smash or pass avila NO BEARD just socks on
❝ always locked and loaded for you , professor . ❞
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🗑️ samson and fitz ehe
tuesday , july 29th , 4:08 am .
[ fitz ] : i’m coming to dublin .
[ fitz ] : i don’t feel at home in my own skin without you .
[ fitz ] : so yeah , i guess i’ll be home soon .
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Send Smash or Pass + a name and my muse will say if they would smash or pass on that person.
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Send 🍸+ a question and my muse will answer while drunk.
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texting starters
send a symbol for…
🌻 a worried text.
🐰 a goofy text.
🦋 a loving text.
🧦 a half-asleep text.
🌳 a happy text.
🍎 an apologetic text.
⚠️ a text meant for someone else.
🕰️ an early morning text.
💫 a late night text.
🗑️ a text that wasn’t sent.
💡 a scared text.
💀 an urgent text.
🥇 a supportive text.
🔪 a hateful text.
🌊 a sad text.
⚡ an angry text.
🚀 a goodbye text.
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SEND 📞 + AN EMOJI BELOW FOR A VOICEMAIL MY MUSE LEFT FOR YOUR MUSE
😃 : a happy voicemail
😍 : a loving voicemail
🤪 : a goofy voicemail
😞 : a disappointed voicemail
😔 : a sad voicemail
😟 : a worried voicemail
😠 : an angry voicemail
😳 : an embarrassing voicemail
😨 : a scared voicemail
😯 : a surprised voicemail
🥱 : a sleepy voicemail
🥴 : a drunk voicemail
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" stop fishing for declarations . you already know what is true . " even the deepest depths of the nights sky could not hide the travelling smile that danced its way onto fitz's face . his softness , the relaxation of his features that seemed only reserved for samson in the serene moments of quiet intimacy , remained a phenomenon that he found hard to determine . his twenty three years on this earth had been plagued by calculation and reckoning . what was he now to do when a boy , of epic contradictions and mysteries , had drawn it out of him as if it were as easy as breathing ? " fanfaidh mé go deo . " he hummed , the words almost lost to the nights abyss as his hands found meeting behind his head , his body finding home within the sand that cushioned them . the distractions of the summer , of family and responsibility , constantly pounded into him as if it were a higher power that they all belonged to , smothered him for days at a time. the hyperfixations of his mind provided comfort , even respite , from the cataclysmic heartache that was radiating throughout his body . it would be in the quietest moments , the most insignificant of times , that fitz would let his mind wander to what samson was doing . his mothers french greeting and delicate kisses upon the hand when he and his siblings arrived amidst the sweltering july sun to their summerhouse , or a sharp scrawl , almost illegible , in the front cover of well loved , 70s reprint of daphne du maurier's rebecca. fitz battled with those moments continuously , equally craving the suppression of samson's memory , as he yearned for continuous reminders . he thought the geographical borders that separated them served with cruel intent . how could the things that bound them so , keep them apart so unjustly ? " you would've found me waiting otherwise, like a dog with a bone at your door . "
the ambience of the waves crashing before them filled the silences between them . though fitz had never found them to be an inconvenience . he could've happily spent his days immersed in those periods of quiet , with the man sat beside him . they'd both favored communication in the form of the written word anyway , as if pen and paper were a safer entity than speaking words into existence . " animated expressions have never really been our style ,though seeing you red in a different context is undoubtedly intriguing . " a painted smirk drafted its way onto his features , as his eyes glittered , looking up toward his starmate . fitz had never been a man that lacked confidence , it radiated off of him in the way that he walked , and talked , and simply , existed . but on nights like these , with the present company , he could feel himself burying his body into the sand , further and further . waiting , for samson to pull him out . " i simply exist . you , on the other hand , wouldn't be able to get your fix if i slinked off into a world of solitude . " they both expressed unadulterated truth to one another , with no preconceived premonition of concealment . the o'callaghan heir indulged in the goodness that samson provided him , goodness as if it were a gift . but in his soul , as the gods made it so , he was born to taint and destroy . he wondered when it was samsons turn to be destructed in his wake . even now , when they shared careful touches , a nudge of the shoulder or light fingertips tapping against his knee , he questioned whether even his touch had the power to contaminate . " you've been banished for treason for wishing ill upon the redheads of the land . do you have any final words before you are exiled ? " he declared , his fist morphing into a faux microphone , holding his hand dangerously close to samson's lips . " don't touch your hair , i really do like you just the way you are . "
