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dramatically her eyes rolled, “go on then.. try it. i’m sure everyone will believe the princess over you.. all i need to do is turn on the waterworks and say it was you who harassed me,” valentina knew he wouldn’t really do it, that he was trying to play with her but that didn’t mean she wasn’t going to bite back. it was frustrating that he wouldn’t admit to wanting her, everyone wanted her and would do anything to have her so why wasn’t he the same? it was that reason alone that made her determined to prove otherwise, “are you? cute,” she muttered as her hazel eyes moved over him, arms folding over her chest, “i’m asking you to get into my business.. i asked if you thought he deserved another invite but you’re right i can do better.. it’s just not always easy to find people worthy of me,” she had no shame in how highly she thought of herself, she knew how much of a catch she was and the world should know it as well. inhaling sharply she dragged her eyes to lock with his, “are you better than him? could you satisfy me more..?” 

    Fabian was immediately annoyed that she actually thought he was being serious and that in turn, she would ruin his entire reputation on a false accusation. “First of all, I was joking, Valentina. I wouldn’t press a sexual harassment suit on you, as well as I hope you wouldn’t fuck me over with that knowing I did no such thing.” He sighed and looked at her before chuckling a little bit. “You’re such a spoiled brat, you know that? This is exactly why I hold out from you. You’re too used to getting everything you want.” Well, that and his job would be hanging by a thread, and he happened to really like his job, but minus well through the woman a hint that yes, he was interested... however. “Besides, your dad would have my head. It can’t happen.” He said clearly, running his hands through his dark tresses, smirking to himself. He couldn't believe he actually admitted it to her. God, it was just going to get worse now, and he knew it. Valentina was relentless. Like, now, her question... of course he could satisfy her more than that tool, but the actual question was, should he admit that too? “Wouldn’t you like to know?” Was all Fabian said before crossing his arms and smirking at her. 

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a scoff sounded as she rolled her hazel eyes, “no you don’t.. if only you could admit that you love thinking of me in a sexual way,” the blonde knew how unfair this was but she just didn’t care. fabian was the best bodyguard, she couldn’t fault his work though she never really got on well with him, kept him at such a distance and for good reason. with the constant encouragement from her friends to try and tempt him, to make him crack because they all wanted to know what he was like in bed she was struggling to keep things professional, the more her friends talked about it the more she wanted to do it — that was valentina so it came as no surprise. “i did,” she stated and while the sex wasn’t bad it wasn’t the best either, already she had decided they wouldn’t be coming around again ; fabian didn’t need to know that right now. “he tries hard to please me and doesn’t expect anything in return, i have him wrapped around my finger. it’s good that he realises he can’t do better than me and that i can just cut him off without a care,” she took a small step towards fabian, hand resting on his forearm, “do you think he is lucky enough to end up back in my bed?” 

       “You know, in most workplaces, I could pin this as sexual harassment.” He was only kidding, he wouldn’t report her or cause a fuss, mostly because she was right, but he was so determined on not breaking that he couldn’t help himself but to hold back. Smirking at her, he sighed and wondered what her commitment to making him admit things like that or even touch her was about. As she has proven, time and time again that she could get any guy she wanted, so why was she so hung up on him? The whole situation was both amusing and frustrating to him. “I’m glad you had fun.” Though I could make you moan harder. Of course, he kept that little thought to himself as he looked at her and smiled. If only she knew just how much restraint he held on himself from kissing her, want to put his hands on her body. Fuck. He needed to stop entertaining these ideas in front of her. It only made not only him hard, but the situation harder. “Probably. Seeing as you had a good time. Could probably do better, but I won’t get in your business.” 

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tomxfordx‌:

valentina was trying to make him jealous. it was that simple. she loved to be wanted and with each day that passed the temptation of fabian was proving too much but she didn’t want to be the first to cave. so instead she had invited the male she had been sleeping with over and decided to kiss him goodbye in front of fabian ; though she wasn’t invested in the kiss, hazel eyes were watching fabian instead. slowly she pulled away and said a final goodbye before the other male was gone, leaning against the wall a smirk was present on her features, “were we too loud or do you enjoy being able to hear my moans?” @fxbixnd​

      Fabian wasn’t sure why Valentina was acting this way, in front of him really, but it was fine. If she wanted to see him break she wouldn’t. As much as he wanted to. “You know I hate it when you ask me things like that, Valentina,” Fabian replied with a small sigh, trying not to smirk or blush or anything that would give away any sort of nervousness, or emotion really. “I also think you underestimate how big this place is, or how heavy your door is for that matter... I didn’t hear anything.” That wasn’t a lie, but it wasn’t the truth either. He did hear some of it, but it didn’t so much turn him on as it made him scoff and think, I could make her moan harder than that. “Did you enjoy yourself?” He dared to ask, looking down at the security camera to make sure her little boy toy was truly gone. 

