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moved mains (again) to @hydrohellian. <3

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new sideblog ~~ @zyttore

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" Akihiko does, indeed, perform bodily functions. "

And then the Doctor vanishes.

@voyage-inferno @mmriesoftvat

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❝  i see a dozen men here ready to leap on each other’s throats.  ❞ @ alhaitham (probably if they are talking about scholars and the current state of affairs)

The acting grand sage rarely even blinks at the statement.

Why should he, when it's nothing more than the truth? The words simply begging to be lifted from confines of control; from the barriers of mortal (?) containment.

After all, the Akademiya is nothing more than scholars begging to bite for a piece of bait offered by one of their higher-ranking officials. Looking for a promotion; a chance to be published, for their knowledge to be reaffirmed and praised.

He'd call it pathetic if he cared enough.

But he rarely cares enough to lift his eyes from the Haravat texts, reviewing yet another paper submitted that year. Something he could hardly put his heart into, but that was fine.

Holding a conversation while doing something so idle and mindless was beneficial to both his minimal workload and the attention being paid to the silver-haired female.

" Is that all? I see about twice that number. "

Glittering eyes carved from buried desert stone barely look up at the proclamation.

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song url challenge because i wanna do it :D

Fool - djo

Xanny - billie ellish

Taste - ari abdul

Unholy - sam smith

Instant Destiny - tame impala

Shirt - sza

Meddle About - chase atlantic

Stay With Me - miki matsubara

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❝I think you need to lay down.❞   (@ childe)

He's fine, he's just fine- he knows his own balance and how much he's been hurt. Blood loss doesn't matter to him when he has a fight to win- right?

There's a fight still happening, right?

Or maybe Childe does need to lay down. Where were the abyss mages he was just fighting with the exorcist by his side- blue eyes sweep the plain, confusion wrought in ignorance.

Ignorance; of the ice chunk embedded in pale flesh of his torso. Seeing the gash bled into gray clothing and fabric supple; staining skin and body alike with the form it presented. What was going on...

" Comrade, I'm fine. Let's keep going. "

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gentleness action prompts edit/interpret sender/receiver roles as you see fit

breathe - muse a holds muse b closely to help them wind down after a stressful day/event

stop - muse a holds muse b back from walking back out into the fray

melt - muse a holds muse b’s face gently, drawing circles into their cheeks with their thumbs

acceptance - muse a kisses muse b’s forehead and lingers

redemption - muse a holds muse b’s face together and rests their forehead against them

home - muse a pulls muse b closer until muse b’s face rests in the crook of muse a’s neck

finale - muse a wraps themself around muse b to keep them from harm

classics - muse a tends to muse b’s wounds with more care than necessary

honesty - muse a wipes muse b’s tears away from under their eyes

recovery - muse a rubs muse b’s back repeatedly to help work tension out their body

anxiety - muse a intertwines their fingers with muse b’s to ground themself

repose - muse a languidly slips into muse b’s arms while muse b is lying somewhere

subtlety - muse a gently brushes their hand over folds and wrinkles on muse b’s clothing

intimacy - muse a braids/brushes/works knots out of muse b’s hair

domesticity - muse a rests chin on muse b’s shoulder to read/see what they’re holding

second-nature - muse a runs their hand through muse b’s hair who’s leaning into them from behind

casual - muse a slinks their arms around muse b’s to sit closer

wounded - muse a sways muse b and themself back and forth as a soothing mechanism

care-taking - muse a rubs muse b’s arms repeatedly to get some warm into them

excuses - muse a brushes their thumb lightly against muse b’s rub some dirt/dust/etc away

courting - muse a rests one hand on muse b’s back and holds out the other for muse b to hold to help them climb up/down something

simplicity - muse a playfully runs their finger along the bridge of muse b’s nose in one swift motion

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𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬

please link this post somewhere where people can see the original :-)

—————— ♡

blush— are you single, taken, crushing, or not interested? or is it complicated?

ballet slipper— with only one word, describe how you feel at this moment

rose quartz— what’s your love language (romantic or platonic)?

watermelon— have you ever had to reject anyone romantically? how did it go?

fuchsia— describe your personality in three words!

rose— do you believe in soulmates? why or why not?

coral— what’s something you’re passionate about?

carnation— how important are “looks” to you in a relationship?

blossom— would you get a tattoo? if so, what would it be of?

salmon— would you prefer a partner who is an introvert or an extrovert? why?

pastel pink— do you prefer to dress up and go out or stay in and relax?

bubblegum— how do you feel about your love life right now? are you happy with it?

champagne— what’s your favorite form of physical affection, if any at all?

hibiscus— what’s your favorite pet name, if any? why?

hot pink— what’s your favorite relationship trope?

flamingo— would you say you’re clingy in relationships and friendships?

cherry pink— when it comes to loved ones, are you openly affectionate or are you more reserved?

peach syrup— have you ever had an internet crush on a mutual on this app or another app?

pink magnolia— would you say that you develop crushes quickly?

