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[gabriella-trn1042]

@ayoungeststark sent: “Nah, it’s not that bad. I’ve had worse.”

"That...I believe," Gabriella admitted. "But that doesn't mean that it isn't still pretty bad just because it's not the worst you've ever had."

She tilted her head, "How exactly did you manage to do that? It was barely a fight," She smirked a little knowing it had actually been more than a little fight. Still...he had a good amount of armor relative.

"Let's get you cleaned up."

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PROMPTS FOR ASSERTIVE ACCUSATIONS *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

you knew about this!

you knew this was going to happen, and you never told me!

how could you hide something like this?

you told me we were in this 'til the end.

i never should have trusted you.

now i look like the fool.

this wasn't supposed to happen!

don't bullshit me! how long have you known about this?

i opened myself up to you, and you lied to me!

you used me? all this time?

so that was a lie?

you told me you never saw what happened!

i'm so stupid for believing you.

what else are you hiding from me?

i don't want your excuses! i just want the truth.

why did you keep me in the dark for so long?

who else knows? does everyone know but me?

when were you going to break the news? let me in on your little secret?

all this time, i could've been doing something else.

you led me on.

you lied straight to my face.

you should feel sorry.

i don't want your apologies. they mean nothing to me.

they were all right about you.

they warned me about you, and i ignored them.

i didn't ask to be made fun of!

so what am i? the butt of the joke?

have you been laughing behind my back the whole time?

you're breaking my heart.

i thought you were the one for me.

i poured my whole life out for you, and this is what i get in return?

i never gave up on you. never!

you could have saved them!

all you care about is yourself!

i'm never going to forgive you for what you've done.

this is the worst day of my life.

this is all your fault! you did this!

just say you never cared and be done with it.

i never want to see your face again.

you two deserve each other.

you could have told me before. i would have listened.

if you'd just been honest with me this whole time...

i gave you so many opportunities to tell me the truth.

did you ever tell me the truth, or were they all lies?

you know what i've been through, and you didn't care.

look at me when i'm talking to you!

i wish we'd never met.

meeting you was the worst mistake i've ever made.

don't come around here ever again. do you understand?

everything is ruined, and it's all your fault!

show me. show me what you're hiding!

it wasn't lost. you had it all along and never told me.

why did you never tell me your real name?

this was a mistake.

you look like an idiot.

no more second chances. we're done here.

get out of my sight.

i really thought you were different.

you were a total waste of time.

you could have called me!

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@crisispider continued from x

"Mm, fries," Gabi smirked. "You gonna rub some salt in that gaping wound in your side?" She commented, raising an eyebrow. "I'll take some fries. You want some help with some stitches?" She offered in return, for the moment sitting down across from him.

"I really don't get what it is about Spidermen and trying to shoulder injuries with no help," She was less annoyed with Peter than she was when that referred to Miguel, but she thought the point probably still stood.

"The desire to eat a mountain of food, I get," Her metabolism was insane and she was always hungry if she were being honest. "Food is less tasty when you bleed all over it."

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HURT / COMFORT : STARTERS

a collection of quotes, phrases, and sayings for when your muse needs a little TLC. change & alter as needed.

THE HURT:

“Nah, it’s not that bad. I’ve had worse.”

“I don’t think I can walk that far… or at all.”

“I’m fine. I don’t need your help.”

“Will you stay with me? Just until I fall asleep?”

“I’m sorry, I’m just—I’m just really tired.”

“I don’t need a break. I’m okay.”

“It was my fault. It was all my fault.”

“I think I need help.”

“So, I don’t think I’m dying, or anything, and it’s probably not that serious, but… I’m kinda bleeding. A lot.”

“Is the room spinning right now, or is that just me?”

“No, I’m okay, I just… I hit my head. Really hard. I’ll be okay, just give me a second.”

“I’m not sick! I’m fine!”

“No, I don’t think any of my bones are broken, or anything like that. Just bad bruises.”

“Yeah, but you should see the other guy.”

“I’m fine. This just happens sometimes. It’s normal for me.”