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“i was only mad at my brother and not you… though considering you weren’t listening properly maybe i should be mad at you,” she always acted tougher than she was, really the girl was sensitive and little things like that did upset her even if they shouldn’t. the blonde never knew what to call this thing between her and fabian, normally she didn’t keep sleeping with someone and she did care about the male. maybe they were together ; even if that was the case she was too afraid to bring it up, to put labels on them. arms folded over her chest, eyes narrowing as she almost glared at him, “don’t talk to me like that. i’m not here to be treated like this by you. shit maybe you were secretly hoping i was going to end things with you and now that i wasn’t you think this is a quick way to make me end it,” along with being sensitive she was dramatic and right now fabian was pushing all the right buttons, he knew how to get under her skin but he also knew how to bring out a side to her that no one else saw. exhaling she shifted her gaze over him, teeth sinking into her lower lip as she thought, “how about you stop fucking getting high. am i seriously that bad to be around or that bad in bed you need to be high while with me? god, you are one of the best people i have ever met when you aren’t high.. i like that version of you a lot better.” 

     Fabian liked Perrie, he liked her a whole lot and he liked hanging out with her but this whole being mad at him shit was really killing his vibe and she didn’t know how to tell her that without sounding like a dismissive douchebag. “I get it, but I was listening, like I said, just caught off guard.” He sighed and looked at her, biting his lip. “I’m sorry, I don’t want to treat you badly, I’m just in a fucking mood now, I don’t like the idea of losing you.” He felt vulnerable and still slightly out of his mind, but, she was worth it to him. The rest of what she said, however, that never even crossed his mind... wanting to end it. Getting sassy so that it would end... that felt like a whole bunch of mental gymnastics. “I’m sorry, I am, but that’s not what I thought at all. I want to be with you. I’m in a mood because I thought you were going to end things with you.” He said simply, but genuinely. “I care about what you have to say. I care about you.” He admitted with a soft tone to his voice. He wasn’t one to let himself get emotional open up really but he felt like he needed to. That she needed to see that he did want her and somewhere along the line it did become more than just sex to him. Fabian didn’t know where that left them, or if Perrie even wanted to slap a label on whatever the fuck this was, but he wanted her to know that he wouldn’t be opposed to it. That he’d be happy being her boyfriend if she so chose.  “If you want me to stop getting high I’ll stop getting fucking high.” Never did he think he’d say that, but again, she was worth it. It was just going to be annoying to not be able to relax in that way anymore. “You’re not bad to be around at all Perrie, I think you’re taking me being a high a little too personal, I don’t get high to escape from you I get high to relax. I’ve had a long day I’m sorry.” He smirked a little when she said the rest but only because Perrie was the only person to ever really say that to him and it was nice to hear. “Thank you.” Despite the rest of it. Fabian would work on it. 

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           as he spoke a look of confusion broke out onto her features, with a sigh she slid her phone back into her pocket, deciding that her attention needed to be on fabian, “did you even listen to me?” she questioned arms folding over her chest, “nothing with us is changing. god. my brother is on my back about us, you know he doesn’t like you and he’s so protective of me. thinks that i need him to be a bodyguard when i don’t,” she spoke her voice firm hoping that he would actually take in what she was saying, truthfully she could see why her brother was concerned and normally his opinion was valid but not this time. not when she had spent so much of her teenage years making sure her twin brother was safe, though now it seemed like she had to spend her time make sure fabian was safe and in a way she liked being needed like that, she didn’t want to disappoint anyone and while she could come across as a bitch she really wasn’t ; not deep down. “i don’t get the constant need to be high.. that has never made sense to me but things with us whatever we are it works and i don’t want it to change so how about you start using your ears more and drugs less so i don’t have to get annoyed with you when you aren’t listening properly.” 