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song of achilles rp starters

by madeline miller. i altered some quotes so they fit better  ♡

❝  i saw then how i had changed.  ❞ ❝  name one hero who was happy — you can’t.  ❞ ❝  i feel like i could eat the world raw.  ❞ ❝  you are half my soul, as the poets say.  ❞ ❝  i have no need to forgive you. you cannot offend me.  ❞ ❝  i do not fear ridicule. i never have.  ❞ ❝  you have always trusted so easily; you have had so little in your life to fear or suspect.  ❞ ❝  do you hear me? please, say something.  ❞ ❝  your face is like quicksilver, always racing to something new. you unsettle me.  ❞ ❝  you do not give things up so easily now as you once did.  ❞ ❝  now i know how to make you follow me everywhere.  ❞ ❝  i would know your face in dark or disguise. i would know it even in madness.  ❞ ❝  there is no law that gods must be fair.  ❞ ❝  i have never seen anyone fight the way you do.  ❞ ❝  our dead come for their vengeance regardless of witnesses.  ❞ ❝  the sorrow was so large it threatened to tear through my skin.  ❞ ❝  when you die, all things soft and beautiful and bright would be buried with you.  ❞ ❝  you were always better with words than i.  ❞ ❝  i will never leave you. it will be this, always, for as long as you will let me.  ❞ ❝  you smile, and your face is like the sun.  ❞ ❝  i thought you were — something. you do not — you do not move like a human.  ❞ ❝  do you want to walk up to the woods?  ❞ ❝  you can’t be very wounded if you can stand for so long.  ❞ ❝  there are no bargains between lion and men. i will kill you and eat you raw.  ❞ ❝  we are like gods at the dawning of the world.  ❞ ❝  nothing could eclipse the stain of this dirty, mortal mediocrity.  ❞ ❝  i yearn for the darkness and silence of the underworld, where i can rest.  ❞ ❝  those seconds, half seconds, that the line of our gaze connected, were the only moment in my day that i felt anything at all.  ❞ ❝  you seem utterly unaware of your effect on the people around you.  ❞ ❝  it was almost like fear, in the way it filled me, rising in my chest. it was almost like tears, in how swiftly it came.  ❞ ❝  you are a weapon, a killer. do not forget it.  ❞ ❝  i have heard that men who live by a waterfall cease to hear it — in such a way did i learn to live beside the rushing torrent of my doom.  ❞ ❝  if you have to go, you know i will go with you.  ❞ ❝  there is no one like you.  ❞ ❝  we have given each other wounds, but they are not mortal.  ❞ ❝  and perhaps it is the greater grief, after all, to be left on earth when another is gone.  ❞ ❝  who can be ashamed to lose to such beauty? it is enough to watch you win.  ❞ ❝  do not let what you have gained this day be so easily lost.  ❞ ❝  you have killed them and taken your vengeance. it is enough.  ❞ ❝  no man is worth more than another, wherever he is from.  ❞ ❝  strange that such a small kindness feels like grace.  ❞ ❝  you can use a spear as a walking stick, but that will not change its nature.  ❞ ❝  i cannot bear to see you grieving.  ❞ ❝  i remember little more than scattered images from my life then.  ❞ ❝  i would recognize you by touch alone, by smell; i would know you blind, by the way your breaths came and your feet struck the earth. i would know you in death, at the end of the world.  ❞ ❝  i see a dozen men here ready to leap on each other’s throats.  ❞ ❝  in my land a bow is marked as the weapon of cowards.  ❞ ❝  you may still make a good person.  ❞ ❝  you don’t bother to threaten me, yet. i should be worth threatening.  ❞ ❝  the memories well up like springwater, faster than i can hold them back.  ❞ ❝  i hoped that you would come.  ❞ ❝  the voices of the dead were said to have the power to make the living mad.  ❞ ❝  i have weathered the anger of gods before.  ❞ ❝  i thought of how many nights i had lain awake in this room, loving you in silence.  ❞ ❝  there is nothing in the world i want more than to know what you had not said.  ❞ ❝  you will never gain fame from your fighting. does this surprise you?  ❞ ❝  my mind is filled with cataclysm and apocalypse: i wish for earthquakes, eruptions, flood. only that seems large enough to hold all of my rage and grief.  ❞ ❝  i will not cry in front of you.  ❞ ❝  listen to me. you go too far in this. i will not be able to protect you.  ❞ ❝  there is no honor in betraying your friends.  ❞ ❝  i’m afraid I have been prompted by a rare stirring of guilt.  ❞ ❝  i promised myself that if i ever saw you again, i would keep my thoughts behind my eyes.  ❞ ❝  i did not want you to see my fear, though normally we kept nothing from each other.  ❞ ❝  gods and mortals never mix happily in our stories.  ❞ ❝  you will be dead soon enough.  ❞ ❝  you are destroying yourself. you will not be loved for this, you will be hated, and cursed.  ❞ ❝  you left yourself today. and now you are returned.  ❞ ❝  you are a better person than i.  ❞ ❝  whatever you do, i shall stand with you, as i always have.  ❞ ❝  you have looked at me a thousand thousand times, but there is something different in this gaze, an intensity i do not know.  ❞ ❝  my life is my reputation. it is all i have.  ❞ ❝  may i give you some advice? if you are truly his friend, you will help him leave this soft heart behind.  ❞ ❝  what are you thinking about?  ❞ ❝  even the boldest of people would whisper a prayer if they brushed against me.  ❞ ❝  the keen edge of my envy was like flint, a spark away from fire.  ❞ ❝  do you think we fight hopeless wars?  ❞ ❝  it is strange, that you would speak against betrayal.  ❞ ❝  if every soldier killed only those who’d personally offended him, we’d have no wars at all.  ❞ ❝  no one has ever tried to take something from me.  ❞ ❝  stay behind me.  ❞ ❝  will you help me put the rest of my armor on?  ❞ ❝  your face is blank and barren, like another language, impenetrable.  ❞ ❝  i am here because i believe that we will win. i am staying until the end.  ❞ ❝  your presence is like a stone in my shoe, impossible to ignore.  ❞ ❝  he is not worthy of you. he never has been.  ❞ ❝  will you tell me who hurt you?  ❞ ❝  it is like a nightmare; i expect, each moment, to wake to relief. but there is no waking.  ❞ ❝  i do not need to prove myself to you. to any of you.  ❞ ❝  you have always thought too much of yourself.  ❞ ❝  some men gain glory after they die, while others fade.  ❞ ❝  even here, behind the darkness of my eyelids, i cannot name the thing i hope for.  ❞ ❝  our joy is so bright we can see nothing else but the other.  ❞ ❝  you have a tender heart. an admirable quality, surely.  ❞ ❝  you are spring, golden and bright. envious death would drink your blood, and grow young again.  ❞ ❝  i will not be the raven on your shoulder all the time, predicting gloom.  ❞ ❝  you look different in sleep, beautiful but cold as moonlight.  ❞ ❝  when there is greed, there is hope.  ❞ ❝  i could have told you more, of the dreams that leave me bleary and bloodshot, the almost-screams that scrape my throat as i swallow them down.  ❞ ❝  you are angry, and not without reason.  ❞ ❝  you feel mislead; you were promised victory.  ❞ ❝  you know, it’s funny; i keep thinking i’ve seen you before.  ❞

