(he/it) idk what to write here. btw i am NOT a touhou fan TRUST ME
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anyone else think they have committed an unforgivable sin that will not be forgiven until the very day they die, if there is an afterlife then i won't even be forgiven when im dead. it's criminal that i still get to live among humans when im so horrible i can't even be considered a person. there is no forgiveness. my punishment is the very fact that i cannot become a good person ever again. i broke it and now I must pay forever and ever and ever. no forgiveness. you see after committing such a sin ive gained a fucking curse and i will never find happiness. the few human relationships ive gained are doomed to be broken and destroyed by my own hands even if i just want to care for people. you see because im evil . all the suffering is good because it's punishment . it would be a worse sin to let myself go like that without enough injuries. i think. idk i was born an inherently evil person. everything i do everywhere i go i cannot forget how ive sinned because if i do it's unforgivable. Lol . Lmao
The unforgivable sin haunts me lol. I will never find peace as long as I live
#✦ thumbs down emoji x5#like my alter advises that i was ''just a 15 year old and being emotional at that age is normal'' but i#like i ruined everything#im disgusting#i genuinely deserve to die#i am a fucking piece of shit a sicko a fucking freak a disgusting fucking thing not even human only capable of hurting others#i disgust myself with the thing ive become#i just want friends and to care for them and be nice but uuhhmmm. suspected undiagnosed bpd :33#i think. idk im no expert so just suspected#whatever it is. the symptoms of it are punishment#punishment for my sin you see#i had them before but they worsened . after the sin#im insane or smth idm#idkkk
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can i donate my sex (body term) to transfems in need please this would be kind of great for them to be honest
#✦ text posts#the world is very unfair#why cant transfems and transmascs just trade#ill trade you two boobies (rainbow rare) for 1 peanits (shiny)
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Touhou has taken over my remaining shelf that hasn't already been taken by Miku and I've had to move some of my figures to the evillious shrine because theres no more shelves

They have been reunited at last I finally have them all
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They have been reunited at last I finally have them all
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Would you buy them for one (1) dollar.... (I bought them for 121 Australian dollars...)
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iim on a fucking phonecall with my uni and i cannot hear shit they say "uuarhh hhfoouao hhgjxgjj gshhhiiauurhhsghznugh , okay ? " "okay!"
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“i’m not the same as who i was before [x] thing happened to me” does it help to know that you would not have stayed that person regardless
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おきなのキャンバス (@okinanocanvas)
touhou🩸🍷
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If you have more than 1 f/o than you should put them in a gladiator ring and force them to fight to the death for your love
Also they can fight a lion at the end idk man
imagine making your f/os compete colosseum style
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I think it's really great that phone companies get to sell you a phone that you cannot remove ai features from and honestly can't control. its great that you can't control your own fucking phone. Its really cool that my own phone I paid for is controlled by some fucking company unless I wanna spend a fucking month learning how to put some hard to use OS on it (no disrespect I just think I should have a usable OS wirh the phone I PAID FOR)
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can i not wake up tomorrow. in a suicidal way but also in a i have a phone call scheduled tomororw and i wanna kms
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#RAAAAANN#RAN YAKUMO#OH MYGOODNESSSSS#OH MY GODDDD#GRRRRRR GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR#I LOVE HER
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Patchouli Knowledge from Touhou Project is intersex, agender and aromantic, and her variation is Congenital Adrenal Hyperplasia (CAH) with hypoestrogenism! She is also canonically disabled, being asthmatic and anemic!
Intersex flag-only edits under the cut!
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my mum just answered a spam phone call with "catholic horse cemetery how can I help you"
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ok guys like. the thing is. iim no longer mainly focused on vocaloid. im actually a victim of touhou hyperfixation rn. so i was thinking. since i HATE my old general art blog and dont wanna use it again, but i like this blog and dont wanna stop using it. so.
id plan to post touhou fanart, my OC art, any art i do acftually. and of course ill still draw some vocaloid fanart too :3
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