sighed, leaving the que and she followed him over as he began to check out a sweater, tilting his head side to side at it. “Hmm. Mixed emotions, what do you think?”

In all honesty, she just gave him a large smile and told him, “I think it’s the middle of the summer and that sweater just ain’t it sis.” He nodded, letting go of one of the arms he was loosely holding and agreed.

However, just as they were about to walk back from the section and towards the Que again, the pair of them heard bickkering voices and laughter.

“That’s stupid. No, I can’t wear that.”

“It’s sexy. Stop being so serious.”

“No. Stop it bro I can’t wear that she’ll think I’m an idiot.”

“You are an idiot.”

“I swear to god. Stop.”

They both turned around, hearing chuckles to see not too far away, a familiar pair of identical twins bickering over pink Speedo’s, one desperately trying to push them down back onto the pile while the other was forcefully pushing it against his brothers groin. Behind them was another familiar face, his eyes squinted from laughing so hard at them.

“Oh my god. Is that-“ Kinan started, and as the laughter stopped the distracted twins turned to look in our direction.

“Yeah. Holy shit it’s them.” Y/N said, looking back over at Grayson and Ethan as clear as day.

Gray’s face illuminated red as he gave a small smile, behind him, Ethan raised the pink Speedo’s again causing Gray to turn around and smack him hard in the side of the head.

Y/N covered her mouth to prevent a laugh but she soon composed herself and as Gray turned back to her for the second time he gave her a toothy grin and she returned it quickly along with a shy wave.

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And that is part two I guess. It’s a lot shorter and I’m sorry for that, I’m just making sure people are still into this story. That and the fact that it’s almost 2am. Whoops. I just didn’t wanna disappoint. I hope you all enjoy part 2 and let me know what you think. Part 3 will be out very soon!’

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And then we never got part 2...

Until tonight.

For real this time.

I promise.

Is anyone excited?

Stardom (Part 1) G.D

“Anyway guys, that’s all for this week. Love you all, see you next Friday. Mwah!” Y/N smiled, blowing a kiss and then she waited a few seconds before standing up and she cut the camera. With a sigh of relief, she let a single hand run through her hair that had been made up into tight, bouncy curls to look slightly presentable for her video. She was glad that it was finally done and she could relax for the rest of the day… or at least until night rolled in and she was doomed with the job of editing.

Y/N had been making YouTube videos for the past two years and had just exceeded 500K Subscribers and she was over the moon, despite not being overly popular and hyped up in the community she was more than happy with her ‘little family’ that came back every week to support her and watch all of her new content. She packed away her camera, lights and then folded up her backdrop before falling back, down onto her soft bed. “Ugh, that feels so good!” She let out, not missing the feeling of being sat on an uncomfortable stool for three hours doing a Twitter QnA.

Like usual, after filming a video she took it upon herself to go through social media, looking at a few posts and then she tweeted: ‘This week’s video is filmed my little dumplings, can’t wait for you all to see it. Some tea might be spilled!’ And almost instantly she was getting notifications- something she still thought to this day was crazy, two years ago her twitter was dead and filled with cringe-worthy posts and now she had just over 100K followers and was receiving so many messages:

‘I love you Y/N!’

‘YESSS! So excited queen, you know Fridays are my favorite because of you’

‘Look at this drawing I did of Y/N, please retweet so she can see!’

‘U G H, I stan a queen.’

A few hours had passed and she didn’t even notice, too caught up in liking her fans comments and artwork. Since she was once in their position she knew what it was like, trying so hard to be noticed for something, a like, comment back or a retweet even. That’s one thing her ‘Little Dumplings’ loved about her the most, how interactive she was with everyone. She was so absorbed in spamming posts and comments that she didn’t even realize her roommate Kinan was back. “Hey Bitch, wanna go to Chipotle? I’m starving, that whore at work cut my lunch break AGAIN.” He groaned, but there was still a hint of venom in his voice that made Y/N chuckle.

“Alright sure, I’ll come.” Y/N said, jumping up and she slipped into her Off-White sneakers. Kinan’s eyes widened and he shook his head looking her up and down, almost in utter disgust. She raised a single brow at him and then folded her arms over her chest, letting out a deep sigh. “What’s wrong?” She asked, watching as her best friend strutted over to her wardrobe and opened it up.

