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Astro Musings No. 13

When Someone’s Saturn is Forming a Harmonious Aspect to Your Mars…

(trine or sextile) they will undoubtedly know how to calm you down. This is because Saturn is the planet that rules grounded logic and the most developed form of maturity. When forming a smooth aspect to the planet of action, they can make even the most volatile of tempers see reason. They’ll be the ones who say

“focus on the things you can control”.

As a result, you may find yourself having separation anxiety when they’re not around.

On the Other Hand, When Someone’s Saturn is Squaring Your Sun, Moon, or Your Mars…

you may experience getting your feelings hurt quite easily by them. It may often feel as though they are criticizing you or picking on you for shits and giggles. Always finding fault in what you do or making you feel as though what you do isn’t good enough. It’s important to have a strong sense of self if you have this in synastry with someone (platonic, familial, or romantic) otherwise, your self-worth could be affected.

I Feel Like This Isn’t Talked About Enough But Uranus Squaring Personal Planets…

Especially in synastry, can make two people have erratic responses to each other. Getting easily triggered or wanting to curse someone out when Uranus makes a square to the inner planets is very common. When Uranus is making a square to personal planets natally, this individual might be someone who has random outbursts. With Mars, it may have something to do with the temper. When the moon is involved, it may have something to do with their emotions. The fickle lover or the angry one moment, happy the next individual. To the Sun, this is the quintessential impulsive individual who cannot resist moving to the beat of their own drum.

Capricorn Moons

Will use sarcasm to woo their love interest. The more they pick on you, the more they like you. Trust me.

Those With Uranus in their 11th house

might find themselves switching friend groups quite often throughout their lives. Consistency is not associated with Uranus the way it is with planets such as Saturn. As a result, this might be the social butterfly or the type to cut someone off at the drop of a hat.

Aries Moons

At their most underdeveloped can be the most insufferable brats. Often this is the person who was spoiled or coddled as a child and thinks it’s okay to have random outbursts or temper tantrums. The funny thing is, they’re over it in about a week or two. These individuals need to be careful, not everyone has such a short memory and they can find themselves alienating friends/loved ones and burning bridges at warped speed.

Hurting Saturnian Dominants is NEVER a Good Idea

Why? Because Saturnian dominants are ruled by Lord of Karma. If you find yourself getting on one’s bad side, it might be a good idea to see where their Saturn falls into your houses, this is where you’ll be affected the most. 1st house and your sense of self will be where you’ll reap what you sow. 2nd house, your coins might take a hit. 6th house, work, and routine might suffer or your health might decline. 8th house- YIKES. finger’s crossed they’re not vindictive. 10th house, welp, better protect your rep. Your public image may be at stake.

Leo’s With Their Sun at an Aquarian Degree [11°, 23°]

I’ve observed like to do things alone. As social as the sign ruled by the Sun is, at a Uranian degree, they will often prefer to be solo dolo. Concerts, traveling, etc. This is the individual that will bite off their left arm before they have a roommate.

Though Virgo’s are notoriously known for their detail-oriented habits..

If their 6th house is in Pisces (and/or afflicted), they can actually miss many details in their Sun placement should make them naturally inclined to. These are the folks who can be very lax when it comes to work and routine. Head in the clouds. “I’ll do it later” types. Some may even be quite lazy.

An Aries 6th House on the other hand…

Might find themselves very “high functioning” regarding work and routine. With Ram energy running the show, they hate to wait. Needs things done yesterday. And God forbid you dawdle around them. They will bull-rush you out of the way to do it themselves.

Sagittarian Moons (and Occasionally Suns)

Need you to keep it light. If you’re to categorize your friends, these are the types you party with first and share deep heart to hearts with last. Not that they’re incapable of depth but more so they function better when they’re able to laugh and enjoy the free-spirited aspects that life has to offer. They are quite uncomfortable with the heaviness of darkness and deep emotion and you might find them trying to change the subject just to stay upbeat. If these natives sense any “depressive” energy, they will split immediately.