"Stranger; have I lost you so?" The glow of Fitz's complexion, the expansion of his nostril, the bold with which disdain gave his well cut lips, showed him in a new phase. Samson couldn't think of the last time he'd excited animation like this in someone; with good reason, most regarded him as void of affection, unspoiled by principles or faith. Looking at Fitz didn't calm or soothe him; there was something in his face, Samson could never bring himself to turn away from. The rare passions that crossed his own countenance were surely an unpleasant spectacle; was that why still, Fitz would not look at him? Quietly, Samson continued; his own hands fidgeted, knowing not where they would best serve. "Would it please you better to know I came here out of my of volt ion?" The stars, had a well earned place in their story; Henry VII had commissioned a trio of astrologers, and all would have cosigned the thought Samson and Fitz had been born under the same one. Their summer apart had been agony, but in parting, Samson had been a legacy. For the first time, since he was a child, he had a hope for the future; a brave new course. Few things could shake him -- everything had the power to depress him. .Fitz's eyes settled on him gently; there was softness in them now, shades of reproach melting into remorse. Samson's opening words merited a reply of severity -- he was met only with indulgence. He had not known until the day that they met, that his character had moods of haughtiness, warmth, jealousy; Fitz denied all these faults, but gathered them up and took him home. The manner in which Fitz spoke to him -- these gentle words -- would do Samson good for a lifetime. They would be comfort when he was lost in the straits of loneliness; a lifeline, pride would not cut short. In their proximity, a wordless language was shared.
Never had Samson feel desire outstrip impulse, irritating his imagination --- his nerves were feverish, his eyes apparent to any onlooker they threatened to flash something like love. Faithfully Samson took Fitz's lead, resting beside him with a bent head and eager heart; their brief contact, sending that traitorous organ into a death march. He could not help but smile -- so alike the satisfied expression Fitz sported at any party. "You'd love to spite me -- I know you'd put down good money, to see me riled up." Samson looked at Fitz's face and instantly longed for the ability to know all his opinions; but well-employed questions in any language, would not better elicit them than whatever spell tethered them. He was quiet a moment, and hushed in reply. "Maybe. I suppose it wouldn't be of use to either of us for me to deny that. Not that I've been forced to wait for very long; do you remain a topic of conversation out of action or habit?" Samson's voice faltered out of delight then any fear -- he was made soft and docile, in the token of uncharacteristic goodness, he was being offered now. "I'm almost delusional enough to believe that, but I know you've noticed by now that my em dash usage is wildly out of control." It was almost pathetic, the gravity that Samson employed to gently nudge Fitz's shoulder -- but every touch they shared was too domestic to be tolerated. "Some would say I'm betraying our shared homeland in saying this, but I'm glad you're not into redheads. It'd complicate things too much, I think. And I'll take your for for it, that you're not this sophomores tall and Byronic paramour. Though I concede, I don't know what I would have been inspired to if you'd said yes."
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the animated debate that sounded throughout the cluttered , post dinner table , was enough to lurch fitz into the depths of sheer , complete boredom . his presence only remained due to the minor smug gratification that his opinion , his existence , provided to the adoring crowd seated around him . the attendance of a figure flitting behind him , with words that were tripping over one another for dominance , was an undoubted , welcome surprise . " you're right , that is the most juvenile way i've been approached , but i'll give you a b+ for effort . " he noted with a polite , contrived smile adorning his face , his body only presenting her half of the attention he was actually giving her in his mind . his ears perked to a chorous of sniggers and smirks , the players in his own perosnal chess game , seeming to of lost their manners . " now , now , that is no way to treat our new friend . " the crystal glass containing cheval blanc 1998 , was quickly pounded to the table as the grating sound of a chair , was hauled next to the boston native . " must i introduce myself ? "
" this is going to sound totally juvenile and silly . . . " theo began, heart threatening to hammer out of her chest as they approached their fellow classmate. though not too far behind, a group of other classmates were watching their every move, awaiting. " i've just been dared to kiss you. and you OBVIOUSLY, don't have to say yes . . . but i'd never hear the end of it if i didn't at least ask. " light pink tints her cheeks, " they all freaked out when i mentioned i've never played truth or dare. hence . . . "
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an expertly crafted , reasonably late entrance had been a tradition of fitzgerald's appearance at daskalos's opening banquet . he beguiled eager freshman with his imposing stature , allowed seductive whispers to linger from sophomores and juniors . he wondered , at an accelerated rate these days , whether his fellow seniors and postgraduate compatriots , had pieced together his dedicated showmanship . perhaps it did not occur to them to study him so painstakingly , as he did to them . it was a night of play far more than it was a pleasure , an unadulterated chance to survey the new cast of characters in their most vigilant form . in turn , it was also a wondrous experiment to calculate how the summer sun illuminated or darkened the lives of daskalos existing troops . he'd forgone his dinner jacket long ago , instead he welcomed the seasonal breeze carry him throughout ��the evening . kaelo stark , fellow trust funder though rather uncommunicative and giving for his liking , seemed to have a similar idea . there he was , secluded and at home under the grecian starlight , surveying their fellow comrades in arms . to fitz , he was ripe for the taking . " it's all rather dull when it's free , though i suppose it's an ostentatious showing by design . " he replied , a faint distance within his tone as he clinked their glasses together and titled his aristocratic chin toward the moon . " loose lips are mildly entertaining though , don't you think ? " LIAR , loose lips were his most favored entertainment of all .