He flicked through a few items before replying, “I know you’re cute and all but, we live in LA now girl, you can’t be going out in…” He paused momentarily, turning to face her and he looked her up and down again with a pout, “That.” causing Y/N to gasp in shock, half sarcastically.

“I’ll have you know Kinan, I just filmed for three hours wearing this outfit!” She resorted, attempting to defend herself as much as possible. Y/N wasn’t overly girly or fashionable. Most of her clothes were either from ASOS or Forever 21 where Kinan worked, meaning she got discount on most things. That and thrift stores, but she had taste and could put an outfit together, they were just never as bougie as Kinan’s Balenciaga’s and Gucci that looked like James Charles had thrown up all over him.

He just tilted his head, still looking through her outfits. “Hmmm… Sounds like a personal problem.” Y/N rolled her eyes, sitting on the edge of her bed and slowly scrolled through some of the comments on her recent Instagram post while her friend tore her wardrobe apart looking for the most flashy thing she could possibly imagine wearing to go to Chipotle for a fucking burrito. “Ah, this will do!” He told her, pulling out a pair of mom jeans with a long-sleeved, skintight black shirt with white stripes. “Cute right? I mean, for you.”

“I swear, this attitude needs to stop.” She laughed, taking them from him and she began to get changed. Kinan seemed to disregard her comment, swaying his hips side to side as he left her bedroom and he swung on the doorway before heading to the front door. Once Y/N was ready, she checked herself out in front of the long mirror she had in her bedroom, snapping a quick photo and she posted it to her Instagram story with a dancing burrito gif in the corner. “I’m coming!” She called, scooping up her black Louis Vuitton bag that Kinan had got her for Christmas, it was real too and cost him an arm and a leg.

“Oooo she’s cute.” He smirked, picking up his car keys from the side and they left the apartment together, going down to the parking lot where his wrapped, lime green Mini-Cooper was. Their best mode of transport. “Get in bitch.” He told her as Y/N was walking slightly behind him, her head in her phone but he couldn’t complain, if he wasn’t so hungry he’d be worse than her.

Once the pair of them were in the car, Kinan connected his phone and shuffled his playlist, ‘Bohemian Rapsody - Queen.’ He grinned, looking at Y/N and she looked up from her glowing screen, giving him a similar large grin as the song began and they pulled out into the streets of Los Angles. Y/N began to record Kinan as he drove and sang. “Mama…Just killed a man!” She giggled at his imitation and twisted the camera to face her, miming the words as she was too embarrassed to actually sing. That was the second thing she uploaded to her story…

As Chipotle drew closer the chorus, or at least their favorite part of the song kicked in and the pair of them shamelessly screamed the lyrics at the top of their lungs, starting with Y/N;

“BISMILLAH!”

“NO, WE WILL NOT LET YOU GO!” Kinan screeched, turning to another street.

“LET HIM GO!” Y/N ‘sang’ just as high, and it repeated until the intense instrumental kicked in.

By this point, as they sped down the streets in the luminous Mini they were without a doubt getting looks from each side of the walkway as the music blared, but not quite drowning out their shrieking voices. However, as the large Chipotle sign could be seen at the bottom of the block, the song concluded and the pair of them finished it together in hushed voices, “Anyway the wind…blowsssssss!” Then Kinan pulled into the parking lot and the pair of them hopped out.

“Okay so me and Kinan are going to Chipotle right now, we just had a fun karaoke session in the car, hello James Corden? Sign me up.” Y/N spoke, filming the pair of them as they walked around to the front of the restaurant.

However, mid-filming Kinan’s attention was caught by somebody else walking down the opposite side of the street. “Oh my god! Is that Grayson Dolan?” he gasped causing Y/N’s eyes to dart immediately to the other side of the street and her mouth dropped.

She double tapped the screen, flipping the camera to record the one and only, Grayson Dolan, as Kinan had suspected. He was alone, casually walking down the street in a tight, plain black tee that showed off his slightly tan, muscular arms and he had tight, smart pinstripe bottoms on. His hand was pressed against his cheek, his phone on his ear and he was occupied talking.

Y/N flipped the camera back to them and was still in a state of shock, ever since she started making YouTube videos, and even from before that in the days of Vine she had known the Dolan Twins. She was a huge fan, and apparently so was Kinan as he took it upon himself to giggle and say to the camera, “Oohh Daddy.” causing Y/N to snap out of her trance in a fit of laughter.