       Fabian sighed in relief, not wanting anything to change, honestly, he wasn’t all that into hook up culture and he had a good time with her. He didn’t want to take a break and eventually find someone that came up short to her. “Oh! Good.” He shrugged, looking at her, wanting to bite his lip so he could hold in his laughter when she started criticizing his getting high. “You’re mad at your brother, not me.” If Fabian was honest, he didn’t really care if her brother didn’t want him in his sister’s life. He was intimately involved with Perrie, not him. Plus, whoever said good things were easy? “You don’t need to get it.” He smirked, looking forward to the wall before him, spacing out on the color and thinking of which colors could mix to make that color in the first place. Fuck, he was losing his mind. “I’m listening, you just caught me off guard. I’m high off marijuana, not deaf.” Maybe he was being a little sassy now, but he didn’t criticize the shit he didn’t like about her, and the thought of ending things annoyed him beyond more than it should have so now, even though he misheard, he was in a mood. “How can I make it up to you then?” Fabian asked, waving the white flag. 

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she didn’t do relationships, not normally. she didn’t let anyone close to her and more often than not came across as bitchy and stuck up but that was her way of protecting herself. as much as the world thought her life was all roses there were many thorns — no one really knew what happened behind closed doors. they had met when perrie had been finding comfort in art and that was the reason alone she gave them a chance, they suddenly knew something about her that she hadn’t told her brother — art galleries and museums were her favourite place, everywhere she traveled she would without fail visit an art gallery and museum. an annoyed sigh came past her lips, “it’s my brother again..” she mumbled with a roll of her eyes, “i’m not sure what he is so worried about. i can look after myself,” that is what she had been doing her whole life and if she wasn’t looking after herself she was cleaning up her twin brother when he had drunk himself stupid, was too high to function or had got into a street fight and maybe that was the whole reason he was so protective now. she had looked after him and he felt now that he had his life together he needed to look after her. “what is the worst thing that will happen? we won’t be fucking anymore or hanging out anymore.. no drama,” the blonde shrugged, she wasn’t quite ready to use labels yet. the thought of being exclusive terrified her.

        Fabian didn’t know what was going on at the moment, and if he was honest he was a little too high to even figure it out. “Wait, what?” He asked with a small quizzical face, chuckling even. All that registered to him was what seemed to be and end to whatever it was they were doing. “You don’t want to hang out anymore? Did I do something?” God, he felt fucking stupid. Fabian couldn’t even get a grip on reality. “Fucking Christ, I’m sorry, can you explain? I’m not trying to be like needy or weird... or even make it hard on you I just have no idea what’s going on, I took like eight hits before making my way here so everything is a little like, you know?” Fuck, he was probably making things worse. Cringing at himself he wanted to just get up and leave, but he always wanted to make sure he didn’t mishear anything, and if he didn’t, if she had any feedback for him so he could maybe not make the same stupid mistake with someone else. 

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          she should of tried harder with him. that much she knew but he irked her for one reason or another. the people she called friends would always stare at him, make inappropriate comments and she would simply roll her eyes and give some sarcastic response. the blonde wasn’t blind, he was easy on the eye though it didn’t change anything. truth be told it was a lot easier to dislike them than it was to fantasize about him like so many people she knew did. valentina was complicated ; she loved being a princess and dreamed of being next in line for the throne even though she knew it would take a miracle for that to happen but yet she wasn’t fond of the lack of freedom, hated having someone constantly watch her like she was some child and yes it was for her protection but she liked to think she could take care of herself and didn’t need some man to do it despite the fact she lived of her daddy’s money. valentina was a lot of things, intelligent being one of them if she needed to go and make a life for herself then she could, right now she didn’t know what she wanted to do and had no need to go and make something of herself so instead she enjoyed her life and lived it as independently as someone like her could.

she knew how captivating she was, many times she had used her looks to get what she wanted. twisting things so they thought she desperately wanted them when in the end it was all a game and she would be the winner, people would get hooked on her and always wanted more ; it was then they would do anything and quickly realise she was the one who held the control — of course she could be genuine as well and when she fell it was intense and there was nothing she wouldn’t do for them ; loyalty was one of her greatest traits so it was simply an assumption that fabian wanted her. it wasn’t like she knew the things he did or the thoughts that ran through his mind ; she wasn’t that good. “i’m just being honest with you and you asked the question of where i was going,” she spoke simply her hazel eyes giving him another once over, wondering if her words had struck a chord at all, he seemed caught off guard but that was all he could put it down too, nothing more. it wasn’t going to stop her having a little fun with him and maybe deep down she would enjoy fooling around with him, it was just rare for her to fool around with anyone that wasn’t high class. a smirk that matched his own made it’s way onto her lips, “you’re only human darling,” she replied closing the gap between them, it wasn’t exactly fair what she was doing but she had a point to prove and that was he wanted her. one hand clasped around his wrist as she slowly attempted to move it from his pocket, “i can make anyone weak at their knees, don’t pretend you are immune,” she stated guiding his hand from her collarbone slowly down towards her hip, watching him carefully as she did so with that smirk still plastered on her lips. “your job is to protect me and i get you are doing your job but that makes you so utterly annoying at times but there are worse bodyguards than you. one claimed to accidentally walk in on me while i was showering because they thought i screamed or something,” she paused eyes rolling dramatically, “i only screamed when an almost fifty year old came barging in, worse part was the door was locked — the point of the story is you all want to be professional but all of you also want to fuck me or at least see me naked or semi naked,” exhaling she took a step away from him, shoulders tugging up into a shrug that was one thing she didn’t mind about him — at least he wasn’t a creep or grumpy like her part time one. “so.. are you coming with me so i can get laid or are you going to keep me here until i get desperate and fuck you.” the blonde wasn’t even sure if she was being serious or not, the last comment took her by surprise. 