open starter ⇢ 𝖆𝖓𝖞𝖔𝖓𝖊.
𝓼𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 . . . the rooftop bar, post-dinner.
𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑, & the year before that, daskalos had gone above & beyond with the banquet arrangements — the room decorated to hell & back, everyone dressed to the nines, the menu curated by michelin star chefs. he could be having a worse time, he supposes; this year's cohort seems nice enough, with a handful of new faces. some of them seem like they're going to make him want to claw his own eyes out, but he'll wait for the first dionysia meeting to make a final judgment call. for now, he's resolved to taking advantage of the open bar, & he leans his weight on his elbows where they rest on a railing, looking out over the water. a presence to his left draws his attention, & his eyes flick to his newfound ( unwarranted ) company, raising an eyebrow in silent acknowledgement. he turns around, leaning his hips back against the railing & glancing across the rooftop to the crowd forming near the bar. he'd been one of the first to leave the table in favor of taking advantage of the open bar — a whiskey sour already in hand, which he sips casually as his lips curl into an amused smile. ❛ you drinking tonight? they're paying for it. you might as well. ❜
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" hello , stranger . " fitz murmured , as if to the air . samson's presence radiated even from the furthest corner of the island , the threads that tied them together glistened whenever he sought the solitude that they so often craved . he knew who those silent footprints in the sand belonged to , the waves could not curtail the electricity of their kind of emotional pull . he often thought that the moonlight called to them both , as if the nights sky provided them some kind of sanctity they weren't afforded in the daylight . perhaps that was why the summer , had never been quite their season . the longer evenings and a sun that threatened to remain well past when it was due , had felt ill fitting to them both , like a garment that never quite hung in the way one would like it to . he supposed it was always meant to be this way , reuniting with only the stars as their audience . fitz's hands were crossed loosely , cushioning the back of his head . he hadn't dared to look at samson yet , he'd not even dared to spare him a glance . " did the stars tell you to find me here , or have you been watching me all night ? "
he supposed that their dynamic had never been one of miscommunication or misunderstanding . instead , it was peppered with a million unspoken words and touches that we not pursued . if they were bolder , even prouder in their feelings toward one another , fitz would rattle off every thought he'd had all summer : come home to me , my world is glacial and hollow without your warmth , why did you not call ? why did you not write ? he wanted to be cruel , use this as the golden opportunity that in any other context , that he'd characterize as his eureka moment . but the heart he once thought he was without , spoke to him in ways that felt foreign to him . " why would i ever want to spite you ? " fitz questioned , finally succumbing to the desire that radiated through him . he paused , took in his surroundings and the man before him . not for calculation or premeditation , but for the simple fact of wanting to bask in his presence . fitz nodded his head , to indicate that they should sit . in the process , the intentional graze of his shoulder was a communication . it was a declaration , of longing and wanting , of a reassurance that samson really was here , in the flesh . " all that tells me is that you've been waiting to hear my name on the lips of our brothers and sisters in arms . " a cocked brow , and a slight smile threatened to break through . he could not deny , he was rather pleased that he was not the only one with open ears , and eager eyes . " you're without shortcomings , dearest . i like you just as you are . " he hummed , letting the alabaster sand cascade through his finger tips . " to note , i have no opinion of redheads , nor am i component of said whirlwind love affair , before you let your mind wander . "
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location: the beach
Samson was detained by converging twilight on the beach -- breathing in the deepening calm, the coolness of departing light mellowing him. There rankled a suspicion in his heart he was not alone; and of course, it was him there. Fitz's feet were firmly planted against alabaster sand, a force of nature sunshine now could not win over with simmering heat. Again and again and again, those eyes met his -- but offering nothing, they withdrew. Samson wished he could have dared to be near him; but he lived in perpetual fear his presence would evince indignation from Fitz. He longed to speak now -- he dared not whisper. Degrees of separation that summer had changed their relationship, but not in the manner he had painfully anticipated. Those warm words, though only warm in estrangement, breathed life on the frail frost-work of Samson's being. Fitz seemed to know that even if he only deigned to speak of himself, Samson's wish would always be satisfied.
