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        “ … don’t worry about your friends, lisa. ”

        she puts on a brave face for the girl who could not hold one herself. yukino didn’t blame her ; in an instant, two of her closest friends were nothing but empty shells, dreams stolen by an insidious stranger behind a mask. so many people are lost already : eikichi’s friends, various students as seven sisters & kasugayama, & now lisa’s friends. the list of victims continues to grow, yet their knowledge of joker is shrinking. hope seems lost at this point.

        but, yukino keeps her head held high. maya does as well, but her voice travels, enforcing a ‘ let’s think positive ! ’ narrative to everyone with a listening ear. perhaps that’s why they work so well together ; similar goals & a strong sense of justice guide their lives. so, even if yukino’s uplifting messages are sent out on a smaller scale, they still mean something in a world slowly being covered in shadow.

        “ we’ll go visit a friend of mine. she’s super knowledgeable on occult things & we can use her help to plan her next move. we’ll save your friends & everyone else affected by joker, alright ? ”

        the smile that appears is soft & sympathetic, hoping that her words could bring even a little bit of peace to lisa’s mind. a calm hand places itself upon her shoulder, adding a nonverbal level to the message ‘ you’re not alone. ’ 

“Aiyah, is it that obvious?!” Concern was plastered all over her face. She did want to pretend it was not weighing on her mind, that she can keep herself together till the end -- then here she is, visibly sad. From her frowned brows to her twisted lips, she couldn’t fool anyone in the group!

“Don’t tell anyone, okay? I just... shouldn’t have yelled at them...” What happened at the concert hall hit her hard. While capable of speaking her inner thoughts and most painful truths, she ended regretting everything. If only for her friends that now were suffering. The mere notion that would have been part of their last interactions hurt her deeply. 

She understood now that certain bonds could eons and she could not fathom the idea of keeping a single relationship going for that long. How everyone else did it? To the point they could rely on each other even in such odd situations. Lisa understood that she was to blame for having such shallow connections but even then, was it bad to wish for them to be real? “Yukino-san, am I awful? Be honest.”

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deathbanchou replied to your post: bold/italicize what you apply to your muse....

[ no chill ]

i have never know a day of chill in my life, pantsu banchou

[gaijinko]

bold/italicize what you apply to your muse. REPOST, DO NOT REBLOG ! TAGGED BY: @deathbanchou TAGGING: @crossxskulled

DEFENSIVENESS: arms crossed on chest // crossing legs // fist-like gestures // pointing index finger // karate chops // stiffening of shoulders // tense posture // curling of lip // baring of teeth

REFLECTIVE: hand-to-face gestures // head tilted // stroking chin // peering over glasses // hand behind head // taking glasses off — cleaning // putting earpiece of glasses in mouth // pipe smoker gestures // putting hand to the bridge of the nose // pursed lips // knitted brows // looking down/to the side

SUSPICION: arms crossed // sideways glance // touching or rubbing nose // rubbing eyes // hands resting on weapon // brows raising // brows furrowing // lips pressing into a thin line //strict, unwavering eye contact // wrinkling of nose

OPENNESS & COOPERATION: open hands // upper body in sprinters position // sitting on the edge of a chair // hand-to-face gestures // unbuttoned coat // tilted head // slacked shoulders // droopy posture // feet pointed outward // palms flat and facing outward

CONFIDENCE: hands behind back // hands on lapels of coat // steepled hands // baring teeth in a grin // rolling shoulders // tipping head back but maintaining eye contact // chest puffed up/shoulders back // arms folded just above navel // hands on hips

INSECURITY & ANXIETY: chewing pen or pencil // pouting // rubbing thumb over opposite thumb // hand behind head // biting fingernails // hands in pockets  // clearing throat // “whew” sound // picking or pinching flesh // fidgeting in chair // stuttering // hand covering mouth whilst speaking // poor eye contact/averting eyes ( lisa specifically tells tatsuya that sometimes you shouldn’t make eye contact with others while making a sad expression ) // tugging at pants whilst seated // jingling money in pockets // tugging at ear // perspiring hands // playing with hair // swaying // fidgeting // playing with pointer/marker // smacking lips // sighing // rocking on balls of feet // bouncing leg up and down

FRUSTRATION: short breaths // twitching eyelids // “tsk” sounds // tightly-clenched hands // fist-like gestures // pointing index finger // running hand through hair // rubbing back of neck //snarling // revealing teeth/grimacing // sharp-eyed glowers with notable tension in the brows // clenching of jaw/grinding teeth // nostrils flaring // heavy exhales/sighs //cracking knuckles // shaking head // shrugging

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china luv is a banger.