Taurean Placements

Though ruled by the most sensual planet Venus, I’ve observed can be quite repressed when talking or expressing their sexual sides. They prefer to keep that under lock-and-key. If they trust you, however, they’ll be more expressive about it. I find these sun/moon/and rising’s BIG connoisseurs of erotica and NSFW fanfiction, lol. They are also kings and queens of poker faces/RBF.

In addition, Taureans tend to be hyper-focused on money. Not in a

“let’s take over the world, Pinky” kind of way like Capricorns, but more so, worried they’ll never have enough (especially if one’s Chiron is in Taurus. Then finances/the material is where one wears their “deepest wound”.) Security is quite important to these folk.

Back to Sagittarians

if you hear a big booming voice or laugh, check to see if the culprit has their 2nd house, 3rd house, or Mercury in Jupiter’s sign. Jupiter rules expansion and if he’s touching the “voice” then he’ll likely expand it. A lot of singers, even if they’re soft-spoken, if they have Jupiter anywhere near their vocal cords will “project” more than normal. For example, Hayley Williams of Paramore fame has her Mercury at a Sagittarian degree. In addition, Jared Leto of 30 Seconds to Mars has his Mercury in Sagittarius. Just listen to “From Yesterday” or “The Kill”- you’ll see what I’m talking about.

Capricorn Venuses

Appreciate gifts. Both giving and receiving as their love language. In fact, most earth signs appreciate things of the material when it comes to their love languages. Solid things. Tangible. Very much about the senses. Something they can clock and document. They will know the price of everything you buy them. Not in a facetious way, they’ll literally google the shit you buy to see how much it costs. How much you spend on them, in their minds, reflects how much you ‘value’ them.

Gemini Moons

LOVE to chat (if underdeveloped that chatter will warp to gossip). They know everything. About everyone. If their moon is squaring their mercury, never tell them a secret, ever. However, if their moon is forming a harmonious aspect to Pluto, they may like to hear the Gossip but are better at keeping their mouths shut.

On a positive note, a Developed Gemini Moon is typically the smartest person in the room.

This is because their curiosity expands across many borders, kinda like Hermes/quicksilver himself. They are walking encyclopedias. Their minds are mutable which makes them masters of knowing a little bit about this and a little of that. A Jack of all mental trades, if you will.

Gemini’s in General

Tend to have very long and lithe fingers. Perfect muses for art/paintings. For example, Naomi Campbell is a Gemini and her features are quite aquiline. Angelina Jolie’s hands are quite prominent. I find them standing out (yes, even before her lips) in photographs. Michelle Pfeiffer of Scarface fame has a Gemini rising and her waif-like figure became the go-to-physique of thousands of women in the 80′s.

Having Plutonian Synastry with Someone…

But you’d prefer to keep things strictly platonic can be extremely difficult. This is because Pluto never likes to keep things surface level. That’s Venus’s job. Superficiality and the like. Pluto rules house 8. Death. It’s all about the depths. here. Typically, the plutonic relationships that omit anything romantic or sexual tend to take on a Psychologist/chiatrist-patient dynamic. Maybe you won’t fuck them, but you’ll kinda become their therapist (or vice versa)

In addition, Plutonic synastry might make you feel an unnerving attraction to someone you’d NEVER think you’d be into. You know in your gut you don’t want them/they’re not your type but any sign of them desiring someone else and you become territorial.

Pluto’s like that.

Plutonic synastry between parent and child could make the Parent obsessed with their kid. Yes, to some level, most parents are obsessed with their babies but strong (conjunctions, squares, or oppositions) between a parent’s Pluto and a Child’s inner planets can make the parent overbearing, hyper-involved, or weirdly psychic to the child and their needs. Healthy boundaries are important.