“I’ve got a headache.”

“Seriously, though, I’m fine! Stop making such a big deal out of it!”

“I’ve been taking care of myself for a long time. I don’t need your help, and I definitely don’t need your pity. Fuck off.”

“Please tell me I don’t look as bad as I feel.”

“I think I’m running a fever.”

“So, what’s the prognosis, Doc? Am I gonna live?”

“Stop fussing over me! I’m not a baby!”

“Can I stay with you tonight? I just… really don’t want to be alone right now.”

“No, I-I’m okay. It was just a nightmare. Go back to sleep.”

“I… can’t actually remember the last time I had something to eat.”

“You shouldn’t be here. You’ll get sick, too.”

THE COMFORT:

“Honey, have you been crying? What is it? What’s wrong?”

“I think you’d better take a break.”

“It’s not your fault, sweetheart. You did everything you could.”

“You don’t have to go through this alone. I’m right here for you if you’ll just let me in.”

“There’s nothing wrong with you. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. Don’t ever let yourself believe that there is.”

“You really don’t realize just how many people love you, do you?”

“If you’re not going to take care of yourself, at least let me do it for you!”

“I’m sorry. I know it hurts.”

“You’re not alone, baby. You never have been.”

“Let’s get you some food.”

“You’re dead on your feet, poor thing. Come on, you need some sleep.”

“Stay where you are. I’m coming to get you.”

“Tell me where it hurts.”

“How many times have I told you to be more careful?!”

“It’s okay. It’s okay. I’m right here, okay? I’m not gonna leave you. I’m never gonna leave you.”

“Oh, honey, you’re safe now. I promise. I’m not going to let anything happen to you.”

“Go ahead and take a shower. I’ll fix you something to eat.”

“What happened to you, baby?”

“I’ll kill that bastard. I’ll kill him for what he did to you.”

“You look like shit, man.”

“Whoa, whoa, take it easy! You got pretty banged up back there, and you don’t want to go making yourself worse.”

“I’m not trying to baby you. It’s called taking care of my friends.”

“Sweetheart, you’re burning up! Why didn’t you say anything? Why didn’t you tell anyone you were sick?”

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@halfxspider continued from x

"That's...That's not how I remember it," Gabriella countered. "You were a good father. You took care of me. You can't see that as a problem. I won't let you."

And, hey, she got her stubbornness and bluntness from somewhere. She wasn't about to back down on that point. She sighed and shook her head.

"When is it going to be resolved, Miguel?" She asked. "You'll always find a new problem, a new issue, a new...something. You have to forgive yourself."

[gabriella-trn1042]

Gabriella was uncertain about...well, everything.

It wasn't that she didn't trust Miguel. She trusted her father implicitly. The thing that scared her was herself and any connection she might see between her condition and her father was blurred at best. It would never occur to her that he might be doing anything other than trying to cure her.

The articulation of her fingers was definitely...different. It was likely a bit of an exaggeration to suggest she still had opposable thumbs, though her sharp talons seemed to compensate for it.

She nodded when Miguel explained to her what they were going to do. She tried to look confident as she reached for the sponges. She was able to hold them between the sharp ends of her talons without doing too much damage to the sponge itself if she didn't squeeze down.

Wrapping her hand around the object was harder if only because her talons came in contact with her skin and she knew she could have hurt herself that way. She moved it from her palm to the digits of her hand and then gripping was much easier.

Holding it between both hands, she was able to test just how much her talons could quickly and cleanly cut through it.

She looked up at her father, "...like that?"

Keeping to a measured approach, at her cautioning he grows momentarily still, a gentle hum of thought drifting from him as he lays her hands back down. The problems regarding webbing was something he took no issue with, having faced similar trouble himself on occasion. What made the difference in Gabi's case was rooted in his solemn vow to her, that he remained adamant about not causing her excess amounts of hurt, especially at such a critical time.