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“That old man won’t get any sort of congratulations! Ngh hai! He won’t get a card or anything, I won’t let him believe he got me!” 

Frustration kept their relationship so terribly sour despite her own growth. She had come in terms with several actions done in spite, many that were harmful to her own mind and body. It was not as if they affected Steven Silverman directly but destroying his wishes and hopes was incredibly satisfying. Lisa left that behind, of course. She would not meddle with older men and consume dubious substances -- simply, she would ignore her progenitor as usual! Fair, right?

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deathbanchou replied to your post: happy father’s day to mega dad, the ultimate dad.

[ S TO P ]

ELDRITCH DAD DESERVES IT.

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happy father’s day to mega dad, the ultimate dad.

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Personality tests.

Tagged by:  @crossfortun

Zodiac Sign: Aries | Taurus | Gemini | Cancer | Leo | Virgo | Libra | Scorpio | Sagittarius | Capricorn | Aquarius | Pisces |

Myers-Briggs: ESFP | ISFP | ESTP | ISTP | ESTJ | ISTJ | ESFJ | ISFJ | ENFJ | INFJ | ENFP | INFP | ENTP | INTP | ENTJ | INTJ |

Life Path Number: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 11 | 22 | 33

Four Temperaments: Sanguine | Melancholic | Choleric | Phlegmatic

Enneagram: The Reformer (Type 1) | The Helper (Type 2) | The Achiever (Type 3) | The Individualist (Type 4) | The Thinker (Type 5) | The Loyalist (Type 6) | The Enthusiast (Type 7) | The Leader (Type 8) | The Peacemaker (Type 9) |

Celtic Zodiac: Birch (The Achiever) | Rowan (The Thinker) | Ash (The Enchanter) | Alder (The Trailblazer) | Willow (The Observer) | Hawthrone (The Illusionist) | Oak (The Stabilizer) | Holly (The Ruler) | Hazel (The Knower) | Vine (The Equalizer) | Ivy (The Survivor) | Reed (The Inquisitor) | Elder (The Seeker) |

Celtic Animal Sign: Stag/Deer | Cat | Cow/Bull | Horse | Butterfly | Adder/Snake | Seahorse | Fish/Salmon | Wolf/Hound | Fox | Wren | Swan | Falcon/Hawk |

Soul Type (one test):  Hunter | Caregiver | Creator | Thinker | Helper | Educator | Performer | Leader | Spiritualist |

Hogwarts House: Gryffindor | Hufflepuff | Ravenclaw | Slytherin |

The Animal in You: Lion | Tiger | Dolphin | Bear | Wild Cat | Fox | Weasel | Badger | Dog | Otter | Wolf | Sea Lion | Wild Dog | Walrus | Gorilla | Deer | Rhinoceros | Hippo | Sable | Horse | Sheep | Mountain Goat | Warthog | Zebra | Baboon | Elephant | Bison | Giraffe | Cottontail | Mole | Bat | Porcupine | Beaver | Prairie Dog | Shrew | Mouse | Eagle | Rooster | Owl | Swan | Peacock | Vulture | Penguin | Crocodile | Snake |

Archetypes: Creative | Athlete | Rebel | Caregiver | Visionary | Royal | Performer | Spiritual | Tastemaker | Explorer | Advocate | Intellectual |

Brain Lateralisation Test: Left | Right |  Very Balanced

Cerebral Personality Test: 1-10% | 11-20% | 21-30% | 31-40% |41-50% | 51-60% | 61-70% | 71-80% | 81-90% | 91-100% |

Multiple Intelligences Test: Kinaesthetic | Linguistic | Logical | Interpersonal | Interpersonal | Musical | Visual/Spatial | Naturalistic |

Levenson Self-Report Psychopathy Scale (Primary Psychopathy): 1 | 1.5 | 2 | 2.5 | 3 | 3.5 | 4 | 4.5 | 5

Tagged: the persona user reading this ;)

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Two Door Cinema Club ✖ What You Know 

And I can tell just what you want You don’t want to be alone

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200x200 Icons Various Lisa Silverman

誕生日おめでとう、 リサ ！ I am late, whoops ！

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deathbanchou:

   Harsh. So very cold. Ginko’s attitude, as always, is like a bucket of ice being thrown right in the boy’s face.  –That’s what he’d want to say, just to sound dramatic, but it wasn’t actually all that bad. He’s heard worse. Oh, he’s definitely felt worse. The former Boss is positively surprised to not have to endure a stinging pain on his side from the girl’s fist. Not that being called a clown was much of a compliment, but his defenses were just enough lower to no longer cause him to snap at every tiny little insult. At least he wasn’t “Undie Boss” anymore. That one got to him on a personal level.