Speaking of Boundaries…

Heavy Neptune in Romance (5th, 7th, 8th, 12th ) houses or touching Venus can make someone lack boundaries in love. This is the person who will text your boyfriend knowing he’s been with you for 5 years or might make up stories about all their romantic conquests knowing full well they’re a virgin. Adversely, people may find themselves victims of people lacking boundaries with them if they have Neptune in any of these houses.

Neptune in the 2nd

can make one have trouble seeing their value.

Virgo Stelliums get revenge by picking you apart.

In addition, Virgo Mars men can easily appear emaciated. As hyper-focused as this sign is on health and wellness, they are naturally prone to thinner builds and might have to work overtime to bulk up or maintain weight.

Sex With Your Opposite Sign Can Be Life-Changing or Traumatizing.

Mars opposing Mars typically works well in the bedroom even if two people clash everywhere else outside of it. Though it’s a common conception that Mars in hard aspect to Mars would cause body rhythms to mismatch, the tension can make sex quite cathartic. Squares may take some time. this is not the soft, gentle type of love. It would be more hard and fast.

Moon Opposite Neptune

in the natal chart can make someone a class A daydreamer. The type to come up with the Disney/Pixar/Dreamworks level ideas and stories. This is an ideal placement for anyone wanting to go into the arts as a profession or even art/tech school like RISD or MIT. However, it can also cause someone to deal with lots of doubt and paranoia. The key to reconciling this energy is remembering to check that neptunian fog. Consciously realizing Neptune is debilitating your mindset and actively overcoming the illusory nature of this placement, and you’re halfway there.

Moon opposite Neptune can cause lots of self-deception as well. I find it helps to step back and evaluate. Talk to yourself like you would someone else in the same situation. Document things that occur/bother you in a journal the way they happen, not the way you perceived them to happen. Doubt and insecurity die when truth/facts are present.

Gemini Midheaven’s at Taurean Degrees [2° 14° 26°]

Often come across as very practical. These natives will not just write a book with Mercury ruling their 10th house, they’ll write a series. The earth degree (and their Virgo Rising) aids them with consistency that Gemini’s often lack.

Those With Pluto in Hard Aspect to Lilith in The Natal Chart

Need complete freedom to express their sexual urges and instincts. They are formidable people who can often intimidate, whether they mean to or not. The drive is extremely powerful and these natives can have some of the highest libidos bar none. However, there can be a lot of trauma associated with sex. Often I’ve found that some of these natives have either been abused, have violent fantasies projected onto them, or can even be innocent when seeking love, but people/others taint or pervert things for them. If any of you watch HBO’s ‘Euphoria’, Jules’ character definitely has Pluto in hard aspect to Lilith (likely the square or opposition).

Mars in the First House

in a female’s chart can add a masculine or “tougher”/”harder” exterior to their appearance. A sharper jaw, more muscle on the physique.

Whereas Venus

in the first house in a male’s chart, can soften or add a more effeminate touch to their appearance. Longer lashes, smoother skin, less hair, etc.

Men With Mars in Libra

cannot stand to fight. Will try to find the diplomatic route before they ever through a punch. However, if said Mars is afflicted or squaring Pluto or Saturn, this “diplomacy” can take the form of cruel Justice.

Cancer Suns

can actually be intimidating. I think it’s a common thing to say Astro sites comment on how “nurturing” or “sweet” a Cancer is, but Crabs first instinct is to “protect”. First and foremost, themselves. Which means they may be hard to get to know at first. Can be mistaken for their cousin’s, Scorpios. I’ve often found there is an intense connection with the mother/mother figure as well. for example, 50 Cent is a Cancer and if any of you have watched his show “Power” or “Raising Kanan” (all based loosely on his life) there is a common thread where the main character is unusually close to their mother. To the point where the mother is privy or even an accessory to the protagonist’s crimes. There’s also an element of “I’ll kill to protect you.”

Those With Cancer Midheavens

Can often wind up in careers where “security” is a theme. I.e “trust and safety”, ADT or executives at “Ring”. Many may even take jobs as police officers to “protect and serve”. Cancer’s mantra.

