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despite everything.

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sometimes i hate this body

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but! we! cannot! simply! sit! and! stare! at! our! wounds! forever!

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Sympathising with my mother but at the same time

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I so badly did not want to be right about this

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I don't think my mom has ever actually exercised empathy for anyone other than a dog or horse

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the weight of never knowing the full extent of it. only ever seeing fragments of yourself.

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I don’t know how many times i survived myself without telling anyone.

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its nothing some ibuprofen and a blunt and 5 beers and a head injury and jacking off and killing myself cant fix

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you are not a bad person because of your memory loss. you are not less intelligent because of your memory loss. you are not less caring because of your memory loss.

memory loss isn’t your fault and you don’t deserve to feel ashamed.

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being paranoid is funny bc like well what if i'm right

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Stranger in the mirror.

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Bonus panel

Some angst about my shitty memory