         “I asked where you were going, not what you were doing with where you going.” Though Fabian couldn’t help but think that Valentina was teasing him with these details. That she wanted to have him think about her fucking someone, thinking about her sexually in general—well, it worked. Mission accomplished. He was sure that he wasn’t the first and not the last in this position, thinking of her this way, thinking of what she would look like on top of him, beneath him, besides him... in front of him... fuck he couldn’t pay attention now. He was going to lose his shit if either he wasn’t alone soon, or she didn’t stop. She probably wouldn’t. Fabian has worked for Royalty before, it’s what helped him get hired here, his expirience... attention was a big thing for them. In different ways, but, big nonetheless. 

Smirking lightly at Valentina, finding her incredibly amusing, attractive. She knew she was attractive too, and she knew he was probably attracted to her, but for the sake of being professional, he continued being vague. Or “acting immune” as she would put it. Val moved his hand from his pocket put it on her body and he let her take her to take control of his hand, not letting think he was eager to touch her, although he very much was. Fabian had a lot of willpower... it was no wonder he managed to stay sober for so long from drinking once he got the help. However, he kept that to himself, and that was neither here or there. For now, he allowed her to take control of his hand, guiding it from her beautiful collarbones down her flattering chest. His eyes trailing down with their hands. She was speaking as she guided their hands to her hips, all that he got was that his job made him annoying and some random story about a shitty bodyguard that wanted to get a good look at her naked in the shower? Well, so did he, but fuck, who does that? Pervert. That’s awful. “I wouldn’t do that to you.” He assured her seriously, his light hazel eyes looking at her intensely. “You can trust me.” He whispered, his hand on her hip, but he simply held it there, not squeezing not making a move, just not moving it away either. “I’m not going to deny the fact that given the chance I would sleep with you, you’re gorgeous, but I'm not going to do that. I’m hired to protect you, not fuck you.” Fabian smiled softly at her, thinking about her question for a minute. “I’m only paid to drive you and protect you to the places that are on the schedule for the day.” With that, he winked. and turned on his heels, walking back to where his desk is, shutting everything down for the night.  She was too fucking sexy to pass up. Not like he was on the clock right now anyway. 

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           it was frustrating that her bodyguard before fabian had taken another job, though she understood it because he had a family of his own now and needed a job that was less demanding. he was replaced with fabian. the blonde wasn’t a fan of the dark haired male, he was constantly breathing down her neck, though she had never given him a chance either just been in a huff about losing the bodyguard she actually liked. fabian was her full time bodyguard, though like any job he had two days off in a week and her part time bodyguard would step in — she liked fabian better than that grumpy one. hazel eyes rolled as she turned on her heel to face him, “maybe it’s not on there because i didn’t want you to know about it,” she spoke with pursed lips, folding her arms over her chest. if she had managed to walk out without him and something happened to her then it would be on him, he was the best at his job which was why fabian was her bodyguard. 

exhaling she knew he wasn’t going to let her go without knowing where she was going and accompanying her, “i wanted to go and see someone.. it’s no big deal. i’m sleeping with them, they can be trusted,” she spoke looking him up and down, “i mean i get why you would want to stop it.. knowing you can’t sleep with me must be pretty hard.”