When it Comes to Sense of Humor…

Check to see whose Sun or Mercury forms a harmonious aspect to your Jupiter. Jupiter rules humor. In addition, Sun conjuncting or trining Mercury or Venus could indicate the same tastes regarding what makes you happy or what stimulates the mind.

Though Taureans are Earth Signs and Ruled by Venus

many of them do not like to be touched unless you have a close relationship to them.

Water Mercuries

or those who have Mercuries in a water degree [ Cancer 4° 16° 28°, Scorpio 8 °, 20 °, or Pisces 12° 24° ] have very seductive voices. Haunting and kinda slick/silvery. For example, Michelle Pfeiffer’s Mercury is at a Scorpio degree, Penn Bagley (Joe from You)’s Mercury is in Scorpio.

Mutable Mercuries (Virgo, Gemini, Sagittarius)…

I’ve found are very good at imitating accents

Those with Aries Venus or Moons

love people fighting over them romantically. The competition [Mars] makes them feel desired. Everyone thinks Gemini or Leo is the least faithful, but I’ve often found Arians are more likely to cheat. Especially once they get bored.

Those with Venus in Scorpio or Venus Aspecting Pluto

Can find it difficult to feel good sexually if they are in the middle of one of their plutonic transformations. Let’s say something traumatic has happened, it can go one of two ways- either they will abstain from sex completely and find it hard to even self-please OR they will use sex as a conduit for their grief.

If Virgo

is in the mix, this might manifest as difficulty desiring intimacy if they have gained (too much) weight or lost (too much) weight.

Speaking of Weight…

I was quite surprised by this sample from my research, but I’ve found that men with Mars in Libra are very into weight-lifting/bodybuilding. I surmise it has something to do with the “scales” if you will and Venus being about aesthetics/attractiveness. Mars is action and Libra is about equilibrium and symmetry. Translation: Mars [Body, drive] + Libra [balance, beauty]= gym rat.

Contrary to Popular Belief

As opposed to the 11th house, you might be better off looking at your 4th house sign or ruler of your 4th when it comes to friends. Your 4th is typically the sign where your most unexpected friends will come from. Your soul family. 4th House sign in Aquarius? Give a chance to your local Uranian Alien. 4th in Aries? Martians will probably come to your defense at the drop of a hat. It’s the “kinship” theme of the 4th.

Since We’re On The Topic Of The 11th

You can look to this house to see what attitude your admirers will take towards you. Virgo 11th and your admirers will analyze and dissect your or your work. They will drink in you/your creative property and memorize it like broadway script lines. Aries 11th and your admirers will go to war for you. Leo 11th and your admirers will boast about you. Worship you like you’re Apollo himself. 11th House in Gemini and your admirers might flirt with you, want to chat with you always, or send you constant messages/letters. They will always want to communicate with you somehow. 11th House in Capricorn and your admirers may try to pay for things for you. Take care of you. Keep you financially stable. 11th house in Taurus, they’ll probably feed you or buy you gifts, etc.

12th House Composite Planets

Can make people unsure of why they’re drawn to each other, they just know that they are. They can even feel ashamed or fear the attraction they feel for the other person. Like this unconscious guilt about it. This is because 12th house rules fear.

Saturn in the 5th

can make someone the referee amongst their peers/friends. They are usually the one’s breaking up the rumbles

Venus in harmonious aspect to Saturn

(and especially if forming a midpoint/aspecting the rising) is often indicative of someone who will age like fine wine. Very gracefully.

Mercury and Pluto Combined Can Make People Very Popular.

I know this doesn’t seem like a thing and these two planetary energies combined may seem more loner, but popularity doesn’t always have to mean “well-liked”. Even if they are well liked, it’s possible there is a fascination with everyone wanting to get to know this person. Digging deep (Pluto) for intelligence (Mercury) on them. Mafia Boss John Gotti had his Sun in Scorpio and Moon in Gemini and was the most popular Don in the underworld. People loved him and hated him and even my mother to this day whenever he shows up on television spits off random trivia about the guy.