"Alright. Let's proceed then. But as soon as it hurts, or becomes too much to bear, tell me and we can stop." Declared in tones abundant with benevolence, he pushes back his seat with an audible squeal of chair legs whilst diverting his attention to their surroundings. Seeking a select array of objects with which she could use to test her new range of dexterity upon, to his chagrin, he is met with an abundance of clutter, crowding the surfaces of the nearest tables with a haphazard mix of vials, used equipment and more. Quick to attribute such a fault to his lack of time these days, for a finish, he stands up altogether, continuing his search.

Moving around, he passes out any objects that could shatter or inflict injury if gripped too tightly, a restriction that he was close to disposing of when his searching gaze spotted something colourful sitting on a distant table. Fetching this discovery, he soon returns to Gabi's side, carrying in one a bag of sponges of various, geometrical shapes and sizes, whilst the other held a random assortment of small, metallic looking objects that he'd plucked from the different tables on his return tip.

Placing the gathered objects down on the table beside them, he kept the sponge bag by the leg of his stool. Sticking a hand into the bag, he reached for a cuboid shape, which he then offered to her as he revealed the next part of their plan; "We're going to examine your precise movements and evaluate what your new range of dexterity is." In determining this, he had helped to calculate how much her grip strength had increased, as well as attempt to reveal what new limitations were also introduced. He could make some deductions already, but thought it best to play it safe and not jump to conclusions.

"Take these sponges, and try to grip them as hard or as softly as you wish. Don't worry about making a mess-- I'll take care of it." A claim immediately contradicted by the current state of their surroundings.

[gabriella-trn1042]

"YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON I CAN TURN TO" PROMPTS *  adjust as necessary, send 'reverse' for the reversal of action prompts

DIALOGUE PROMPTS

i'm sorry if this is a bad time, but i need your help.

this is a matter of life and death.

trust me, if i could go to someone else, i would.

i know you don't owe me a thing, but i'm desperate.

this is the last time i ask you for help. i promise.

please don't make me do this by myself.

you're the only one who knows how to do this.

all right, all right, i'm sorry! now will you help me?

i didn't know who else to turn to.

this was the last place i wanted to go.

you know what i'm dealing with. you have all the answers.

please. this is worse than i imagined and i need your help.

you promised them you'd help me.

can we put our feelings aside? i really need your help.

i won't ever ask you for help ever again.

would you just listen to me for two seconds?

i'll explain everything. please come back inside.

i hate this just as much as you do.

i ran out of options.

i don't know how else to ask you.

you're the only person who will listen to me.

you've got to help me out with this.

this is my last chance.

just help me with this, and i'll be out of your hair for good.

i wouldn't come here for nothing.

you're the only person i can rely on.

i trust you to help me.

you helped them. why can't you help me? what makes me so different?

look. put our pasts aside and just help me, would you?

you're my last resort.

it all hangs in the balance.

this is do or die.

you promised me you'd help if it came down to it.

are you busy? i could use your help.

ACTION PROMPTS

[ stormy ] sender arrives at receiver's doorstep soaking wet

[ bloody ] sender arrives at receiver's doorstep bleeding and injured

[ call out ] sender calls out to receiver to help them in a moment of grave danger

[ text ] sender texts receiver asking for them to swing by and save them from a bad or awkward situation

[ call ] sender calls receiver in a time of need

[ wait ] sender is waiting in receiver's house when they come home, there to plead their case and ask for receiver's help

[ find ] sender locates receiver after hours of searching and pleads for their help

[ shout ] sender shouts receiver's name, desperate for help

[ panic ] sender approaches receiver in a panic and tries to explain to them what's going on

[ hide ] sender hides behind receiver's body

[ stranger ] sender desperately asks receiver, a stranger, for help with something

[ reluctant ] sender reluctantly asks for receiver's help

[ refuse ] sender refuses to help receiver

[gabriella-trn1042]

Guys! Guys! I wrote things. I did actual stuff and I'm going to do more stuff. I'm so proud. Please feel free to drop things my way. I'm doing my best to be back full time. Life has just been life-ing all over the place on me lol

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Gabriella was as stubborn as any of the spiders were. She was as eager for praise and as set on impressing Miguel as anyone else for obvious reasons.

