fxckkitskay - Tumblr blog

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never leaving tumblr bc where else would i find people following “diet” advice from 13-17 year olds with no questions asked 💀

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“Fuck it we ball” (malnourished, dehydrated, heavy eye bags, on the verge of death)

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I hate when people chew with their fucking mouths open

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Oh girly pops imma lose my shit I’ve rewritten my court statement 1000000000000000 times and I keep spelling shi wrong and this fucking letter is going into court so I need to spell write dyslexia will be the death of me

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Yesterday my abusers bm texted wanting to have a phone call so I did (after haveing a panic attack) and she wanted to apologize to me, and ask me some stuff for some shi I don’t really know if I can talk about rn but she also told me he admitted to her that he did everything I’ve said he did and that she was sorry for helping him attack me. Idk this really is full circle everyone’s starting to see that I wasn’t the monster, idk it hurts that it’s taken 2 other girls being hurt by him for my story to actually mean something to anyone but im happy someone’s actually starting to believe me

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I just wanna change

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My tumblr is tweaking lately rip

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I feel like everyday I hit a new all time low so that’s fun

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my blog is a safe space for me. the rest of you are in danger i think

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The one thing I can appreciate about Tumblr is that I can just be. I don’t have to talk to anyone, I don’t care how many followers I have, I don’t care if anyone likes what I reblog. This entire space is dedicated to what I love; what inspires me; what brings me pleasure. 

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keeping your ED from your irls while having an ED blog is kind of exactly what i imagine it’s like to be a superhero with a secret identity

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I am falling

Deeper

Into a place I can’t escape

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I lowkey hella miss before everyone had phones. Im so sick of “hanging out” with people jus for them to sit on tiktok and ignore everyone

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Me when I gain

Me when I maintain

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Idk I just like this picture 🫠

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So fun when the people you love start confirming all the negative thoughts you have about yourself right?