Those Who Have the Majority of their Inner Planets in the Last Decan of the Signs

are probably the people who come off as “mature for their age” or “old souls”. The babies that barely cried or the children who started speech early.

Aries Sun, Mercury and Rising are ELITE at holding their own in an argument.

In a woman’s chart, I’ve observed Moon (reproduction) squaring Saturn (restriction/blockage) being and indicator of fertility issues.

Composite Pluto in the 2nd

Usually indicates a couple that is possessive of each other. Not in the 1st house way where they want to consume you/your body but in a “you belong to me/ you’re my property” kind of way. It will be less toxic if the aspects to Pluto are harmonious but if there are afflictions to the house or the planets involved, two people may see each other as “trophies” as opposed to people. Lots of addiction and gluttony here.

Pisces 5th House or Moon in the 5th or 4th in the Composite

is quite sweet and dreamy. People will have a pure sacrificial love for each other.

If Saturn is in Your 1st House

you might come off with the temperament of a Cap rising and only feel good about yourself if you are conquering or excelling somewhere in life. No phlegmatic energy here. Owning your own business might be a life long dream and where you get your self-esteem.

Having Your 4th House in a Fixed Sign

can be an indicator of wanting to control your home environment. It could be that you like things impeccably clean, or you could like everything to stay in the place you found it, even if things are messy. Fixed 4th house likely inherited this trait from a parent (usually the mother.)

Asteroid Eros or Asteroid Amor on your rising or touching any angle

Can make people fall in love with you quite easily. The Sun in the first house is also a culprit behind people being fascinated or obsessed with your “light”.

Men with harsh aspects to Lilith can be abusive towards women because they see the female as a natural “enemy”.

Fixed 10th houses

likely have a desperate need to control how they are publicly perceived.

I see a very common trend of people marrying/ winding up with

someone who’s has their Sun or Rising in the sign of the other person’s Venus, descendant sign, Juno or opposite sun sign.

So we know that Jupiter returns every 14 years to have you reflect on your growth and maturity and Saturn every 28-30 to reflect on your accomplishments and your goals but the Lunar Nodes are rarely spoken about…

The Lunar Nodes meet up every 18 years to press the restart button your trajectory in life. You’ll sit a a proverbial crossroads and begin to get all Socrates about your life. You’ll question everything. What you thought life was about may be completely shaken up. At 9 years, it’s the mid point of this return and the transit NN links up with transit SN. It’s a literal soul check and can feel quite unnerving. But you come out of it with a whole new outlook. Examples could be, thinking you’re one orientation at one point then realizing you might subscribe to another. Realizing you don’t want to live in the same country anymore. Your belief system/religion might change. Your career may take a whole new life of it’s own. Nodal returns can be mistaken for a Plutonic level transformations so be sure to clock them in your life/chart to see what might be in store.

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Black moon Lilith

What is Black moon Lilith? Black moon Lilith is the nothingness, the empty space that’s fills the void between the earth and the moon. Knowing your BML will help determine your subconscious side, secretive behavior patterns, sexual wants and needs, seductive traits, repressed anger and possible reason for death. It’s the energy who makes us feel empowered and vulnerable at once.

Who is Black moon Lilith? To sum it up, BML is a bad ass angel who took a stand for her sexual desires, and because of this, she was cast out of Eden for upsetting the dynamics between male and female power. Black moon Lilith is the feminine sexual energy that we are told to hide, uncontrollable lust, dirty thoughts, obsessions, kinks, anger and impulses.