She also could see that his injury was maybe not as minor as he wanted it to be even if she knew he likely healed quickly.

"Please let me do something," She asked, not quite pleading, but close to it. "I need somewhere for the adrenaline to go and you need help."

She was messy, but not badly hurt. She could wait for the time being.

"You're not alone. If we're all a team...let me do something."

while not an ideal situation to be in, it wasn't something he blamed gabriella for. yes, they were supposed to watch each others back out in the field but he should've also been more careful himself. they weren't like the other spiders who could rely on their spider-senses. they had to rely on other senses and being observant of their surroundings. ❝ it's not your fault. ❞ he stated sternly, something he fully believed. he'd make it known if he thought it was someone's fault for messing up but this case, it was all on him.

portal opened, he stepped through with her and made his way towards the med room, hand pressed over the gash that throbbed in pain. a sharp movement to turn down the corridor made fangs snap out, a low growl rumbling in his throat. shock that hurt. he should be more careful. with a controlled breath, fangs retracted again. a few more steps down the corridor and he turned into the room, snatching up the tray and moving to one of the chairs to sit.

with a tap of the watch the suit flickered before it vanished, revealing the dark clothes beneath and the injury. with a grimace, he picked up the dry cloth and pressed it over the gash, watching white stain red instantly. eyes flicked up to gabriella, almost forgetting she was there. ❝ go get yourself cleaned up. i'll be fine. ❞

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Gabriella closed her eyes for a moment. No one called her Gabi anymore. No one called her anything anymore. She didn't have a universe let alone friends.

"I wasn't looking for him," She said softly. "I wasn't...I was just looking for somewhere safe and I found this place and of course he was right in the middle of it," She loved him. She wanted her family back. But she didn't think she'd get to have that.

"I don't wanna be told to go. I know what he supposedly did to Miles Morales. I won't do that to him. Give me a few days and I'll just...I'll go." She knew that wasn't what LYLA wanted, but she thought it was the only option.

LYLA stared at her face, holographic eyes wide when they were finally able to confirm their suspicions. Zero had been dodgy about their backstory, but there was enough of it that the holo agent was able to put together two and two. Though it was something they should've mentioned to Miguel, something within their code had them hesitate before even considering it.

The look on Gabriella's face had them nearly toss out the thought of going to Miguel about it, but LYLA knew better this time. The last time that sort of look was thrown their way, a universe had collapsed. They can't make that same mistake again. "... I'll give you some time to figure out what to do. Give you a chance to decide how you want to do it, because even without me he'll find out one way or another."

The holo agent sighed, hands in their hair for a brief moment. "... I missed you, Gabi."

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@spiderbyhalf sent: ❝ ... i guess i'm just scared of losing you. ❞

"Guess that's probably because you did once already," Gabriella offered sympathetically. It was probably natural. She felt that way when it came to Miguel in a lot of ways as well.

"I'm not planning to go anywhere. So long as other canon events don't get in the way...Maybe we just don't look too hard for how exactly I'm here."

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@tellemidied sent: ❝ i think i have a new purpose in my life. to be with you. ❞

Gabriella had gone up on the roof of the Spider Society HQ. She was well aware that it wasn't actually all that private. Put a bunch of spiders together and, well, most of them would gravitate to the same places. She wasn't the only person who liked climbing.

Luckily, it was pretty empty at the moment.

"I don't...I don't want you to promise something that's going to end up hurting you," Gabriella admitted. "We don't know that me being here isn't a threat to the multiverse. We both know what will happen if it comes down to me against everyone else," She sighed.

"You already have a purpose here, and it's a good one. Don't mess that up for someone who isn't supposed to exist."

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@redheadarcher sent: “did you do all this?”

"Oh, um...yeah?"

Gabriella felt a little self-conscious even if she thought the question might have been a compliment. Maybe?

"I mean a girl might be an orphaned spider with zero resources, but that doesn't mean I don't want to decorate the burned out building I live in," She looked around the room that made artistic use of organic webbing.