   “Oooooh! So you aren’t flat out denying the possibility then?” he says with a wide smirk on his face, unwilling to drop his act just yet. “Well, it’s no surprise, really. It does take a lot of willpower to be able to resist the Great Michel’s charm forever…” And with one last obnoxious pose to end the show, he finally returns to his more genuine demeanor. So… she really did need some company? At the very least she isn’t denying it, which is kind of, well, …refreshing? Because Eikichi can feel sincerity behind the girl’s words, he decides to relent on his teasing a little bit in return. But…

   “…Dessert buffet?” Brows furrow slightly, before he shrugs and shakes his head. Had it been his choice, this was not the kind of place one would normally find the young man. Not with his avoidance of everything unhealthy and …tempting, like that. He’s still paranoid about his figure, after all. He wasn’t going to cave in after all these years, was he? But can he accompany someone to a place like that and not eat anything himself? That was just plain awkward. This was quite the conundrum. 

   “L-look, I hear you and all– but can’t you think of anything better than a dessert buffet? …A-all the fat… and sugar…” He remains entirely oblivious to what his comment might come across sounding like, especially to a teenage girl concerned about her looks.

Possibilities are why she is where she is now. If she had only resigned herself to not hang out with Tatsuya and stay by her lonesome -- alas, but who is she trying to fool? Deep down, she did not hate his presence and she had yet to admit out of everyone else, he understood her better than others. Simply, he had a way to awaken her primal instinct to destroy and pressed her buttons with an incredible grace. It was almost a concerning talent. They clashed and meshed in a way she could not explain yet. No, if anything, she wished not to think too deeply on it. Maybe because it was kind of irritating and embarrassing altogether.

The real Lisa was altogether a very unpleasant, loud and spunky girl. Not a real catch when considering how earnestly she was trying to be a girl that could afford Tatsuya’s attention. For now, that did not matter. She was with Eikichi and she could freely be as she was.

“When it comes to clowns, even I would have standards.” Which she will not delve into it for a good while. That territory will remain unexplored in the upcoming years of her young life. 

For now, she should focus on the plans for the afternoon. Otherwise her reason to go after him would be in vain and she needed clear answers!

“Kehhei! You think I eat like a beast or what?!” It may had not been his intention to imply anything but he sure did. It’s what happens when you are so concerned about your own figure and it’s not like Lisa ignored entirely his struggle. If anything, she worried. It was in no way good for him to avoid every sort of food. Did he even eat at all?! “They have a new kind of cake and I wanna try it! Let’s share it together! That way we can keep at bay! Plus, if you don’t eat a BIT of sugar you will sure wound up looking like a ghoul! Sucked up and in your bones!”

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LET’S DO A WEIRD HEADCANON THING.

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1. WHAT THEY SMELL LIKE  /   high-quality perfume, scented soaps and creams -- the smell of these depend on what is in season. fruity? flowery? she is never behind the new products and trends to have the most lovely smell in school. she does not overdo it but a mere whiff can denote a faint scent of whatever new perfume came out. her favourite choices would be orange and peach, though. nothing too extreme, even when she adores being flashy. sometimes it’s fine to be subtle and it works wonders since everyone considers it to be just a natural part of her. 

if not wearing anything specific, she has a faint scent of hand cream.

lisa mentions vaguely how aromatherapy is good for constipation ( she isn’t constipated, though! ) so it denotes she actually focuses on its effects and benefits. so one can assume this is one of her resources. in a general basis she does not like strong smells like of cologne and overly strong perfumes, instead going for the most subtle scents. since she can be quite sensitive to those, she can gag and that is quite the unsightly show. 