Black moon Lilith in…

Aries Lilith in Aries feels the need to look powerful. They attain this by working out and eating clean. They need to burn their excess energy out in order to relax, by internalizing their abundance of energy this can cause suppressed anger, anxiety, depression, and lack of will power/motivation. They don’t listen to rules and regulations. They come up with the rules. BML in Aries people are usually talented and fast learners, but they can also be fickle. Instead of changing their mind they should learn to focus on one thing at a time and conquer it before moving on. Sexual energy is high, with a need for control and domination, they prefer BDSM, rough sex, adventurous and impulsive sex. Too much of this can lead them too dangerous situations, lack of this can cause unsatisfaction. Find a balance and you’ll be a bedroom god, oh and mind your head as there’s a chance of severe injury in that area.

Taurus A strong attachment to possessions, money, power to attain security. There’s seductive way about BML in Taurus, they have lustful eyes, soft skin, soothing voices and cupids bow lips, because of their pretty features there’s a connection between this sign and sexual/physical abuse, unwanted pregnancies, stuck in bad relationships especially in their youth years. This placement indicates a need for raw, natural connections, they can immerse themselves in music as they’re very in touch with their bodies and rhythm. A few bats of their lashes could leave anyone melting. Sex can involve domination, abuse, drugs, alcohol and money. They shine in bed with someone who they feel comfortable with, and have a love for kitchen counter top intimacy. They have a tendency to have people obsess over them, perhaps even break a few hearts in their younger years. Remember, familiarity isn’t always right… jump into the unknown once in a while.

Gemini A difficult connection between mind, body and soul. Split personalities. Problems with communicating and expressing their true feelings, emotional blockages and dissociate personalities. There’s a strong sexual urge in this sign, when controlled can lead to satisfying sex, when uncontrolled can lead to suppression, anxiety about sex and relationships/intimacy; resulting in prostitution and drug use later on in life. When mind, body and soul are in balance, expression, verbal communication and tech skills are at an all time high. Their words are powerful weapons, and they possess and sharp tongue in conjunct a restless mind. Tendency to combine communication and intimacy… dirty talk, phone and cyber sex. Promiscuity and lies can happen when the mind and heart aren’t working together. LGBTQ’s are higher in this placement.

Cancer Intuitive nature. Seems trust-worthy and kind, gets you to expose your secrets to them and stores them away for later use such as blackmail and emotional manipulation. Can indicate problems at home or feeling like an outcast in their own family, a difficult/distant relationship with either parents and siblings. These people have outstanding memories, able to easily access their past life and reincarnation through meditation, day/night dreaming or intuition. They fear loneliness but find it hard to become emotionally available out of fear of being betrayed. When this placement is channeled at a lower frequency, someone who strives for a peaceful trusting home life might choose to be with someone that won’t make that’s happen by choosing a partner who’s distrusting, abusive, loud, they may have a problematic child, or they themselves cause the chaos at home. Nevertheless, they protect and love their family with their entire life. They love in abundance, and this shows under the sheets. Sex with a Cancer in Lilith will probably leave you falling in love.

Leo Strong need to feel admired, looked up to, frothed over. Will unconsciously run away or close off when they sense rejection. Obsession with creating “meaningful moments” by travelling, communicating, giving, having countless friends.. this obsession can be ego driven to make it seem like they’e living an exciting life; even if the friendships are fake and the travels rip a hole in their wallet. However living life on the edge is what makes them happy. empowered, charismatic, eccentric, magnetic. These people make great artists, actors, musicians or something along the lines of channeling their creativity to an audience. Their love of a good thing can be self destructive if not controlled, tendency to become sex and money addicts, homewreckers, chronic drug users, Most Leo Lilith’s discover their sexuality at a young age and stay sexually active their entire life. They have no problem jumping from one partner to the next… many have multiple partners. There’s a chance they’ll cheat if they aren’t receiving enough attention from their other half.