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guess who won the brainrot fight !! (this was a one sided fight)

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“ I got tired of seeing multiple different relationship memes have a few relationships I was interested in but more that I was not, so I’ve combined a few - and added some options of my own.

Taken partly from @loisnclark and @leneemusing “ - archived originally at  mememeseymour (defunct/deleted)

romantic relationships ! ❤️ friends to lovers 💗 slow burn 💙casual partners to lovers 💜 friends with benefits to lovers 💚 actually unrequited 💛 falsely assumed unrequited 💘 begrudgingly falling in love

familial relationships ! 🌻  friends like siblings 🌵  parental 🌷 general found family

friend relationships ! ☀️   best friends 🌦   enemies to friends 🌈  friends since childhood ⛅️  friends of circumstance ☁️  friends from school

enemy relationships ! 🔪   friends to enemies 💣   stole something from my muse 🔦   stole something from your muse ❌   guilty by association 🖤 enemies to lovers

sexual relationships ! 🍑 one night stand 🍆 friends with benefits 💞 friends with benefits + unspoken feelings 💦 play partners 👉👌 casual partners 👅 hatefucking 🤐 kink mentor/mentee 💔 ex partners with feelings

other relationships 💝 mentor/mentee 🍸 partners in crime 💟 lovers to enemies ❣️ forced to work together for survival/a common goal ✋ colleagues 💓 colleagues to lovers 🖕 colleagues to enemies 🦄 suggest your own

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kaveh let me in <3

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so close to an alh takeover OOOOOOO

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well.