2. HOW THEY SLEEP (SLEEPING POSITION, SCHEDULE, ETC) /  lisa does not have a decent sleep schedule at all. discipline and responsibility are expected from her so it’s a given she would run in the opposite end. she no longer does this but she used to arrive home at late hours of the night after returning from her activities. which came with the downside of sleeping almost nothing and having to be up for school in a few hours. she surprisingly did not skip class but arrived late at times. so in a sense, it showed she valued her 8hrs of sleep and understood the importance of sleeping properly. 

simply, she sometimes adjusted it to her own schedule which did not fit with her parents and teachers.

when it came to her sleeping comfort, it variated. she can sleep with her clothes on and not cover herself at all. others, she will actually wear pajamas and swim into her blankets. surrounded by pillows, plushies and her two cats. she has a regular bed though she owns a futon, which she refuses using. she considers them uncomfortable and ugly. she acquired her mattress after insisting how much she hated sleeping on the floor.

in position, she must be hugging something. a plushie, her pillow or even one of the cats. she will curl up to herself and hold onto anything within reach. it’s a little odd and nobody knows about this but it’s one of her little pleasures in life.

3. WHAT MUSIC THEY ENJOY  /   when it comes to lisa, it’s more about what she dislikes. she can admit disliking enka and pop music, so it shows she isn’t enjoying a lot of what is popular but will put with the latter for the sake of appearances.

she has no actual preference for music and she will agree on whatever is popular at the time. her knowledge is shallow at best but she does an effort to have an idea of whatever others are listening now. she will go to concerts, clubs, karaokes and sing along when others break into a song, etc. she simply has no real taste and formulated opinion on music. oh, that artist is so hot, isn’t he? or, have you heard of the scandal from X idol group?

she will enjoy cheesy love songs, regardless of the artist. but other than that? she cannot pinpoint her favourite artist, group or genre. she listens to what other people will approve of and does so successfully. in her personal time, though, she will listen to the soundtracks of her kung fu movies and obscure cantonese artists. 

4. HOW MUCH TIME THEY SPEND GETTING READY EVERY MORNING  /   she takes her sweet time. one hour to shower, one hour to get ready and eat breakfast. she is diligent in this process, since it depends on this how successful her day will be. which is why she would prefer arriving late to class than messing up her morning ritual. shower, drying hair, face mask and make up. she will do everything possible to show up refreshed, well-rested and ready for the day. nowadays she has more time to sleep and can follow this without going late to school, which has highly favoured her charming temper toward others. 

5. THEIR FAVORITE THING TO COLLECT  /  clothes! she loves fashion and while it can seem like one of her shallow interests, she does sincerely enjoy collecting pieces and bits of fashion lines. anything that her allowance can afford will go immediately into her closet, regardless of if she will use it or not since she loves having coordinated outfits for every season! her closet is a disaster but can dress out a whole classroom if she wanted to.

she is also not outside of having her very cherished haul of kung fu movies. still packaged and lovingly showcased on her shelf. as her cherished possessions, she won’t touch those and instead has one haul for watching and one for collection purpose alone. 

6. LEFT OR RIGHT HANDED / a hard one but i will go for right handed. fail attempt at ambidextrous. she leans on the fact that her hands are more for punching. she truly is a gallant lady...

7. RELIGION (IF ANY)  /  her parents were raised christian but converted to shinto-buddhism, so she was raised through those beliefs. they are very devoted as it is part of that wonderful japanese culture they love, so of course they must teach her daughter how important this is. in her rebellion, she has gone against every bit she was taught while growing up. she has no real religious affiliation to anything, but mostly as she has not really sat and thought about what she wants to believe in. she is a teenager, so prefers leaving that heavy stuff for those that actually care. 

8. FAVORITE TOURISTY THING TO DO WHEN TRAVELING  /   again, it all depends on what’s popular in the area she is visiting. though in this case, she can be picky for the sake of her sanity. tourist spots mean not only japanese tourists but also american tourists and she fervently avoids confronting english speakers. she will prefer restaurants and clubs, rather than monuments and museums. something more regular that will save her from seeing another americans, you know? she cannot avoid them forever but trying doesn’t hurt anyone.

9. FAVORITE KIND OF WEATHER  /   MILD WEATHER. spring has the perfect sort of weather. it reeks of romance with the cherry blossom trees and subtle breezes on morning, with that bright and comforting sun. of course, that is the ideal and you cannot have everything you ask for. but she really enjoys the calmness of a quiet spring breeze, be it at night or morning. 