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in case you didn't know

for muses who need to share some intimate thoughts with one another. can be platonic, romantic, familial ... works with any kind of dynamic really. feel free to change pronouns, descriptor words, whatever you may need!

❝ you know i love and care about you, right? ❞ ❝ ... i guess i'm just scared of losing you. ❞ ❝ i don't like most people, but you're an exception. ❞ ❝ you're not alone. you'll never be alone. not as long as i'm here. ❞ ❝ by your side is where i'm meant to be. ❞ ❝ not one person is more important to me than you. ❞ ❝ i don't know what it is about you, but, you just ... you're the only one who can make me feel like this. ❞ ❝ you're amazing, you know that? ❞ ❝ who has the greatest (friend/brother/sister/sibling/parent/etc) in the world? me, that's who! ❞ ❝ i'm only managing to stand here on my two feet because of you. i made it because of you. ❞ ❝ i don't know how i'm ever going to be able to repay you. ❞ ❝ i know for a fact that you're special. i can feel it. ❞ ❝ you've actually made me feel like a person again, like i'm ... normal. ... thank you. ❞ ❝ i used to think that everyone else was just evil and cynical, guided by their own self-interest. that is, until i met you. ❞ ❝ you truly are too good for this world. ❞ ❝ i'm always blown away by just how talented you are. ❞ ❝ you deserve so much more than what you were given. ❞ ❝ nobody i've ever met has been more gifted than you. ❞ ❝ if you ever need a place to stay, let me know, okay? ❞ ❝ you always feel really comfortable and safe to be around. ❞ ❝ i think i have a new purpose in my life. to be with you. ❞ ❝ you have a kind heart. i know you don't believe me, and you try to hide it behind a facade, but i know for a fact that you do, deep down. ❞ ❝ i think you're probably the only one who understands me. ❞ ❝ you're safe here with me. nobody's going to harm you ever again. ❞ ❝ i don't deserve someone as amazing as you. ❞ ❝ i was kind to you because you looked like you needed a friend. ❞ ❝ i'm never leaving you. you're stuck with me. ❞

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@xenjoyedthat sent: “did you really think i wouldn’t be able to tell?”

Gabriella hesitated for a moment. She was fairly sure she could outrun LYLA. She was playing with fire by staying here at all. Her secret seemed safe from Miguel. Everyone was just calling her Zero which honestly, cool nickname.

But she hadn't counted on those who weren't mostly human.

"You can't tell him," Gabriella turned around and took her mask off. "I don't know what he'll do if he knows I survived the incursion or what he'll do if he found out where I've been, but...This is better."

[gabriella-trn1042]

Hi everyone! So I am here.

I'm sorry for being MIA, but I'm back and here for all the things.

I have cleared out my inbox and drafts except for one that I owe @iobartach and a few meme replies that I plan to continue. I needed a tiny lil fresh start to get my girl going.

If we were working on something that you want to continue that is OKAY! Please just send me a message. I will likely start a NEW thread with it, but we can keep going.

If you have drafts that are coming my way that's also fine. Keep those coming :)

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“did you… ?” prompts ˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍊 ꒱

⋆ “did you miss me?”

⋆ “did you eat today?”

⋆ “did you know about it?”

⋆ “did you really think i wouldn’t be able to tell?”

⋆ “did you sleep well?”

⋆ “did you do all this?”

⋆ “did you mean it?”

⋆ “did you really say that?”

⋆ “did you ever really love me?”

⋆ “did you lie about that too?”

⋆ “did you ever stop and think about how this would make me feel?”

⋆ “did you mean for this to happen?”

⋆ “did you mean any of it?”

⋆ “did you do this just for me?”

⋆ “did you even consider that there’d be consequences to your actions?”

⋆ “did you really just call me [insert nickname/wrong name]?”

⋆ “did you come all the way over here just to say that?”

⋆ “did you realise how this would look?”

⋆ “did you know i felt this way about you?”

⋆ “did you need to do that here? now?”