Virgo A good placement to have Lilith in. These people possess sharp analytical minds… when used at their fullest potential they’ll go far in terms of career and finance. Prone to using work as a source of escapism. Tends to think and analyse their emotions rather then “feel” them. Excels in psychology, medicine, law, teaching and cooking. Fear of vulnerability and letting themselves go. They can appear “up tight” or very prim and proper, when really they’re free spirited and open minded individuals, able to see between the lines of everything, recognize patterns and reasons most people can’t. This leaves them feeling like an outsider or loner. trichotillomania, OCD and eating disorders are common in this placement; there’s a need for systematic control otherwise they become extremely anxious and fidgety. In bed is where a Virgo Lilith really relaxes and goes wild, sex is a way to release tension and they aim too please.. by taking into account of what turns you on and what you enjoy, they’ll make sure to incorporate it into sex. Advice would be too let feelings happen without creating a reason for them, take some risks, and don’t suppress your emotions.

Libra They mirror the actions of those surrounding them, they can be the sweetest person or the coldest person you’ll ever meet… depending on you. They are proud of their fluent allure and charm, they’ve mastered the techniques of seduction and use this to their advantage, possible using it to get something out of someone. These people are often geniuses in many areas… arts, music, law, criminology, and language to name a few. Co-dependency and a need for the perfect lover is strong… leading to abusive/problematic relationships especially in their younger years, as they grow they’re more choosy with whom they give attention too, but their flirty nature and need for attention can cause love affairs in their relationship. Their father tends to be detached or overly protective. As mothers, these people can be verbally abusive, particularly pointing out their children’s flaws.. they have an aloof way of showing their love. In bed, they love BDSM, role play, wine, whipped cream, pretty lingerie and love bites.. spank their ass too lol. If this is your placement, remember not to let anyone else’s thought’s or words affect how you feel. You’re all that you need.

Scorpio REBIRTH is frequent in this placement.. strong, intense relationships with their parents, friends and lovers. They feel the need to completely deteriorate themselves and their SO, mostly driven by passion and emotion. When channeled at a lower frequency their personality can become self destructive, they’ll have their perfect job, partner, and finance one second, then find themselves bankrupt, single and depressed the next.. they need to fall into the depths of rock bottom in order to rise up even higher then before. Sex is their favorite weapon.. they usually posses some fire genitals too ;) Don’t be surprised if they’re throwing you against a wall right before they’re in your pants. Most are fascinated by the occult, black magik, astrology, hypnosis, metaphysical subjects and psychology. They possess the best bullshit detectors, and can sense a good idea of a person within 2 seconds of meeting them. Not by analyzing what they say.. but how they say it and what they don’t say. To them, love isn’t love without jealousy, truth, lies, passion, and extremely kinky sex. All the time (sometimes even involving blood) Chances of anxiety, paranoia, psychotic depression are high. Their ex partner will constantly compare their new spouses to them, because no one will make you feel passion, love, lust, and hate all at once like a Scorpio Lilith

Sagittarius Relies on “luck” to make it in life… and these people are usually quite lucky surprisingly. Rash, gossipy, fickle. Due to their “wanderlust” mindset, there’s a fear of being held down, these people unconsciously try too escape from anything they fear will confine them. This becomes a big problem when the thing they’re trying to escape from is themselves. Escapism outlets include… drugs (especially weed/acid) alcohol, fighting, video games, drawing, fashion, social media. This becomes apparent in relationships. Go travelling with a Sag Lilith. They’ll make the experience the most mystical and eye opening adventure you’ll have. They prefer raw experiences and travels instead of fancy resorts and restaurants. They’ll be the one’s eating what the locals eat, with the locals. They often feel a little different from everyone else,this can lead to depression and/or anxiety. It takes a while for them to realize the rare gifts they have. How connected they are with the universe as a whole… I bet a Sag Lilith has the most philosophical dreams. Prone to being boastful , full of themselves, know-it-all’s though. They need to understand that they’re not always right, and not everyone is out to sabotage them. Sexual partners are usually a different race to them, with a completely different background too. Sex while travelling and meeting their soul mate in another country is high.