        Valentina had a mouth on her, and he wasn’t surprised she’d reply the way she did. For some reason, she didn’t like him from the moment he started working as her full-time guard and at first he thought she’d warm up to him, but it’s been a while and she’s continued to make it clear that his presence wasn’t welcomed with her. Fabian was starting to think she actually didn’t like him for some weird resentment she was projecting on to him, or she’s fucking with him. He definetely had to note that if she was indeed just fucking with him, then he’d definitely have to recommend a career in acting, because she had him fooled for a while, and Fabian DeMarco was literally clinically, physically, and mentally trained to call out bullshit—well, suspicious and dishonest behavior. She could walk out the door, try to leave without him, but in all truth, he’d just be mere feet behind her. Watching her every move like a creep or a predator stalking their prey, but only to make sure she was safe from harm, of course. Fabian didn’t plan on losing his job because he let her go alone somewhere with some guy that she claimed could be trusted and then have something happen to her. Fuck getting fired, Valentina’s family had power, royal power... there was no doubt they would give him the full John the Baptist treatment and have his head served on a silver platter as “just” punishment. 

All of those things didn’t surprise him though, what did shock him was how she spoke to him, and how she so openly explained what she was going to be up to behind closed doors, which, sure, sometimes as he waited Fabian let his mind wander, hands too... Valentina was a beautiful woman, sometimes she just looked so fucking sexy, smelled nearly intoxicating, in a good way, of course, but made him wait in the car alone for so long that he couldn’t bloody help himself. The tall male never planned on revealing that, though... Until now really he was one thousand percent sure he’d be taking that dirty little secret with him to the gravel. The bodygaurd didn’t want her royal highness to feel uncomfortable by knowing he thought of her any other way than simply his employer, and within binding himself to Valentina, he vowed to protect her with everything he had. Telling her, coming on to her, that’d just get in the way of his job, putting her in danger, and it was innapropriate to give into such temptaitions. However, Val didn’t seem to share the same curtesy  towards him though, and how could he ever expect her to? They were two completely different people in general, but she wasn’t the one risking her life and her livelihood if she crossed any lines. Guess that made things a little easier. On her, anyway... nothing was ever ‘easier’ when it came to this job, to her.��“Fuck, that was... what?” Fabian always made sure no one saw him when he touched himself in the car waiting for her, thinking about her, and even then, it wasn’t like he was moaning out her name or anything obvious either. The broading brunette didn’t know where she got the impression that he’d want to fuck her aside from the things she told herself, but it made him anxious, as if her missed a crucial detail in covering his tracks. There was no denying that Fabian would’ve loved a night of passion and intimacy with her, release all that, tension, they seemed to have with each other, but she didn’t need to know that, yet. Smirking a little and looking away, wanting to scratch the back of his head because he was nervous and needed to do something with his hands, but would rather jump in an acid bath before him himself away, he looked back at her seemingly puzzled and placed his large hands in his front pockets. “What gives you the slightest idea that I want to have sex with you, Valentina?” 

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          Looking up to spot Valentina, he noticed what direction she seemed to be heading in and decided to call the, royal heir to the thrown, out on it. He didn’t necessarily hate the Princess, but he didn’t really like her either. Not her attitude at least. Seeing at he put his life on the line for her every time they stepped out of the palace, he just wished they’d get along a little bit. Maybe then he’d feel like dying for her, if it ever came to that, would be worthwhile. Having been hired to protect her at all times, Fabian was given a daily itinerary of her planned events: public, private, social, and not so social, like a walk, running errands, or the gym for example. “I have nothing left on your schedule today... did you leave something out?” He didn’t intend on getting out of his spot until she gave him an answer though, wiped from the days’ activities as is. 

Honestly, Fabian didn’t mind going back out, it was his job, he just would’ve liked to have been given a heads up first, seeing as he had a hot shower, tv marathon, and snacks waiting for him in his sleeping chamber now that he thought the day’s work was done. Guess they’d just have to wait a little longer for him. @picassoxbaby

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AMY: i was at a partyy

AMY: i don't know where i am now..

AMY: if i was rlly drunk i wouldnt be able to text u

AMY: i'm just like tipsy

AMY: ur so nice, bring food pls

FABIAN: Okay, well that's worrisome. Is there a public place you can go to nearby? I don't like the idea of you not knowing where you are in the middle of the night with alcohol in your system.

FABIAN: trust, you'd be able to text me. i've done more than enough while drunk off my rocket, and texting was definitely one of my biggest second hand embarrassment regrets to think about. Sorry i worded that weird, i'm tired af. moral of the story, you can definitely text while drunk, so... but don't worry. i said i'd humor you. ;)

FABIAN: i'm picking you up first, we can worry about food after. deal?

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AMY: can you pick me up pls?

AMY: i'm not drunk i swear

FABIAN: it's literally 2 fucking am... where are you?

FABIAN: full offense, but that sounds like something someone drunk would say. i'll humor you though.

FABIAN: send me your location, stay safe, be there soon.