The recording ended and she posted it without a caption before looking back up again but it was too late, she could still see him but he was far down the block. “Well bye, bye Dolan…” She whispered quietly and her smile faded momentarily. That was until Kinan snatched her hand and dragged her inside of Chipotle.

“Bitch I know you’re shook because you just saw a Daddy Dolan but like, I’M STILL HUNGRY so get your ass in gear and we can be fangirls later, okay?” He said, causing her large grin to grow back on her lips and she nodded quickly, getting in line.

Once they had their burritos Y/N got back into the car and was about to take a photo when her phone died, “Fucking piece of shit.” She complained, dumping it on her thigh and she unwrapped her burrito, taking a large bite out of it which was followed by a moan, her mouth watering at how good it tasted.

“I bet you’re imagining that burrito is Grayson’s big, hot, spicy dick,” Kina smirked, buckling in beside her as he began to drive, his comment almost made her choke and he began to cackle wickedly, sounding like a witch.

Once she swallowed, Y/N swiped a bit of leftover sauce from around her lips and looked at Kinan with bright red cheeks. “Oh my god, shut up!” She told him and he just grinned, and just as the car almost fell silent, ‘Nicki Minaj - Good Form’ began to play and Kinan’s lips twisted up into an even larger smile.

“Ooooh! This is my song!” He shouted, swaying a little as he drove, causing the car to swerve a little and a car on the other side of the road started honking their horn which caused Y/N to gasp in shock but Kinan just laughed it off. “Hey! Don’t you find it funny that we JUST saw Grayson Dolan and now Nicki Minaj is playing? Like you know… his absolute BAE!”

Y/N shook her head, opening her mouth to correct him over the blaring music in the car. “It’s Ethan that stans Nicki, not Grayson.” She informed, causing Kinan to pull a peculiar yet, amused face as he turned a sharp corner.

“Ohh. So you even know which one likes Nicki, wow you fucking stalker!” He laughed, teasing her.

Getting defensive, Y/N shook her head quickly. “No, I’m not! I just used to like them a few years ago.” She admitted, holding back from telling him that she still tuned in to watch them every Tuesday, without fail. Kinan didn’t seem to buy it anyway, giving her his typical ‘Mhmm’ Face that he always did when he didn’t believe her.

Once they got home Kinan flopped in front of the sofa, turning on the TV and he began to watch Tana Mongeau, Y/N was honestly bewildered by his huge obsession for her but it was Kinan and he did whatever he wanted to. If he didn’t like it in the ass, Y/N would have said Tana was perfect for him. “Hey, I’m gonna go to my room and start editing for awhile okay? Shout me if you need anything.” He just nodded, already too absorbed in the video he was watching.

Y/N sighed, slowly clicking her bedroom door shut behind her and she kicked off her sneakers at the door before sliding along her wooden bedroom floor in her odd socks, one of them white with yellow spots and the other was a pink and purple floral design. She picked up her camera from where she had left it earlier, scooped up her cables and plopped them on her bed, sliding her MacBook out from underneath it and she started to wire everything up. “Time to go back to hell!” She exclaimed sarcastically as all the clips began to get imported.

A few hours had passed and Y/N had made some progress, slicing up clips, adding bits of audio and adjusting some tragic moments of bad lighting. After awhile though it became overwhelmingly draining. She barely had any energy left in her body and decided to roll over and take a quick break. Y/N picked up her phone that she had previously put on charge while she was waiting for the videos to import onto her computer and turned it back on.

Instagram was the first thing she checked, seeing that 95K people had seen her story from three hours ago, she laughed watching the clip back of her and Kinan singing before it went to the next part, outside of Chipotle and she had almost completely forgotten about it. Once the camera flipped, showing Grayson she held down on the screen, checking him out- and also regretting not going to say ‘Hi’.

‘Oh well’ She thought, trying to brush it off as if it was nothing, but deep down it still stung that she had missed an opportunity to meet him, one half of the Dolan Twins, who she had adored for years. To take her mind off of it she went through her feed and it didn’t take her long to come across some memes that her fans had posted. It was screenshots of Y/N’s face from her story when she had spotted Grayson. Some of the captions consisted of:

‘Ooof @Y/IG/N is ME’

‘Hahahaha she is SHISHTAR SHOOK’

‘Me if I ever saw the Dolan Twins’

‘Okay, but are we gonna talk about what Kinan said??’