Capricorn Someone with Lilith in Capricorn has the mindset of a CEO. They get shit done without help from anyone. And they know it. They can appear extremely intimidating, cold and they pretty much invented the resting bitch face. Many have high positions in terms of career, or they’re self employed. Like the other Earth Lilith’s, there’s a need for financial security, control and empowerment. Infact, they’ll do almost anything to get to the top, even if this includes sleeping with their married bosses. They’ll barely ever let their guard down, and if they do… they’ll beat themselves up for it later on. Their mysterious secretive nature can allure many kinds of people in, it doesn’t take long for you to be trapped under their spell. They like to control or be controlled during love making, and they prefer sex after a few glasses of champagne in a big beautiful bed with expensive bedding, some scented candles and erotic music… then their “other side” (think Christian Grey from 50 Shades) comes out to conquer you. Capricorn Lilith’s are notorious Power trippers… they’ll humiliate their best friend in a crowded room to make themselves feel better and wont give a shit. Prone to acting out in cold ways when they don’t get what they want; the one’s they love the most usually take the brunt of their bad moods.. when their frustration is suppressed it can cause sickness, depression, OCD and paranoia. They might have a few run in’s with mean bosses, jealous friends who use their superiority and success to help them. As children they may have been neglected and abused. As parent’s they’re surprisingly warm, cuddly and protective.. they want their children to have the childhood they never got.

Aquarius These people need freedom. They discover their independent streak from a young age and usually worked for their own money and assets from a young age too. They’re drawn to humanitarian subjects, astrology, numerology and tarot. Tendency to have odd behavioral patterns.. they might have a quirky laugh, a potty mouth, they mutter things under their breath to “make a mental note” something about them is different and it’s this why people are so fascinated by them. Aquarius Lilith’s are extremely charismatic. They’re the masters of influencing, convincing, spreading a message to a large crowd.. most Aquarius Lilith’s had the opportunity to travel from a young age; enlightening them to the world and differences in humanity, this makes them more wiser and brainier then most, but they keep that a secret. They have very active minds, this makes them prone to insomnia and depending on the other placements in their birth chart; Schizophrenia is more common here. They fear losing their independence and self identity, so they need someone who’ll let them roam and explore without being clingy or emotional. Emotions aren’t a huge deal here, they’ll come up with a logical reason for almost every emotion they feel. And if they can’t, they’ll let it go. Among the more sexually open, these individuals value every kind of sexual kink, desire and fantasy’s, they prefer exciting sex to mundane. Most are chronic masterbators because they’re capable of having multiple orgasms. Dark side includes detachment, disassociation, suppression, alienation, and escapism.

Pisces Among the more higher frequency’s of BML, Pisces is an intuitive Lilith, capable of interacting with the other side, as they’re easy channels for the spirit realm. They receive messages in dreams, they’ll determine whether someone had a bad childhood just by feeling their energy. Being around negative people and situations heavily drains a BML in Pisces, they’ll need a while to come back from a traumatic experience.. counselling is also preferred. The problems of other people affect them more then anyone else, sometimes using drugs, alcohol and sleep as a way to escape the realities of this harsh world, if they channel this energy into a creative outlet they’ll create magic. Very naive, some in this placement got bullied or taken advantage of as children, and they usually had a bad relationship with one or two siblings because of their innocent kind nature, this progresses as they get older and learn to stick up for themselves. They seduce by sub-missing themselves, appearing innocent and cute , like a little school girl (every dom daddys dream lol) sex is slow, passionate, with gentle touches and lots of foreplay/teasing. They play the victim card a lot though, and emotionally manipulate to get what they want. They’re not as innocent or caring as they may seem. There’s an inability to take charge and confront others here, and will often end up in abusive partnerships most likely with a possessive or controlling partner. Meditation, walking in nature, deep breathing, positive people, cuddles, crystal healing, lucid dreaming, writing, drawing, creating music helps a Pisces Lilith out of their depressive episodes. In their darkest state, they can be psychotic and completely out of touch with reality.. leading to a downward spiral of self destruction. In their superior level, they can heal anyone with their calming energy.

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