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taking another hiatus

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How is he still talking.

It's the one point that keeps flashing through the eleventh's mind, pressing; throbbing against the line of his mind and beating out a steady pattern. Anger burning against the blood coursing through him, as though the scarlet would turn any brighter from sheer emotion.

From the heated hand pressed against Akihiko's throat and wrapping tight.

Their size differences... well, despite what the former harbinger had been saying to him, constantly babbling to try and set him off more (and be successful) captivated him. With how perfectly the shape of his slender throat could fit in the broad stripe of his hand. Fingers locking together against the mark of Anemo glowing against the back of his throat.

Said fingertips drifting over the blue-green mark of elements. Feeling the winds howl in reply to what he'd done, knowing Akihiko would tear into him the moment realization struck like lightning above.

Like the power he'd once possessed, but surely underlying below his skin to this day.

But Childe can feel the same ability crackling through him. Tempting at the very utterance of his name by the anemo wanderer, but he's better than that.

He's not giving the smaller male the chance to glimpse the monster he becomes at the crackle and spark of electricity.

At the glance of Akihiko's eyes over the blood splattered on his pale skin, Childe's tongue snaps out to lave over the gore. Cleansing it from the streaks upon his skin and tasting the copper coursing with seawater of Hydro blessed power.

Knowing how the Sixth would loathe him for the very action.

" Walk away? "

But that statement makes him laugh.

" I never walk away from a fight. And you know that better than anyone, don't you? "

My former superior.

@fxtuisms asked ; throttle. (childe) — ❛   throttle .   aggressively  wrap  your  hands  around  my  muse’s  throat . 𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐃  &  𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐅𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 

He is witnessing the pinnacle of Childe's true anger. The very vexation that floods each finger that grips his throat to leave imprints but struggles to do so with the material the creation is gifted with. It is unlikely the Harbinger will even dent his column, let alone, scratch it.

This revelation is something that wracks the Wanderer with l a u g h t e r which finds its way snaking into Tartaglia's reddened ears. Hot breaths land strike upon strike to undermine the blows the Eleventh had previously delivered upon the sanctity of his body. His vessel. Seeking to mark its territory in the finery of his mind, stitching his vocals for the younger to never be rid of.

❝ You are as WEAK as ever, Childe. How you were accepted into the Fatui is beyond me. ❞ He eyes the dried bits of vermillion, coating the edges of his tattered lips. A result of their earlier kerfuffle and brutish antics. Something that was common amongst the two whenever they came into close vicinity of each other.

A restraining order would probably be a logical choice, but when did Childe ever adhere to reason and rule. The halfwit would view the law as something to break, to challenge. It would only catapult his need to be more of a pest than he already was.

And disposing of parasites may have been a speciality of Akihiko's but he had a daily limit that Childe prided himself in exceeding.

❝ Even your Foul Legacy would be child's play. The only reason you're still standing is because I will it. I simply cannot be bothered to waste my time wiping the floor with you. ❞ Though, his eyes do track down to the tiles beneath the pair. Imagining the sight of a bloodied sash and a groaning wimp. They eventually resurface to the agonised face, amused at the wounded sight. ❝ It would be wise to release me and walk away. I'm not usually this generous but you're in LUCK, for once. ❞

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care to join me for a bit ? @ yae miko, inviting her for a drink, perhaps?

The question.. well, it makes an elegant laugh bubble up from between thin lips. It's not a mocking one; well, it isn't meant to be, in its' execution.

But anything coming from the fox-eyed kitsune sounded demeaning in nature. Not like Miko wasn't aware that Zarina would only enjoy that sound of her laughter.

" Well, well... look who found the courage to use her tongue. "

Lavender eyes spark with amusement as the gujji lowers her light novel. Sakura and foxes decorating the cover around a young couple; surely something pointless and romantic that she so enjoyed immersing herself into.

The glowing pinks and soft cream of her own decolotage matching with her novel; almost the pure opposite to the woman before her. Decorated like the physical incarnation of violence... something yet so alluring to the shrine maiden who stands from her place. Letting another one of her training maidens sweep to her duties.

Which she had so pointedly ignored for the time being...

" If you're my company, of course I would. "