‘OMG @Y/IG/N and @GraysonDolan? Love that’

She chuckled, looking through them all but she didn’t really react or like any of the posts, that was until she came across a funny video edit somebody had made. The editor had zoomed into her shocked face with the meme quote from the movie Inside Out “Do you ever look at someone and wonder what’s going on inside their head?” Then it cut to a sexual video edit of Grayson and she burst out laughing until she accidentally liked it.

“Oh shit!” She said, unliking it instantly, or at least once she had noticed but the fan had already screenshotted their notification and posted it with the caption: ‘dssdsafjgkea WHAT?’ which represented exactly how Y/N felt and she facepalmed. “Shit…” She sighed, refreshing the post as it got lots of comments.

She gave up after awhile, laughing it off as it was just a meme and saved all of her editing progress that she had made so far. Y/N decided to call it a night, putting her phone back on charge and she packed her editing equipment away before slipping out of her clothes and put on some shorts and a long tee for bed, throwing her bra away somewhere random in the room before collapsing onto her bed and after that it didn’t take her long to fall into a deep, dreamless sleep.

“Y/N!” Was the first thing she heard, she crinkled her face and rolled over, not prepared to wake up but then her shoulders were shaken. “Y/N GET UP!” Kinan was demanding and she didn’t want to contest. Her eyes peeled open slowly and she rubbed them with the back of her hand.

Once the bright light overwhelming her vision had settled down and she adjusted to the light, Y/N sat up, resting her head back against her wall. “Yeah? What’s up?” She asked, raising a brow at Kinan who was overly excited.

“Check. Your. Twitter. NOW!” He said excited, bouncing on her bed. She scrunched her face again, groaning as she reached over for her phone and opened up the twitter app, unsure what to expect. Then, once her feed refreshed and she skimmed over the tweet she almost collapsed.

‘@GraysonDolan: So I finally found @Y/T/N that everyone has been telling me about and I’ve been watching her YouTube videos for about an hour now. Holy shit she’s cool. Subscribed.’

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@EthanDolan: This ones for you dad

MY HEART 🥺🥺🥺🥺

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SMASH THAT FUCKING LAMP!

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I cannot breathe. Somebody please call an ambulance my family think I’m a psychopath. I haven’t been able to stop laughing in the past 30 minutes 😭😭😭😭😭

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The Flying Turtleman

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he is the actual definition of perfection

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I want to ride Graysons thighs.

Reboot if you agree

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Will you post part 2, to stardom soon? I’m sorry if I’m pressuring you!

Yes! 100% I just need to get back into writing. I didn’t think people liked the story but I’ll definitely be continuing!

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I can't help but think Ethan would be such a softy for his girl and he just loves doing cute little couple things together that is just so sickeningly sweet

Yes! That’s so Ethan. He’d love just the smallest coupley things like holding hands while you’re out shopping and even going to get groceries together and he’d make little comments about how fun it’ll be when they’re shopping with little Ethan and little you running around the aisles. It’s the little things that he’d love the most, even cliches like sitting and watching a sunset together all cuddled up and kissing. Ethan is definitely a sucker for cute couple things.

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how abouttt, Ethan being shocked by Y/N getting out of the shower and waters still dripping off Y/N. When he realizes that you saw him staring he starts to blush and he’s surprised how perfect your body is and Y/N is like “this isn’t the first time you’ve seen me naked eth,” but he still shocked bout how beautiful you are. I’m actually MELTING. If you think this ain’t “e” you can choose gray ❤️

Yessss. Ethan would definitely act like a ten year old boy seeing BOOBIES for the first time. His jaw would drop and he’d just be staring, even after you catch him and he’d go all red and just take it all in. Then he’ll let you know he loves your body and he’ll come to admire you closer and even offer to show himself off but you just playfully smack him and say “maybe next time e” and swing your hips as you go to his room to get dressed just leaving him stood there gobsmacked still.

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Gray accidentally letting it slip that he loves you one night as you guys go to sleep

Yessss. I can just imagine being cuddled up with him after a long day, you’re laid drifting to sleep in his arms and Gray is playing with your hair and as your eyes are fluttering shut he instinctively says “I love you” and kisses your head and it causes you to open your eyes shocked al of a sudden and he thinks he’s fucked up but you’re just surprised he said it and you tell him you love him too and you both go to sleep in eachothers arms