10. A WEIRD / OBSCURE FEAR THEY HAVE  /  it is not obscure or weird, not in her opinion. lisa is afraid of everyone’s expectations toward her and not having an identity of her own. 

for example, she hates and wants to avoid american tourists through and through. she cannot speak english and is very self-conscious about it, since it’s an expectation of others to see the obviously american kid from stupidly american parents speak english. it should be a given and yet, she does not know a lick of it. maybe vague words at best. her grammar leaves plenty to desire and even more so her pronunciation. if anything, she struggles with the subject and is a very poor speaker as opposed to her great grades in japanese ( surprise ) and literature. the notion of how she should know and others firmly believe she must know is a constant struggle. everyone assumes without asking and of course, she does not deny it. 

and that is the cherry on the cake of her life problems. 

so here she is, the american kid being a complete mockery of her own stereotype but letting everyone think she is what they think. she can’t be japanese ( she doesn’t look like one but she was born here so she is japanese ) but she neither can be american ( despite her blood, roots and name ) so she stands in a strange middle ground as the daughter of naturalised parents. her identity is almost non-existent and everyone thinks of lisa whatever they want and whatever suits them best. in one side, her parents seek for her to be the perfect japanese daughter. in the other hand, she is the exotic and wild american in the eyes of her classmates. both are wrong so she fights plenty to find something of her own, something that can separate her entirely from whatever idealised image people have of who is lisa silverman. 

she has done everything in her might to break the expectations placed on her. from compensated dating, drugs to her current hobbies: kung-fu and cantonese. so that is a big step and little by little, she has managed to speak up about her struggles...

11. THE CARNIVAL / ARCADE GAME THEY ALWAYS WIN WITHOUT FAIL  /  as she is a big fan of dancing, one can picture her being a strong contender in DDR and games of a similar feature. she is surprisingly good at memorising steps and having great scores and she sincerely enjoys playing and boasting her success. though her friends are not that into it, she will gladly spare time of her day to play by herself.

[gaijinko]

I’d fight any of the founding fathers. Their wrinkly asses probably never watched a kung fu movie in their lives, whereas I have seen multiple and know all the moves

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deathbanchou:

@gaijinko started following you.

   “Tsk, tsk tsk…” the boy begins, arrogantly smiling to himself upon the immediate sight of the blonde girl, knowing full well his very tone would annoy her. Had she come here after spotting him walk this way? Was she in need of some company? Oh, surely she’d never admit it. That’s what made teasing her about it so much fun, though. As long as she didn’t swing a fist at him, that was… Letting out an exaggerated sigh, Eikichi strikes his usual pose at his dear friend, before resuming his little, unprompted rant.

   “Oh, Ginko, Ginko, Ginko…” he says softly, but as if scolding her and ends up sounding quite condescending. “You should have told me you were lonely. You want some love from Michel after all? Aw, no need to deny it!” A sure fire way to make her snap if nothing else so far hadn’t already done its job. He knows this, and still does it. Why? No real reason, it was just how the two of them communicated. All in all – ( even if not reflecting the boy’s true thoughts or feelings ) – it came quite naturally to him; entirely spontaneous in its nature.

“The day I ever want love from you will be the day I fall for clowns.” So, never. She knew what was coming the instant he took notice of her presence. And yet, it always pulled at her nerves. No matter how repetitive and common it was in her life, she could just not stop this growing irritation. Akin to how love bloomed, her troubled feelings for Eikichi were constantly nurtured by... whatever the hell he was doing. 

Putting words on the very essence of the death arcana was a difficult task. His exaggerated pose, the way with his words -- no way she can exactly describe what it made her heart feel. Something similar to a flight or fight response, except it was fight or fight. 

“Aiyah, you really make it pretty hard...” To coexist? Something along the lines. She rubbed her temples, annoyance having yet to dissipate. She has to refrain for a bit, otherwise she cannot ask anything of him. Once you hook them, you can reel in and do whatever you want! But for now, she will have to beg for the patience of a Buddha. “You oaf! Look, chinyan was busy so you were the last option! Do you know how sad is for a girl to be out in a dessert buffet by herself? I would be the laughing stock for a week or more!”

[gaijinko]

i love these losers lmao

[gaijinko]

LEI HO! blog is still under construction but please go ahead and like/reblog this post if you are interested in interacting with the hottest girl of seven sisters high school, lisa silverman from persona 2! lovers arcana, full american and unable to speak a lick of english! oh, also an idol -- kind of!! she’s such a catch, don’t miss out on her!  i’m crossover and oc friendly so don’t shy away from this gal! 

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