For Samson's part, there was only one avenue of recourse now; he had to expiate his palpable feelings or he would not sleep that night. In a poorly executed attempt at indifference, Samson approached Fitz with his eyes upon the foaming waves; only until they stood within arms reach, did he meet the heat of his gaze.. He was powerless to deny himself the delight of indulging Fitz's most vicious moods, and being a pliant thing, to his will. Sometimes Fitz was prone to vindictive pleasures and harassed him; in-spite of Samson's desire to only hear and bear all, Fitz struck so expertly against the flint of whatever stamina Samson owned. In a strange and new phase, an utterly selfish one, Samson coveted this, too. He had lived in perpetual fear of a singular thing that would change him, an angst engrained in his nature. Fitz bore something in him -- but he did not know if he yielded himself to this singular path, if he would be asked to parted with his identity. "You always feel taller when your shoes are off -- is it an American thing, or is it just a party trick to spite me?" Samson did not wish to reflect much on the tenderness that marked his tone; he would rather invest in dissecting Fitz's reply, something he felt he knew by heart. Fitz would first offer a spare, but expressive answer -- and if Samson was lucky, a smile would wander around his lips, an expression that felt either blithe or critical. "I heard a girl at dinner speaking about some whirlwind love affair that's left her anchor-less; seemed like your type of scene -- but we've never discussed, whether you're infatuated with gingers or not. It'll be another thing to add to my list of shortcomings, if you are."
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the shadowed corners and darkened hallways of kitron , were a second home to the o'callaghan heir . he basked in the privacy , a moment to wipe his nose free of any lingering snow , or a brief pause of serendipity to survey his surroundings , calculate his next move . he felt incandescent daggers all dinner , the same ones that searched for him now , in the crowd of daskalos's best and brightest . she did look rather ravishing tonight . or , was it ��the summer of separation dancing around on his tongue ?
he could not deny , playing with greer was a pastime of his upmost enjoyment . he knew all too well , how to make her tick , how to manufacture and manipulate the spectacle of that big , beating heart of hers . he knew it would sicken her that he stretched out his " hellos " and his " good summers ? " to everyone in his path , bar her . if he was so inclined , he could hold court in her eyeline . but after all , the night had spoken to him and reminded him of their fun . he had missed her somewhat . court could wait . " if you're attempting to comment on my tan , it was at it's peak last week . " he responded , the ghost of a careful smirk threatening to appear , and a posture that carefully connoted a concoction of boredom and allure . " you really do look very pretty tonight , am i now too lowly in your eyes , to warrant a proper greeting ? " fitz questioned , as he brought the glass his hand was once clawing , up to his sinful lips .
he'd better be actually dead, was what she told her friend ten minutes ago. the worst part of this whole ordeal? people knew before she got here what happened this summer between her and fitzgerald o'callaghan ⸺ and like the sniveling rats they are, searching for any sign of weakness in the foundations of her, they asked anyway. she had just gotten through explaining the whole situation when she saw him.
her heart's dropped in fitz's presence before. when he drunkenly took a swan dive off the dresser in her dorm, or when he whispered things he did not mean into the charged air between them on nights they never speak of. her heart dropped now because of a familiar, wretched feeling: hurt. she narrowed her eyes, crossed her arms over her chest, and tilted her head. "forget something, fitzgerald?" she asked, as sweetly as she could. her friends behind her tensed, and, smartly, found somewhere else to be.
closed starter, kitron : post - dinner. @fvlsegcd for fitz
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JACOB ELORDI
at the venice film festival 2023.
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first they’ll give u butterflies then mental trauma
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⋆。°✩ 𝐅𝐈𝐓𝐙𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐋𝐃 𝐎'𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐆𝐇𝐀𝐍 | 𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐔𝐒
twenty four , senior at daskalos university studying political science , hailing from boston , massachusetts an undoubted , undisputed , menace to society .
at present , my brain simply won't allow me to condense fitz's work doc into a tumblr post . therefore , please browse the doc ( linked in the source ) at your pleasure .
i absolutely cannot wait to write with you all . please forgive my laziness , and my menace to society for any chaos that will ensue .
hugs and kisses - b .
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